So yesterday i had a really bad day..everyone knows about it now, and everyone is all telling me things will be ok.  to anyone who has sent words of encouragement my way, thank you.  i really appreciate your love. it is just really difficult still, and it will always be. no one really understands, but its ok, thank you for being an encouragement.

I think God sent me an angel the other day in the most precarious place. I was hangin out with a friend of mine i met on friendster, and we were just walking around marietta square looking at shops and going in and all that jazz.  So i was really burdened with the whole love thing you know, you have read my other xanga's.  And out of no where as we are walking down the sidewalk, this cute old man comes up to me and puts his hand on my shoulder and says "Be strong,..everything will be ok".  And then he just walked off..and i was just soooo baffled.. it was amazing.  Thank you God.