the only way to get what you have always wanted 
    is to do something that you have never done before

uuuggghhhhhh.....life used to be easier
i just want to sleep

yeah........what is another word for desperate?

i change my mind friggen way too incredibly much

but who cares because i have an AMAZING new best friend...

you know who you are.......

alexis

EDITTTTTTT::::::::::::::

.....I realize that i am the most fickle person on this earth
its an incurable disease.....

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i wish you knew what i was thinking
it hurts to be stuck
because i do love you

A look,
A laugh,
A smile,
A second,
Passes by and I regret it,
Words just aren't right,
Sometimes I just can't explain,
All the ways you devastate me,
Always on my mind,

I try but I'm not convincing,
Your lips they pout and twist and,
I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you,
You take in everything with a certainty I envy
It's somehow all I need just keep me guessing,

...............obligation is a bitch

alexis

although facebook is the new fad...and xanga has become the thing of the past.....i still feel this obligation to update whenever necessary to this thing that we were all once so attached to...

so with that being said...

i suppose i should start by telling you that i have given in to the fact that i am a completely hopeless human being....i have discovered that i am so irritable that it has GOT to be annoying to anyone that pushes the wrong button with me...so for that my friends i am sorry....

in any case...everything is perfect right now....i adore bri and i think he adores me...its pretty sweet....but also track starts soon and im pretty excited because i have a good feeling about it....oh yeah and we all got our state champ rings yesterday...that was exciting..i have showed anyone and everyone....

i think it is slightly depressing for me though...because of the circumstances....but its in the past and there is never a reason to linger....

so with all that being said...i feel i have accomplished what i came here to do...not i must depart

good day friends

alexis

oh heres some pics for you

me and bri looking gangsta for souths courtwarming!

he's way to cute for me....

hahaha 80's day at work..just thought i'd mix things up!!(don't i look GINORMOUS?!! haha)

UUUUHHHHH GORGEOUS!!!!

my pretty gabbbbyyyy

the worlds best friends to have.....

only beeds and buttons dont grow