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Name: taylor
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Birthday: 3/28/1991
Gender: Male


Interests: guitar,hot girls,hard core,girl jeans and jesus christ my lord and savior
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Thursday, May 17, 2007

Currently Listening
Juturna
By Circa Survive
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this entry is really about a situation i wasn't happy about how it ended and i think i got screwed over and i think it was stupid the reasoning behind everything and i just wasn't happy getting my heart broken because there was no reason to do it

 

Long nights and strong fights

 

All these long nights spent alone sitting here listening for the phone

And all my scares are slowly fading but my past is what I’m hating

All the notes I am taking are just to past the time no one will ever know why you were my perfect rhyme                                      

And I’d like to think it was me who blinked and all his life pasted him by

You ask me if I am ok and I’ll be just fine

 

 

You told me when everything feel away hope whispered go on one more day

But hope hasn’t known my name it’s always the same

No more will I roam all alone till someone sings my song

You’re my heart and my mind you’re the perfect one I sent out to find

This all seems like a bad dream I never wanted it to be this way

But next time you see the star you'll be in someone else's arm's

 

 

This house is so empty it’s so depressing I am stressing over it

This bliss has taken over me my life flashing before me is all I can see

The silence is killing me no more can I go on living like this

My pain is sustained but the leaky faucet and the broken drain

Reminding me of that time we kissed in the rain

You think everything’s ok but no one is here to hold me

I had your hand why did you let go of me

 

 

I don’t want to fall asleep ever again

Cause my dreams don’t comfort me

Your smile doesn’t warm me

Cause I know it’s so fake

Why would you want this to be

But I’ll leave this world alone cause my heart is on it’s own


Sunday, May 06, 2007

Currently Listening
The Fall of Ideals
By All That Remains
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blah i am grounded and i am breaking rules being on but oh well i need to write or i am gonna die from boredom

so yeah life is pretty dang cool

i am in track and my team is ok i am not doing great but thats cause i am only a FRESHMEN hahahaha

music is something i am in love with and yeah i wrote a song for a girl hahaha blum don't make fun of me i wrote a song about starvation to

but yeah i am not at home or i'd put the lyrics up (even though they need work) yeah but writting music is my life i love it so much ahhh almost as much as i love my girl friend but trust me i'd chose her over music any day cause i am not that skilled at music but me and her we are good for each other : )

 

yup i miss the internet though and i wish more people would get on xanga ehh or at least my xanga blum your good enough hahaha but it's more fun when theres more people hahaha like facebook but i bet all my friends think i left them or something hahahaha i can't wait for monday hahaha that days going to be celebrated!!!!!!!

 

 

 

when the end is near my dear, i will find you i will do what ever it takes, i will make what is dark turn into light and i will take any sight of light a sign of happy times, this storm is almost over but my sober body is badly beaten and the depression has eaten all of me, i am not free but you will see the true side of me in dark hours like these

 

eh creativity is at a low hahaha tell if that was good at all k?


Friday, April 20, 2007

Currently Listening
King Vs Queen
By Brighten
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Speaking of the Good Part

Some days I think of the birds and the bees and all the other funny things,

And what do they have to do with me,

Why can’t I be at the beach and like a leaf slowy float down stream,

And gleam into the stars and never wonder where we are,

Cause we’re not that far from all the bars and where the party’s are.

But why not stay here and enjoy the silence and my sense is tingling ,

Because I know you love me I know you care,

But you dare not look me straight in the eye or your heart might die,

From being so in love and still not being able to cover all these wounds.

But I see it your eyes here comes the perfect time,

To let go jump in a swim away everyday just the two of us ,

And we can discuss everything even the way the water feels,

And how being in love heals you again from what felt like a sin,

And never again will you be in love with a man like him.

But men like that are slim and shady ,

And they wait until you in their hands,

And then the lands theirs for the taking.

And is waking to his face again what you want to see,

Or do you want to be in love with someone like me,

Some one you can see Yourself waking up to and love through and through ,

And never do anything to run away but stay day to day ,

And pray for safety so you can be with me one more day,

And hey I’m not that bad of a guy sometimes I’m sly and lie,

But I would never hurt you but assert you to the top of my list ,

And kiss you to sleep and dance the night away,

And it’s okay to love again because he was the sin,

And I will let you in to my heart ,

And we can break down walls and have love on our side from  the good part ,

 because I love you again like when we were at the start.


Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Currently Listening
On Frail Wings of Vanity and Wax
By Alesana
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sorry katharine i am not making a new xanga

i know the one i am writing this to will never read it but i need to just say this and get it off my shoulders

i still love you i never let go i still wish i could feel you hand on mine and think that we were ok and not stay in this heart broken stage i wish that the first lips i kissed were still here and i could kiss them more i miss you touch and the way you said my name the way we could talk for three hours and not say one word and how we could always find ways to get past things that didn't mean so much anyways i wish i could tell you that you aren't the only one who can't believe i said i love you and then left it like love was just another word cause it was never just another word everytime i said it i meant it i wanted to show you all the plans i had for the one i would love forever i would take you to the most romantic spot  in town and show my love to you in front of an audience i wish we still had those days that we dreamed of new york city and the futures we could have made i wish i could have lasted longer but alas i am done now and even though i still feel it alittle life feels alittle better now and i feel confident to carry on

katharine i'd like to thank you and chris kelly for being my best friends and listening to my problems when ever i need it!


Thursday, April 12, 2007

Currently Listening
Eat, Sleep, Repeat
By Copeland
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one more day

life is sad and most the time it's pretty bad but don't let it get to you lad stand strong and live long don't let this break you down it's just a break up and life really isn't so bad when you see the flowers and the trees and all the peace that can be had if you just sit back and see she wasn't meant for "me" and live with what love gave cause theres not another grave but just more flowers on old ground with old bones and stones to cover that you'll never have to see her again so don't fret and regret that she was the one cause it's all done once and for all time i will always say this rhyme because sometimes truth is a lie and sometimes forever runs out of time and what guides us home then is it our selfishness that leads to loneliness and can there ever be a new address when everytime a new guy comes home she'll see shes all alone without you and even though it won't last forever she won't ever be the same i know cause i'm not the same i feel like it's an old game been played to many times and with to many rhymes trying to say this isn't gonna be the same today tomorrow or the next day cause what is a good life but to lay down on the ground and remember that the december is almost over and soon you'll see the clovers covering the ground and sweet old sound of spring is around the corner and it won't be cold and life won't get so old and all things will be new and all stains will be removed you just have to keep on keeping on and never let anyone on this ride to paradise and realize what it's like to die and be born again it ain't no sin there ain't no loneliness just the bliss to being able to sleep again without the nightmare kill them and even though there goes the lips you used to kiss here comes something so much better it's not worth the fret and all the regret that goes along with it but hey guess what it's over and whats left to say just keep on goin for one more day

 

more poetry hahaha                                                                                                                                        thats all i feel like writing right now .



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