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Name: Ellie (the bitch)
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Birthday: 2/20/1988
Gender: Female


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Member Since: 1/30/2004

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Monday, April 05, 2004

This site is dead, if you want to reach me go to www.xanga.com/bottled_up_poetry

Goodbye...


Tuesday, March 30, 2004

YAY! Lent's almost over, I survived. I showed you all that I could go without dating for 40 days! HA, and you laughed in my face when I told you what I gave up! I'm doing just fine, and once lent is over, I'd really like to get laid! ...so if you aren't busy on the day after Easter...

"You're So Last Summer"

She said
"don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
She said
"you're a touch overrated,
you're a lush and I hate it
but these grass stains on my knees
they won't mean a thing"

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
(is that I'm somethin that you're missin)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I go to, the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
(is that I'm somethin that you're missin)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

Cuase I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
Cuase I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar


Thursday, March 25, 2004

Here are some results:

You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known as one of the worlds in which I dwell. All here is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow. Write or go through other creative outlets to express the anguish you may be feeling, and never let anyone tell you that you are just being 'weepy' or full of 'teenage angst'(if you're a teenager.If not, then they really should be punished for calling you one. They probably are trying to insult your maturity...fools.)and always remain yourself, dark and amazing. Never change.

 

you are the "you suck, and that's sad" happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit brutal.


Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Well, I'm sorry I haven't written here in a while, been busy!

Wowie! (I dunno just felt like saying it) Well you're currently listening to the shit!REEL BIG FISH ... In other news... Dani, Julia, and I are starting a band! Indie-rock, we're going to be an all girl band. We are still looking for a female drummer! IF YOU ARE REALLY GOOD AT THE DRUMS AND ARE FEMALE THEN CALL ME!!!!!!!! or at least leave a comment! PLEASE WEE NEED A DRUMMER!!!!!

ok that's today, goodnight fuck faces!


Sunday, February 29, 2004

...I miss you... I love you so much it hurts! When will you love me again? Will you even love me again? It's so different without you.... I wish that you were in love with me again... I just want to hold you.... It kills me to watch you with other girls, even if I know that nothing will come of it.... Why can't things be ok all the time? Why do you ignore me when we aren't in private or in band? Is it because of her? .... I wish that it wasn't so hard for me... I wish you would love me again... I wish I could hold you again.... I wish that it didn't hurt this much... I've never hurt this much....There are moments when i'm sitting next to you, resisting the urge to profess my love to you....I miss you...



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