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Name: Jessica
Birthday: 1/4/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Writing, reading, dancing, being a nerd!! and btw i dont not make these icons!!!!! ok? ok!
Expertise: Being different
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  deedee1490
Member Since:
11/23/2005
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| && sometimes you need a second chance *
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| Did you know that her favorite color is pink,
or that she's terrified of deep water?
That she can't sleep without a blanket
covering her feet
or when she thinks of you,
she smiles even though she
doesn't want to care?
Did you know that she loves
the way you look at her.
Oh yeah, what about the fact
that she's absolutely crazy in love with you?
 
People don't keep journals for themselves.
They keep them for other people, like a secret
they don't want to tell, but they want everyone to know.
 
run outside at 3 in the morning blowing bubbles.
dance in the street in your underwear
yelling "FREEDOM!".
make an icecream sandwhich.
pretend you're a fish.
eat too many cupcakes.
take a shower in the sprinkler.
give yourself a spa in a blow up mini pool.
have a screaming contest.
eat a tube of whipped cream.
make up your own slang words.
be anything but ordinary.
 
take love & multiply it by infinity;
take it to the depths of forever,
& you'll have only a glimpse of
how i feel for you.
 
last night she cried herself to sleep.
the past three months had done their damage.
she couldn't even pretend to be okay anymore.
 
everything seems so much easier,
when you are blasting your ipod.
and your life doesn't seem as bad,
because you can't hear your thoughts.
 
arms are for hugging.
boys are for kissing.
sluts are for dissing.
&& best friend are for
when the boy is kissing
the slut && all you really
need is that hug.
 
I know things get worse, before they get better.
but this, this is a worse, that feels to big
 
Some people are easy to get over
They only take a week or two
But sooner or later you'll find one
Who has changed everything about you.
 
It's not the way you say my name ;
it's not the way you smile.
It's not the way you act the same ;
it's not the way you laugh
It's not the words you say to me ;
it's not the things you do.
It's not the things I need from you ;
it's just the way love you.
 
oh, don't worry about her. she's always upset.
she's constantly in love with someone who doesn't love her back.
she's always heartbroken, so she's fine. she's used to it by now
 
 
& it's that feeling
[ that wont ever go away ]
♥♥♥
 
♥♥♥
EVRYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON
SOmTIMES THINGS FALL APART SO OTHERs
CAN FALL TOGETHER,BUT IN THE END,
Wuts MEANT TO BE WILL ALWAYS...
find a way
 
iF YOU EVER GET LONELY
JUST REMEMBER, iM UNDER THE SAME STARS AS YOU <33
  sumwhere in between
[laughing for no reason]
stupid arguments ;; long talks
&& making fun of each other
i fell in love with you.. <3
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| there's a song blaring in her
headphones that reminds her of
a boy that will never care
 
wish i had the guts to just walk away &
forget about you but i can't because i know
you won't come after me.
 
You hug him goodbye like it's nothing, while all you want to do is hold on forever. But you let go, smile, and walk away.Â
Then you cry all the way home, because it will never be the same.Â
Try as you might, you can't make someone love you.
Speak when you are angry--and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret
 
I could tell everyone how heartbroken I am, let them listen to my problems, put sad away messages up and cry to everyone. but somehow, telling them i`m fine is so much easier than explaining it all. so, I`ll sinq to all the sonqs on the radio, dance in my Victoria`s Secret panties in my room, blow bubbles with my qum and never show how much you hurt me.
 
You've always found a way to cheer me up
even when I'm as down as can be
you replace my tears with laughs + smiles
you have no idea what that means to me
 
i think of you every second of every day
You're are my favorite subject to talk about.
When i hug you i wish i could never let go.
Most of all of my dreams have you in them.
I always get excited when i see you again,
and im completly and totally
In Love With You
 
it's a shame
how two hearts are attached
but still can't be together
 
her pillow became permanently
soaked and every heartbreak song
was the story of her life
 
Yes, I plan to forgive and forget.
As in forgive myself for being stupid
and forget that you ever existed
 
it sucks to lose a towel
when youre eyes are full of soap
but its worse to lose someone
when your heart is full of hope
 
maybe you want her
maybe you need her
maybe you had her
maybe you lost her
 
my summer love never came ;;
high hopes for a winter romance?
 
theres only so much pain a teenage girl can take
and you my dear have been far past that limit
for a while now
and i just cant take this anymore
 
there are so many things i want to say to you
if only i knew how
 
i think its pretty much impossible
to just forget someone who was once
the only reason you smiled
 
i dare you to look me in the eyes
& tell me how you really feel
 
for him i'd smile when he's happy
kiss him when he's sad .. try to be the
erfect girl & calm him when he's mad
hold ' his hand to make him strong &
say hes right when i know he's wrong
 
you can't tell someone you love them
and then change your mind; that's not
how it works. once you love someone,
you always love them, don't you?
isn't there a part of you who thinks of
him for no reason what so ever? they'll
always be in the back of your mind, and
no matter how much you love someone
else, you always love them too.
 
im still walking down memory lane,
cause i know ill be running into you
 
i may be emotional, but i'm not weak
it takes a strong person to have the
courage to cry
 
It's amazing how you can keep so much bottled up
inside of you and you can just walk around and nobody
has any idea.
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| This will be my last update unless i get some comments!! If not then im shuting down!!! Up to you guys
......did you know that
she doesn't care if you call her
and wake her up in the middle
of the night; or early in the
morning. she hates arguing
but you know shes good at it.
shes terrified of the dark and
gets even more terrified when
something happens that even
makes the slightest possibility
that shes going to loose you.
every time she sees you she
can't help but smile. she
can't wait too just run up
too you and give you a hug
because to her, that's the
best feeling in the world.
yeah i guess you could just
say that shed...
..........do anything for you
 
Every night i sit in bed and i wonder if your thinking
of me, because you are all i ever think about <3
 
no camera could ever capture
the look in her eyes when he
s m i l e s  a t  h e r
 
&& she said,
"Where have you been my whole life?"
&& he said, "Looking for you."
 
she randomly laughs & smiles
because she was thinking of you.
 
&&in your arms is the only place she ever wants to be
 
people say youll forget him...how can i when everything is a reminder of him?
 
she loves him
& she wishes on every penny
she throws in a well
that he would love her too.
 
T=there when i need him
R= ready to here how i feel
U=understanding
E=even when i look messed up he still loves me.
L=lusting over him when he isn't around
O=over everything else
V= very caring
E= every day i think of him
 
they ignore eachother & look the
other* way ; but they both know
deep down inside, that it wasn`t
supposed to end this way
 
So here's the story, we are kind of a big deal.
We wear our sunglasses at night,
because we know the sun never sets on a badass.
We happen to act like complete idiots &&
talk like we are mentally challenged.
We party together, we cry together.
We tell secrets, we help each other lie.
We create & live in a world full of drama.
People hate us, people love us,
people love to hate us, && people hate to love us.
We smile too much && laugh too hard.
We're young && crazy.
Basically, we rock.
It's okay to be jealous
 
i think the first time we said something funny && we fell to the ground almost peeing our pants we pretty much knew we were going to be
BEST friends
 
don't worry about falling
in love because in most
fairytales, they don't
find each other until the
last page.
 
You learn a lot about people
when you listen to the songs
that mean something to them
 
stupid nicknames for each other
hugs from behind, late night talks
holding hands under the stars
laughing until our sides hurt
no... we're just friends
 
she's a little scared to get close to
anyone cause everyone that said,
"i'll always be here for you" left.
 
When you're still smiling about
something that happened two
weeks ago, you know that there's
more to this
 
i hate how being just friends
is good enough for you.
i hate how you joke around
just like we used to.
i hate how you just go on
like it doesn't hurt you.
 
just tell me the truth;
did you ever really love me?
or was it all a joke? <----huh was it?????
 
Best friends,
 You fight. I fight.
You hurt.  I hurt.
You cry.  I cry.
You jump off a bridge;
I'll get a paddle boat &&
save your retarded butt
 
WANTED:
1 boy who will make my dreams come true.
1 boy who will love me no matter what i do.
someone that i can hug;; who won`t break my heart.
who will know how to treat me riight from the start.
if youu can fulfill my wishes, please--
let me know.
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♥ HOOKED ON HIM♥
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
when my fingers are entangled with yours
and your arm is wrapped " low around my
waist, it makes me feel safe *' like at that
moment nothing can hurt me && thats
what you have that no one else does your
the one i belong to
 
I remember the night i met him, I remember how I didn’t believe that he had me at hello, but thinking back now I wish he knew that I have loved him since the first time he smiled at me.
 
Whoever said, that DIAMONDS
are a girl's best friends has
NEVER tasted CHOCOLATE.
 
we're the kind of friends
that kill each other for a
handful of doritos,
chocolate chip cookies,
or grapes & in the end
we don`t say sorry we say
"Haha, too bad suckaa."
 
B E A U T i F U L L Y
---- B R 0 K E N .
 
its kinda funny how whenever i say
"him"
everyone knows exactly who i’m talking about.
 
Close your eyes and i'll close mine.
and we'll kiss just //one last time//
 
i don't know what you did.
or how you did it.
[ b u t.y o u.g o t.m e]
 
lets prove them wrong & make it last forever
lets not be just another high school romance
 
& when
i`m with you ;
that`s where i belong
and i honestly have to say that`s the
o n l y p l a c e i w a n t t o b e
 
but underneath it all, there's a girl who wishes
she could just take your hand + run away.
 
the day i met you, my life changed.
the way you make me feel
is too hard to explain. you
make me smile in a special
kind of way,. you make me fall
deeper for you, everyday. &
when i look into your eyes,
i know its true - theres no one else
in the world for me but you.
  
Note to self :
when you like him...and he knows it
he`ll drive you crazy because he knows he can
 
Live for the nights your wont remember ;
with the friends you wont forget <3
 
good l u c k trying to find best friends
cause I [took] all the good ones <----Jeff, Andrea I love you guys!!!
 
what i like best about you is that you can make me laugh when nothings funny.....<3
 
goofy pictures and crazy times.
sisters at heart & partners in crime.
 
hold on to who you love,
stay true to who you know.
take everything you dream of,
and never [ l e t i t g o ]<3
 
he's the kind of boy you can flirt with
yet still talk to like he's your best friend
 
Girl: Why do you criticize very guy I'm with?
Boy: Cause they don't know anything about you.
Girl: Yes they do.
Boy: Do any of them know that your favorite color is yellow or that you are scared of the dark? Do they know that you love thunderstorms or that you still watch old corny movies? Do they know that when your home alone you dance practice singing? Do they even know you love to sing or that you absolutely amazing at it?
Girl: No, but where do you suggest I find a guy that would wanna know these things?
Boy: Your looking at him.
 
she gave up
&& she finally gave up. she dropped
the fake [ smile ] as a tear ran down
her cheek she whispered, to herself
`-» i can't do this [ a n y m o r e ]
 
& she sits at home watching the lightning, feeling the thunder.
wishing you were sitting beside her.
 
I argue with him like he's my brother.
I flirt with him like the friend that he is.
But I love him like he's the only one for me.
 
The key to life ;; be weird.
take random pictures.
do something no else would expect
you to do. talk to someone you
never would. be someone people
think you aren't. show who you
really are. don't hide under your smile.
 
when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry;; give life a thousand reasons to smile
 
sometimes i wonder why words can
mean nothing & silence can mean everything
 
Remember when truth or dare
Consisted of eating bugs,
& the only holding hands you did
Was with your friends
When “getting some” meant
Stealing the cookie jar
& boys didn’t matter
[cause they had cooties]
Yea those were the days..
 
laughing so hard we practically cry,
sitting home bored until we basically die,
cracking jokes about the psychos we know,
causing some drama wherever we go,
where there's one of us the other can
usually be found. Just can't imagine
what I'd do without you around
 
distance never separates two hearts that really care,
for our memories span the miles and in seconds,
we're there. Whenever i start feeling sad because i miss you,
i remind myself of how lucky i'm to have someone so special to miss <------Sir Mac Daddy thats for you!♥
 
life isn't a destination - it's a journey.
we all come upon unexpected curves and turning points -
everything that happens to us shapes who we are becoming,
and in the adventure of each day, we discover the important things in life
and why they are important.
 
he's the only boy that can make my heart beat
super fast and extremely slow at the very same time.
 
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