| i think i'm going to end it with him. i'm not happy with him anymore, and i worry too much about him. i would rather worry about him as a friend than as his girlfriend. god i don't know what to do. |
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| damn it's been awhilesorry it's been awhile kids. i had a pretty shitty summer. i was in rehab for a month and now i'm back in school. i'm a junior, and i'm happy that i have plenty of adopted freshmen. i have 4 favorites. i'm also in the best relationship of my life with the most amazing boy.
there's nothing much else other than i have new rules and shit to follow.
and...AP biology sucksssss.
but i'm excited because i'm going to chicago with my bestest bud emmy. and i'm going to france next summer.
nothing else really.
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| it's been awhile. yup.
im' 16, out of school for the summer, and still single.
i'm having a good urge to go straightxedge.
i love a certain boy, and he'll never know. |
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| kiss the pain that fate passed aroundbranson was okay. fun-filled, with games of chicken in the pool every night, gossip, drama. it was fun. but at least i got my peace frogs sweatshirt.
tuesday was the officially best day of break. emmy spent the night.
we met up with devi-wevi downtown. went to headwest.
walked around.
we read a book called "my body is private". pure silliness.
met up with ally and cara for 10 minutes and had fun with silly string.
then william the henebry met up with us at the old capital.
then we walked around some more.
went to the museum and swiped cards and looked at naked indian mannequins.
then my mumsie picked us up.
went to my house.
me and emmy sewed up william's crotch outside in a lawnchair.
then we picked a scary movie to watch. (red dragon)
then food time.
i left for dance.
i came back and we finished the movie.
devi, me, and emmy walked my dogs, and were freaked out while william and my dad bonded over steven king.
then the girls danced the time warp.
then we watched creepshow till 1 a.m.
then my mom took devi and william home.
then emmy and i fell asleep.
we both woke up wednesday at 12:15.
ate spaghetti. took some showers. went online.
walked.
baskin robbins.
jewel osco.
back here.
took emmy to her aunt's.
then went to dance.
amazing, isn't it? |
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| so i leave for branson tomorrow for the band trip.
i had some great sex last night. hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaahhahahahaha. j.k i passed out asleep at 10:30. j.k lmao
i'm really tired.
i have musical tonight.
my hair's kinda gross and i want to shower.
prom in 16 days.
musical in 22 days.
birthday in 1 month and 2 days. |
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