| | i don't like it when people say they wont ever find the person they're
supposed to marry. it's just them trying to get attention.
honestly...look at the people in this world who have gotten married. my
old piano teacher when i was 6 or 7...ugliest lady in the freaking
world, totally had sex tons of times with her husband. but honestly,
don't say that, because it's lame.
i don't have the right things to say to anyone to make them want me.
i'm a friend to everyone, but nothing more. i've said in the past that
i want to move away to another state, even another country, but that
isn't what i want. i don't want to "move" anywhere, i want to move
everywhere. i don't want to have a house, or apartment. i wanna fit
whatever i can into my backback and get on my bike next to chris and
his stuffed backpack, and i want us to ride our bikes on highway 24
west until it ends somewhere in missouri, then flip a coin and if it
lands heads we'll go north, tails we'll go south. i usually flip tails,
so we'd be in texas soon.
it's fucking stupid because it won't happen. it will happen. but it
won't happen how i want it to. eventually i'll have to return to my
friends that i love, but can live without. there's only a few i'd die
for. i think it's crazy if you have a ton of people you'd give your
life for. who are you trying to be, some sort of hero? i take medicine.
nothing. and it's fucking stupid because it won't happen how i want it
to.
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| | Posted 10/17/2005 11:40 PM - 1 view - 1 comments
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