| | I want the boy, you know,
the one that sings so terribly that
it makes you love the song.  If you asked someone how they would define friendship, the answer will usually be "someone who will always be there when you need them, a person who never lies, a person who will always put you first before anyone else" & so on. But who actually fits that description? You have your friends & your true friends. Friends come in many people, but true friends only come once in a lifetime. A real friendship will last, no matter how far they are from you, no matter how many new people they meet, or how popular they may become. To depend on a friend to always be there for you is unfair, because if that person isn't there, what would you do? Just cut them out of your life? If you were a good friend yourself, you would understand why & know that no one is perfect. A friend will always tell you what sounds good or what will make you happy, but a true friend will tell you the brutal truth. FACT: real friends never try to avoid arguments because it will not harm the friendship at all. They shouldn't be scared of getting into that argument in the first place because those little arguments are what makes the friendship stronger. True friends know your deepest secrets, good & bad, & will still love you til the end but friends will only know your surface appearance. Friends come & go without explanation, but true friends will always be there, even when you think they're not. True friends are like family; people who treat your parents like they're theirs, people who become best buddies to your brothers & sisters. So when you say "family always comes first", they are already your family. To me, friendship is like a board game. The ones who care enough will enter the game, play it, & stay until you end it together. The ones who don't will get bored & choose to leave. So, keep what is worth keeping, & with a breath of comfort, blow the rest away.
  People who belong together, stay together
despite major setbacks & disagreements.
They may deal in fault & blame temporarily,
but ultimately they work things out.
Love conquers all; in sickness & in health.
People who belong together, stay together
despite major setbacks & disagreements.
They may deal in fault & blame temporarily,
but ultimately they work things out.
Love conquers all; in sickness & in health.
 To every girl that is scared to put her heart out there again because she has been hurt too many times or so badly.
To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy.
To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky.
To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot.
To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.
To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose that bitch instead.
To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.
To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess.
To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak.
To every girl that won't get down on her knees & open her mouth just to get a boyfriend.
To every girl that just wants to hold hands.
To every girl that kisses him with meaning.
To every girl who just wishes he cared more.
To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold.
To every girl who just wants him to call.
To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.
To every girl that just wants to cuddle.
To every girl that just wants to sleep with him without having sex.
To every girl who shows how much she cares & gets nothing back.
To every girl that thought "maybe this one could be the one".
To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny.
To every girl who is just looking for that one & only & is having a rough time along the way.
To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.
To every girl who wants words backed up with actions.
To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end.
To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.
To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day." All I can think is that if he doesn't
want me back now, he never will.
[TheGeographyOfGirlhood by KristenSmith] I can't promise to always be there,
& I can't promise to be your happiness,
but I can promise to take care of you,
& I can promise to be all that I can be
& I can promise that I'll try my best.  So what is this? What are you expecting from me? From you? From us? Is there even an us? I don't even know what to think anymore. It's like you're waiting for me to make the first move, but while you're waiting for me to make that specific move, you allow yourself to be around other girls, to make yourself a free man. How does that make me feel, must you wonder that at times? Don't you think of how I feel? Don't you know how I feel? I don't expect you to be pitying me, because in theory you were never mine to start off with. You were more of a companion, but you were a company. Someone who can make my loneliness go away. I miss you & I can't take the pain. I love you, but I don't wanna get hurt & I've realized that I may love you, but I don't want to waste my time having all these words pouring out from my soul & only have you say it in return only because you feel as if you have to. You don't love me; you're just saying it back because that's what you think you should say. But I rather hear what you really feel about me than false words.
So what is this? What are you expecting from me? From you? From us? Is there even an us? I don't even know what to think anymore. It's like you're waiting for me to make the first move, but while you're waiting for me to make that specific move, you allow yourself to be around other girls, to make yourself a free man. How does that make me feel, must you wonder that at times? Don't you think of how I feel? Don't you know how I feel? I don't expect you to be pitying me, because in theory you were never mine to start off with. You were more of a companion, but you were a company. Someone who can make my loneliness go away. I miss you & I can't take the pain. I love you, but I don't wanna get hurt & I've realized that I may love you, but I don't want to waste my time having all these words pouring out from my soul & only have you say it in return only because you feel as if you have to. You don't love me; you're just saying it back because that's what you think you should say. But I rather hear what you really feel about me than false words.
 Kiss all the guys you can, because if you don't,
you're always gonna wonder if he was the one
you would've seen fireworks with.
©shay_94 This is your last chance. *Sometimes I need you. I need your support, your care, and your advice. I just need to be talking to you, to know that I’m on your mind. To know that we’re talking and you actually think about what I’m saying. Even though you have broken my heart countless times, for some reason I keep going back to you. I’m scared;; I don’t want to need someone this much. The need for you is slowly killing me. * |
| | Posted 10/19/2007 11:17 PM - 21 views - 4 comments
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