open up your heart.

i look at the list of commitments im gonna make. part of me really wants to cry. part of me is thinking of closing down and letting go of some commitments to make room for more. i dont know how i will survive this semester. thank you cap for letting me down so i wont be able to take honours i think. recently, i really want to go overseas to study. so i will do so i think, i hope. recently, i met up with good friends. friends that are really friends. they make me feel like being a friend then being some idiot that draws lines and draw boxes. and jean tan you really almost made me cry while you were high and puffing out lotsof smoke. i have missed you alot, old friend.

"Come now, and let us reason together," says the Lord, "Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall be as wool. if you are willing and obedient, you shall eat the good of the land.."Isaiah 1:18-19

thank you jesus. my sins are washed away and made white as snow. i want to obey. and i want to eat the good of the land.

really the word has been to 'open up' and to 'step out'. and He says he will provide more and more in a supernatural way. it's like the more you step out, the more He provides. i know