Surely

I had the most absurd dream yesterday. I dreamt that I was worshipping so hard that i started gritting my teeth and falling backwards and then all my teeth came out, all my molars were crushed into pieces and there was so much blood. Funny is definitely not the word to describe the dream. Well, it left me checking my teeth the whole day. i felt so...insecure. i felt like all of it was gonna fall  out anytime  -.- . dreams aside, i had one of the best sleep in ages. the rain foiled my plans of going for a swim, getting a tan and jogging so i decided to sleep and sleep and sleep. Like they always say, tomorrow will be a better day. please be very sunny tmr! and i also pray, i will be able to wake up early tmr.

east coast park brings back memories.

red cliff is really good. but i was so pissed off when it ended cos it ended so abruptly! zzz it could have ended when they won the mini-war against caocao. z to the max. and for the first time in my life in Singapore, i went to mustafa. thank you uncle fatty ;p for bringing me there. i shall go there when im not so sleepy. they have everything! what's up with good movies these days! i wanna watch x files. x files is so retro. agent scullly! i remember watching with my dad when i was younger. i hated it cos it was so scary.

out of point but i just realized reinaroxthisworld@hotmail.com and georgerulz4eva@hotmail.com have the same connotation -.- we are very egoistical bf. we both went to japan this holidays! even though to different parts but we agreed somehow our perspectives changed after going to japan. im glad i had a chance to catch up with you. and im praying for your dream to come true! i truly felt excited for you :)

I'm not content just to walk through my life
Giving into the lies
Walking in compromises now
We cry out as a generation that was lost
But now is found in the power of the cross

We believe in You
We believe in the power of Your Word and its truth
We believe in You
So we lay down our cause
That our cross might be found in You.

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easy come, easy go

ive been trying to save some money this week. tried to go out minimally but stillllllllll. played tennis on tuesday. even though i suck but i felt shiok playing even if it was just for awhile. i wanna play more! went swimming today. i was about to bring my storybook down and all when;

grandmother: why you bring storybook down!

me: read while i suntan!

grandmother: aiyo you think you angmoh ah.

and all this took place in teochew. i think my grandmother is so cute. and when i came up she ask me why i not tan at all. so bad right. i wanted to video her nodding off while watching her favourite drama serial. i think my family members are really hilarious ppl. two nights ago my cousin started making the morning bird sounds and he kept bugging me to wait and see for all the birds to come to him. 0.0 i really wanted to slap him. this evening while watching tv, my sister kept walking around the living room playing her harmonica. playing the wedding march. 0.0 see, i am not wierd right.

she's so cute right! her yellow socks are a fashion statement.

really miss nagoya. our two japanese friends in the middle: yuki and mamiko. glad that we managed to share with yuki.

really miss takato too. never met a person so earnest, so eager and so sincere. need to start emailing him soon and sending him photos. i hope he's still attending the non-christian bible study group.

huizhen i can sell you takumi's picture for 100 bucks k. takumi and yuheiheyyou

8 is a good number right.

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but.

dont look back in anger

open up your heart.

i look at the list of commitments im gonna make. part of me really wants to cry. part of me is thinking of closing down and letting go of some commitments to make room for more. i dont know how i will survive this semester. thank you cap for letting me down so i wont be able to take honours i think. recently, i really want to go overseas to study. so i will do so i think, i hope. recently, i met up with good friends. friends that are really friends. they make me feel like being a friend then being some idiot that draws lines and draw boxes. and jean tan you really almost made me cry while you were high and puffing out lotsof smoke. i have missed you alot, old friend.

"Come now, and let us reason together," says the Lord, "Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall be as wool. if you are willing and obedient, you shall eat the good of the land.."Isaiah 1:18-19

thank you jesus. my sins are washed away and made white as snow. i want to obey. and i want to eat the good of the land.

really the word has been to 'open up' and to 'step out'. and He says he will provide more and more in a supernatural way. it's like the more you step out, the more He provides. i know

takumi!

this  is super funny. i told huizhen to ask him the same question so that he will say 'i miss you' to her too. he's so cute. and his english is funny.

at nazan. with some of the english club people. miss giggles, kiyoko and i are not japanese. guys at the back(from the left) ken and tatsuya. the girl next to janice: chika. this was the day kiyoko was mean. she asked me to share my umbrella with tatsuya without telling me that guys and girls dont really share umbrellas in japan. underlying meaning is:  love love. 0.0

no not japan. im glad i met up with them. yay we're meeting again soon.

day 4: hi God

"Now i know. It is really Your grace over me. Your strength over me. Your boldness that helps me go forward. Your love that inspires me to reach into the Holy of Holies to worship and adore."

名古屋

i'll miss that place alot. i'll miss the people there and the friends we made. i'll miss the girls too. they are so crazy and whiny just like me. haha. i teared when kurumi bade us goodbye at church. she wanted to go plant picking with us after church but we had no time. she gave us 1000yen each to the three of us as a form of farewell. she gave us warabi and onions each week at church. i wanted to cry when i hugged momoka goodbye. it was the same when i saw eileen cry at the airport. it had been almost a month and for the first time, i didnt even felt a tinge of homesickness. God is so good. now that i'm back, it feels wierd. it feels wierd not being awoken by eileen or janice. feels funny to sleep on the bed since ive been sleeping on futons the whole 3.5 weeks. i know everything will be normal again soon but im worried, im scared that months down the road, it  will seem as though ive never been to 名古屋, never made those friends(sg/japanese) and i would have forgotten the precious lessons i learnt from this trip. it's hard to say goodbye.

i dont know where to begin. pictures from first week!

we had two apartments. the picture on the left, my apartment. it was comfy and nice. i had no sleeping problems at all cept for the first night. our apartment is called hero! kimura takuya!

our church. me eileen and kiyoko.

the first sunday we met micky. he's so adorable! yeah there were quite a number of caucasians at our church. we were blessed with eng sermons for two weeks!

takeshi-san's cute son, manon! we were playing with his toy cars. he's so cute and i hear he's an awesome drummer.

preparing for sg nite. it was so fun. it was the night we went a little kuku. and it was also the night i ate a very yummy bowl of ramen. sighhh ramen.

prayer walk at aichi medical. ibuki, jody, masa and i forgot the other guys name. ibuki is studying to be a doctor! i'll miss her much. she's one of the very few christians in that school. she wants to marry a singaporean. hehe tell me if you want to get to know her.

fellow church goers/prayer walk group. happy happy

the first week has too many photos. another time!