So yesterday started out alright...I got up finished my chores and then Matt picked me up at about 12. Then, Matt told me that his dad didn't want us going back to his house because his dad is "concerned" (his exact words) about us going down there and doing the dirty so Matt was a lil pissed to start off with...
So we went over to Jorin's house (we smoked a bowl in the car before we went in). Matt and I watched Richard play DDR (the finger version on the computer) while we were there. Well, I was getting a lil tired of watching so I grabed Matt's phone as another source of entertainment, with no bad intentions I might say towards him (in another words I wasn't "checking up on him"). This is when shit started to go down. So I was looking through his directory because it was the first thing I could find (also I was blowed~a good excuse). Well I saw this entry Katherine (this kid next to me really smells) so I asked who it was, not in an angry tone or anything (I trust Matt), and he automatically got defensive and was like "It's Kat Cook, and I DIDN'T PUT HER NUMBER IN SHE DID." He knows I don't like that bitch (she has put me through a lot of shit and wasn't there when I really nedded her; she is a fucking BACKSTABBING BITCH), but that doesn't even matter. I wasn't even mad at him for real. So then I was like "Why are you getting all mad and defensive?" And he was like "That was a bitch thing to do, to just take my phone like that." I was like "Jesus Christ whats the big deal?"
So earlier that day he told me he hung out with Josh Harley and Jerimah at Josh's house the night before and hadn't slept all night I was like "Whatever as long as you don't fall asleep today (because he has fallin' asleep the last two times I came over and its not exactlly fun to be in a cold basement and watch your boyfriend sleep for hours on end with nothing to do)." Then I asked if "Sam was there last night?" (again an innocent question, I wasn't being a bitch when I said it). He told me "Ya." And then I asked "Who was all there?" and he said that was it.
So getting back to the phone shit. So I asked Matt "When he got Katherine's phone number?" He said "Last night." SO HE FUCKING LIED TO ME AND THEN HAD THE NERVE TO YELL AT ME! OH, AND THEN HE SAID I WAS A BITCH CAUSE I WAS LOOKING THROUGH HIS PHONE, YET HE TOLD ME KATHERINE PUT HER NUMBER IN HIS PHONE NOT HIM, SO IF HE THOUGHT I WAS BEING A BITCH FOR LOOKING THROUGH HIS PHONE, THEN WHY DIDN'T HE STOP KATHERINE FROM DOING THE SAME FUCKING THING!
YA BITCH! Going on...then we went to Applebees (he was trying to be nice after yelling at me). It didn't really work though, he didn't say a word to me the whole time we were there, and then he tried to rush me out the door when I was still eating. It's whatever. It was a nice gesture to bring me out, but sadly besides taking me there and paying for the lunch, he wasn't being a "good" boyfriend.
Then, we went back to his house, against his dad's wishes. He let us stay though. So we went down stairs and you know (if I was gonna get anything out of that night I was gonna have sex). I was still kinda mad at him, but he got better (nicer if you will). Then HE FELL ASLEEP!
So I let him sleep for 2 HOURS, and then I tried to wake him up, nicely at first then I was a lil more violent because he wouldn't move. He almost hit me with his elbows a few times (accidently) because he was getting mad at me for trying to wake him up. So I was like "WAKE UP PLEASE, YOU'VE BEEN SLEEPING FOR 2 HOURS." I kept telling him over and over. So finally he was like, "SHUT THE FUCK UP KYLIE, YOUR BEING A BITCH." And then he rolled over and went back to sleep. I kept doing it, and he kept saying "SHUT THE FUCK UP KYLIE, YOUR BEING A BITCH!," until he finally got up. Then, he was going physco and was talking about bringing me home. I was like "No, the whole reason I woke you up was so I could hang out with you." Then he was like I can't deal with you right now, your being annoying." I wouldn't move though. Then he was like "Well then I'm going back to sleep." Well, I was on the bed taking up all the room so he couldn't, and then he layed on top of me violently, and then I tried to push him off. He grabbed my wrist as hard as he could and twisted it. I really hurt. Hes never grabbed me like that before. Then I cried, which I hardly ever do, and the ppl I'm closest to know this.
Thing got a lil better from there, he said he was sorry. I still think its bullshit. Then I tried to cuddle with him and he kept saying "Get off of me." I really hurt my feelings and after awhile I was done trying and told him I just wanted to go smoke a bowl. I was really pissed again at this point.
We went out to his car (he invited Jerimah along). We went on a lil cruise towards my house, and parked on a side street and waited till it was time to bring me home. I didn't talk to anyone, I didn't even look at Matt the whole time we were in the car. Then he brought me home. His goodnight kiss disgusted me!
I don't know, I just don't know. His anger just seems to be growing towards me.
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