to say stressed would be an complete and total understatement.

new layout. its the hottness.

please keep the matkins in your thoughts and prayers.

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ihavenothingtowriteaboutbutthisrandomthoughtcrossedmymind...
whatifijustdidntuseanyspacesatall?theneverythingisayisjustonebig
longword.hmmiminterestedtoseeifanyonecanhavethepatiencetoreadthis...
nevermindthisishardtodo.

today was an early release, but i didnt get home any earlier cause i went to tutoring after school till 1215 then worked on a group project till 4 at cameron village. i bought a top hat and gloves for my costume in the video. im excited, it should be fun.

youth tonight. not much else aside from homework after that. gotta love it.

one more day..

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an e-mail from my dad:

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Dear RB:

 

Always remember to be sure of where you're headed before you go too far....

 

Lots of love,

 

Daddy

 

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just thought id pass along the advice..

 

have a good one.

 

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Currently Listening Beethoven: Complete Overtures egmont overture see related

In Love in Lust
by Tragedy Letters

hope, panic, to pushing
for a good spot in eachothers lives
were starved 
tangled up in everything
could be anything

impressing with the popular smile 
dont you miss the rush of falling in love
after all the time disaster
disaster

if this is love i am done with impossible ideas
heres a bottle of my best one bottle of my best
one drink to the mess you made for us

mistake but for lust and its possible ways
if its possible
if its possible
starved angry
what could never be
could be anything

if this is love i am done with impossible ideas
heres a bottle of my best one bottle of my best
one drink to the mess you made for us

cause i am moving from your bed up to your sheets
cause im relentless and your uneasy
and ill be charming if the romance seems to fit
inside these blankets youre softly breathing

if this is love i am done with impossible ideas
heres a bottle of my best one bottle of my best
one drink to the mess you made for us

awesome song. i probably butchered the words. oh well.... visit their site if you ever get a chance. theyre really good.

i dont have much to say. just wanted to type in some lyrics.

and say im sorry. for what its worth.

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