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Thursday, February 23, 2006

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 03:50:18 GMT

AMERICAN IDOL!

Wow, we have some real talent in this competition (not to mention some HOT HOT HOT boys)...Here are my early favorites!

Ace Young: My gosh, I drool when I see this guy. He has this amazing ability to mezmorize you when he is singing. And he CAN sing too!

Chris Daughtry: Yet another one of my favorite guys. Like Ace, he has the total package. Although Ace has him a little on the looks.

David Radford: "The Crooner." His voice is very "The Rat Pack." Not very current, but reminds me of something that I would hear going into an oldies bar. I think he has more of a career in theatre than a recording career.

Katharine McPhee: One of the top girls in the competition. Interesting girl.

Kevin Covais: Close your eyes and it's an unrefined Josh Groban. Very soothing voice. He kindof reminds me of someone's little brother.

Lisa Tucker: Wow, this girl is 16 and can belt out some notes. Definately will be in the finals!

Mandisa: Wow, Attitude. I like this girl. Again, another finalist.

Paris Bennett: What can I say about this girl. Ann Nesby's granddaughter. She has it in the blood. Girl broke it down on "Midnight Train to Georgia." ONE OF MY FAVORITE GIRLS!

Taylor Hicks: I really didn't know what to think of him up until tonight. Everything about him is different, and I think the main reason I like him is his personality.

Will Makar: He was a close pick for me. His voice is ok. He will make it far because of his looks. Nuff said.

And is it just me, or does Paula seem to get...ummm..."happier" as the night goes on on every episode?

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 18:22:15 GMT

So yeah, I came to a realization today...

I was sitting in the chair at the hair salon getting my hair done. I looked in the mirror and I saw something that I had never seen before...I had a double chin...

After I swallowed and held in the urge to cry, I realized...I'm getting old and fat...my metabolism is getting tired of working so hard so it is starting to go a strike...

AND YOU KNOW SOMETHING? that sucks. :(

Oh dear body, how could you do this to me. I fed you with all the tastiest foods that life had to offer, and you never punished be before...why now...oh god, why now...

Oh dear metabolism, please awake from your slumber and return me to the thinness that I once was. Don't leave me hanging like this...I'm not asking much...

What do you say? That you need good foods? But Taco Bell is good...

What was that? You need healthy foods...but those are untasty...

WHAT??? Then I will continue to get fatter you say?!?!? Fuck that metabolism, I'm going to Kroger and buying some apples...

And so the diet begins...

Monday, February 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 04:38:45 GMT

Long time no update, I know...

Life has been hectic. Still getting everything settled after my move...

I had a great weekend...WOO HOO!

Anywho, more updates later...bed is calling

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 21:05:11 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Chad Wilson
Birthday:	July 23
Birthplace:	Hattiesburg, MS
Current Location:	Tupelo, MS
Eye Color:	Hazel
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5' 5"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Irish, Scotish, Dutch, French, and Native American
The Shoes You Wore Today:	I haven't put on shoes yes
Your Weakness:	Cheesecake
Your Fears:	not recovering from failure
Your Perfect Pizza:	Cheese Chicago Style Pizza from Dave's Dark Horse Tavern in Starkville, MS
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	"hey, what's up?" "lol" and ""
Thoughts First Waking Up:	more sleep....
Your Best Physical Feature:	lips and eyes
Your Bedtime:	I'm a big boy... I don't have a bedtime
Your Most Missed Memory:	having money to blow
Pepsi or Coke:	Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Neither...Wendy's for me
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	eh, doesn't matter
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Vanilla...I'm slighty allergic to chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	either, love em both
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	if you make me mad enough
Do you Sing:	what's your definition of singing?
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	already been
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	yes
Do you think you are Attractive:	somewhat
Are you a Health Freak:	about some things
Do you get along with your Parents:	sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yes
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:
What country would you most like to Visit:
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	Blue and Green
Favourite Hair Color:	Brown, Black, Red
Short or Long Hair:	doesn't matter
Height:	I'm so short everyone is taller than me, so doesn't matter
Weight:	ummm, not fat?
Best Clothing Style:	whatever works...different strokes for different folks
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none
Number of CDs I own:	a lot...lol
Number of Piercings:	1
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	1
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 02:51:55 GMT

Why must the entire world be a place where everything is either black or white? Right or wrong? Just on unjust? (you get the picture, I hope)

I find myself wondering a lot of things lately. I look around at what so many consider to be normal in what society calls my "lifestyle." Overshadowed by confusion, rejection, drugs, substance abuse (maybe that was redundent), depression, suicide, etc. Is this truly what the lifestyle is, or is it what the mainstream media portrays it to be so we don't know any better? From the time most are born, they are taught that being gay is a filthy lifestyle that can't be normal. So, how can I child that is gay know any different that to accept what the world sees of it and live the life?

You never see these fundamentalist right-wing supporters showing gay people that are your everyday Joes. The ones that don't get caught up in the so-called "lifestyle." The ones that hold down jobs, have high self esteems, and are successful. No, all you see the media showing is the "filthy" side of the lifestyle. Must I remind people that there is a bad group of straight people too. There is just no term to label them like there is us.

A religious group from Tupelo recently got a group of supporters together and got "The Book of Daniel" banned from our local NBC stations. I must give them this...they don't want their perfect image of happy God-fearing people destroyed. It is good PR. Kudos on that one. But, I don't see it as a group of people trying to promote good values to people. I see it as a group of people trying to maintain power. Is it really a moral thing? Or are they scared that this show might, in some way, break the stereotype that they have worked so hard to maintain over the years?

I'm tired of the bullshit. I'm tired of the drama. However, I am not tired of fighting. Life was not meant to be easy. If it was meant to be easy, we would be dead. It's a struggle. It's a journey....one well worth taking.

Life is not a written book. It is your story. And don't let anyone's opinion tell you otherwise. The success of the world is built on those that challenged norms, and succeeded. My only hope is that as a society, we have not become so weak that we become stagnant.

And now, a poem:

I can't
Love who
And what
You want
Me to.
Why can't
I choose
Who I
Adore
All by
Myself?

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 03:57:26 GMT

So, yeah, it's been a little while since I have posted. Been an interesting few weeks.

First off, HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone! (yeah, I know it is a little late, but oh well).

I never thought so much learning could take place in a short period of time, but it can. I've learned so much about people and life this year so far it is amazing.

People are not always what they seem. First impressions are bullshit. Don't ever trust them.

When will people realize that I do everything for a purpose. Maybe the fact that I pissed you off was on purpose. Maybe I was trying to teach you a lesson that will make you a better person. That doesn't make me a bitch. It makes me selfless.

What does make me a bitch is when I call in to McDonald's and get a free meal and almost get a lady at Lowe's fired because I believe I should be treated like a paying customer.

Peace boys and girls.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 00:28:28 GMT

I want to know how I can feel this way
and still have doubts that overflow my mind.

I want to be able to feel true love
and know that I can let go of all guilt
that overtakes me when I try to fly
towards what I sense will bring total bliss.

I want to be able to trust a friend
with no worry that they will betray me
if I turn my body away from them
and give their tongues a chance to be hateful.

I want to be able to make a change
that will benefit someone besides me
and not feel selfish because I can't have
what was suppose to be a selfless gift.

I want to be able to find my life
beyond the constraints that books can enforce
upon my journey towards who I am
and what I think that life can offer me.

I want to be able to see myself
without the clouds that usually surround
which block my vision of the road ahead
that will lead me towards my destiny.

I want to know how I can feel this way
and still ahve doubts that overflow my mind.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 14:37:05 GMT

It's almost Christmas...yah!

I have no clue what I am getting for the first time in my entire life.

My family (mainly just my brother) is driving me crazy. 10 years between children is WAY TOO MUCH!

I hate vaccums...my moms vaccuming like she won't be a ble to do it again for 30 years.

Happy Holidays for all of you that don't celebrate Christmas.

I want a puppy again...I just don't want to have to take care of one.

Not much more to say today. Be good kids.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 03:30:01 GMT

Ok, I usually don't post shit like this, but I couldn't resist:

You might be a Republican if...

1. You've ever referred to someone as "my (insert racial or ethnic minority here) friend"

2. You're a pro-lifer, but support the death penalty.

3. You think you might remember laughing once as a kid.

4. You once broke loose at a party and removed your neck tie.

5. You've ever uttered the phrase, "Why don't we just bomb the sons of bitches."

6. You fax the FBI a list of "Commies in my Neighborhood."

7. You don't let your kids watch Sesame Street because you accuse Bert and Ernie of "deviance."

8. You think Birkenstock was that radical rock concert in 1969.

9. You argue that you need 300 handguns, in case a bear ever attacks your home.

10. You've ever said civil liberties, schmivil schmiberties.

11. You've ever said "Clean air? Looks clean to me."

12. You've ever called education a luxury.

13. You came of age in the '60s and don't remember Bob Dylan.

14. You're afraid of the "liberal media."

15. You've ever called the National Endowment for the Arts a bunch of pornographers.

16. You think all artists are gay.

17. You're against government programs, but expect your Social Security checks on time.

18. You believe in prayer in schools, as long as people don't pray to St. Mary, Allah, Krishna, or Buddha.

19. You know you love Jesus and that Jesus loves you and that Jesus shares your hatred of AIDS victims, homosexuals, and President Clinton.

20. You believe that it was wise to allow Ken Starr to spend $50 million dollars to attack Clinton because no other U.S. presidents have ever been unfaithful to their wives.

21. You believe it is wise to keep condoms out of schools, because we all know if teenagers don't have condoms they won't have sex.

22. You believe that the American Civil Liberties Union is bad because they defend the Constitution, while the National Rifle Association is good because they defend the Constitution.

23. You call yourself a "patriotic American," but yet you display confederate flags to honor the people who rebelled against the USA

24. You believe that lying about sex is impeachable, but it is a fine thing to lie about the reasons American boys and girls are dying and being dismembered in an illegal war

25. You believe it's patriotic and supportive of the military that Bush loves sending our troops into wars, and simultaneously cuts veteran's benefits, military hazard pay and military family services

26. You believe everyone who isn't a Protestant Christian is going to Hell

27. You believe that state courts can't be trusted to punish businesses or examine ballots fairly, but you believe they can be trusted to administer the death penalty fairly

28. You believe that all Americans compete on a level playing field

29. You believe that Republicans that sell missiles to our enemies deserve to be on Mt. Rushmore

30. You believe that biology teachers are corrupting the morals of sixth-graders when they teach them the basics of human sexuality, but the Holy Bible, which is filled with sex and violence, is good reading for all children

Monday, December 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 04:18:46 GMT