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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 16:51:34 GMT

So I've decided people need to learn that everyone is aloud to make their own decisions and should not have to worry about disappointing/pissing off someone else, and if that person does get pissed that someone else is changing they should learn to deal with it because I'm sure they've changed too.

End of story.

Friday, April 07, 2006

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 02:06:22 GMT

Swimming's over.
I'm 16.
I got a job.

End of story.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 03:21:23 GMT

Swimming is basically taking over my life right now. It is paying off so far, but I am nervous that I will get frustrated very quickly. We shall see.

I lost my voice today. John Nelson and Kyle Sullivan had a grand time making fun of me. I basically did sound like a love-struck little girl though. Not for any reason, that's just what I sounded like.

Mmm...school's going to kick my ass next year.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 03:18:21 GMT

happy new year

i hope you had a good one

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If you got it flaunt it, boy I know you want it.

mmm..haha

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 03:34:49 GMT

I know someplace sick
Where this chick'll dance in the flames
We don't need any money
I always get in for free
You can get in too
If you get in with me

Let's go out tonight
I have to go out tonight
You wanna play?
Let's run away
We wont be back
Before it's Christmas Day
Take me out tonight

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I can't control
My destiny
I trust my soul
My only goal is just
To be
There's only now
There's only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear
No other path
No other way
No day but today

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 00:44:12 GMT

So, Thanksgiving.

Lots of food, cool people coming home, and family. Should be cool.

Plus there is a long weekend, nothing better than that.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 00:19:29 GMT

Swimming's over on Saturday.

Coming home on Saturday night from Grand Forks. That will be the first time I can have a sleepover in a long time. Also, it's the first night I can have some fun without having to worry about swimming.

I'm so excited.

Already have the plans made.

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 00:17:24 GMT

So I'm just chillin', waiting to get a phone call telling the plans for tonight.

Halloween was bad, a lot of stupid stuff happened that shouldn't have at swimming. BJ's was pretty fun though, I definately had a good time.

Swimming is almost over..YAY!

State is next weekend in Grand Forks, I've never been to an out of town state meet. I'm hoping it'll be fun.

This is so lame.

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 22:05:52 GMT

So I'm in Kansas right now, it's pretty 'effin sweet. We got back about an hour ago from the K-State vs Texas A&M game. Sadly, K-State lost but it was still an awesome game. They were down by a lot and almost came back and won it, but lost by two.

I'm coming home on Monday. If there is anyone who would like to hang you know my number.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 00:46:39 GMT

well after my last post i've had time and talked to some people who always know how to make me smile and see the bright side of things..you guys know who you are and thank you for all you've done

so yes, anyways...
five more weeks of swimming i'm happy and sad at the same time, it's hard work but it's one of the only places where i can be myself and everyone's totally cool with it
i will miss that aspect of it but there are a few things that i won't miss at all