Life is hard enough already Life is so much harder when your all alone where there¡¯s no one believe in you, everybody think your useless no body know what your going though all they see is the bad never the good.  They always think about the past where you mess up so many things at once but they can¡¯t seem to see that you¡¯re trying to change, it got to a point you start asking yourself why change what¡¯s the point of changing no matter how hard I try to change they can never see.  So I cry thinking some one would come over and care me but once again my hope was torn apart, all I needed was a shoulder to cry on to and an ear to confide in but the world move to fast so fast that people rather pass you by than to stop and see what makes you cry, It's painful and sad and sometimes I cry and no one cares about why.

No turning back

There are times in life you feel that you have nothing, which make you feel so alone and coldness all over your body. Also, your heart turns hard like if there was someone that died right in front of your face and you felt nothing at all. It¡¦s like your soul and heart that God gave you is been taken away by the Devil.  You can't cry or smile; you have no emotions you have to force yourself to smile to everyone so that they wouldn't notice there is something wrong with you. You tried to hide everything from everybody even your family and close friends. At first, it was just lies and acts, but after a while the lies and acts became a part of you, you got to a point where there's no turning back.