young_and_hopeless_08's Xanga

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 13:52:00 GMT

just thought to let you guys know that i have a new xanga. the name of it is ATasteOfChaos. make sure you go to that one for now on. thanks

Sunday, November 28, 2004

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 16:02:39 GMT

today is going to be really horrible probably. i'm listening to some avenged sevenfold right now. um, tomorrow we have school. YAY?? it's going to be a very boring day probably. at school

Sunday, November 28, 2004

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 01:11:51 GMT

it's so crazy how some of me and my friends dont' talk anymore. i just don't even bother with each other. especially some people that i have met at camp like mary, and emma. we used to practically best friends and we would talk to each other all the time on the computer, email, write by snail mail, send cards..but now it's nothing. i figured that i might email emma since i still have her email in my address book. i sent an email to her and havent gotten anythign back. i deleted her aim sn's because we just never talked anymore and iwas up once in a great while i will talk to mary because i still have her aim sn and it's me who always does the hey or hello. it really does make me upset because how can two really great friends just drift apart so easily like that. some things happen like that i guess. even though we all do change it still makes me kinda mad because i know that we would still have a great time talking to each other. it's the same with people at school. like katie and some other people. one single lil argument at key club with katie has changed EVERYTHING. we never talk at all anymore..even in the halls. it's so sad..no one really knows how much that kills me because we were really great friends last year and now look at it. there is no friendship. life is really tuff right now.. grr...nothing ever goes good in life at all!

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 23:57:54 GMT

michele told justin something that i didn't want her to tell him. she promised that she wouldn't tell him. so now he knows and now i will never hear the end of it from him...how great....

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 22:15:27 GMT

feels like people have been telling me lies..........probably. that is my luck

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 00:19:45 GMT

it's been a while. i went to the library yesterday. and then i had to walk home and go to key club. when i was walking home, it was really dark and really scary. i ran all the way down the hill and to my house. i was like omg. i totally forgot about the time change so it gets darker.

i found out that Three Days Grace is going to be going to the cyy holiday bizzare thing and hoobastank too!! awesome right? i wanna go. i told my mom about it and she said she is gonna look at the tickets and stuff. ooh we better go because me and my mom wanted to go and see three days grace in the summer when they were on tour but they didn't really come near us at all. just states away like always. i want those tickets!! i wanna go!!

Monday, October 25, 2004

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 18:51:30 GMT

another queer day at school. nothing really happened.

1. michele gave me her pictuer

2. made fun of peter haha i always do lol

3. ate lunch with monica and talked about...stuff

4. helped shawn organize some of his junk in his back pack it was kinda gross.. haaha

5. came home!

so now i'm here...talking and then im gonna go work on my history project. mom is going to get me some green spray paint so i can try and finish it. good thing is is that i have all this week and weekend to work on it. i'm really happy about that.

i have key club tonight. more time to see michele!! im gonna give her my picture tonight. ya ya!

Sunday, October 24, 2004

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 20:29:06 GMT

today i worked on my history project. i think it was all day too. i got most of it done. more then i thought too.

i woke up with a hurting throat. it still hurts too. it feels like i am going to looes my voice if i talk a lot or really loud. that would be so cool if i did loose my voice for about a week!! i know, i think of the stupid stuff.

i noticed i dont' really write in here or tell you about "my feelings" so here i go!.........i feel like crap and i just wanna go to bed and not go school tomorrow!

--im out!

Saturday, October 23, 2004

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 17:55:27 GMT

life is boring at the moment. so you wont be reading anyting great about me for a while.

i worked on my huge world history project today that is due on the 28th. at least he moved the date to 2 more days. it might not sound like a lot but it is to me. ummm ...

i am baby sitting cari, caley and stephanie today. they were good i guess...

my mom is mad at me hopeufully she wont be when she comes back.

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 19:01:28 GMT

me and michele were going to go see ms. w and we decided to go a different way. and then i was walking in this huge intersecting thing nex to the memorial gym and then this maroon car came by and almost hit me and michele!! i was like woah!!