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Name: Gina
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: mentor
Birthday: 4/9/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: paul<3 sleeping, eating, law and order, lacrosse, school, swimming, band, friends, movies, cats.
Expertise: Taking Back Sunday <3, Dashboard Confessional <3, The Used, My Chemical Romance, Underoath <3, Haste Of Day, Silverstein, Good Charlotte, Simple Plan, A Static Lullaby, Atreyu, EMERY, Fall Out Boy (old), From First to Last, Greenday, Killswitch Engage, Papa Roach, VIADORA BABY <3 <3, If you've never heard em listen to them!! -www.myspace.com/viadora.- Scary Kids Scaring Kidsm, Thrice and some other random stuff. Skillet, linkin park,MxPx, Trapt, Blindside, Project 86, Zao, Skillet, Madison East, Living Sacrifice, ♥Kutless♥, Mewithoutyou, Pillar, Stellar Kart, Hawk Nelson, Kids in the way, THOUSAND FOOT KRUTCH!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical


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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

no my layout doesnt mean anything.  fyi.



<3 paul [11.8.05] <3


so.
im excited for school tobe over.
ive been working out alot with noggin.
work is good.
i went to visit ONU and i absolutly love it. im going htere for sure.
my sister is moving in with me soon, im moving rooms and we're moving too.
pumperkins is amazingggggg i love him<3
i love law and order svu.

[hopefully im all better] idk i havent went to the dr.
i suppose no news is good news.

chao.
=]
comments anyone?


Friday, May 04, 2007

God continually shows his faithfulness. We serve a mighty God. No matter what we face, we serve a God that never leaves our side. Come to me that are weary and with heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. (Matthew 11:28) God has your whole life planned out. For it says in (Jeremiah 29:11)- "For I know the plans I have for you say the Lord," plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. God will remain faithful to us, if we continue to remain faithful to him. Trust in God and he will lead you home.

Its funny to read my old posts from like 2 years ago and stuff and how i used to be.
life has been alright.
im ignoring my medical problems. i really dont care. im tired of being all "sick". school is almost over, trying to salvage my grades. i got my act score. a 25. but im retaking them, that isnt high enough. im taking my sat's tomarow. i love work. uhmm my sister is moving in with me forrr sure.


i love my cat. hes the best thing that ever happened to me. he means the world to me.
i love paul. things are getting much better. i knew they would but it takes time. we're so perfect together. may 8th will be a year and a half.


Friday, April 27, 2007

i'm kinda bummed. i got suspended for 5 days. its really stupid. okay i let my friend use my gym locker to put her stuff in it and a bunch of stolen property that she took was in it, so im getting blammed for it. i wont tell the dean who she is beacuse her parents abuse her and i feel bad for her, i know what it is like.
on a worse note,
kiley is coming to live with me. my parents are in a HUGE fight. my mom said she "wrote me off forever". we're going to court and i have to testify and stuff against my mom. i'm also getting a restraining order because she says "she has a private investigator following me around" how crazy is that?... it's been really hard on me, my dad and kiley. i feel so bad for her. shes going to south next year prolly. i might be too. lake catholic is stupid. the dean tried to guilt trip me into saying stuff i didnt mean and he said that jesus wouldnt like what i was doing. and i told him that jesus was compassionate, forgiving, understanding... and he totally didnt understand anything. he was just being mean. i said i was sorry and that i should make better choices in the future...that wasnt good enough. my friend gave all the stolen stuff back & the girls mom was okay with everything.

owell.
i'm still pretty sick.
i donated blood yesterday.


Wednesday, April 18, 2007

i know god will never give u anythign u cant handle but why me?

i'm tired of always being nauseated, missing so much school, not being able to be normal, always being in the hospital/ doctors, no one listening to me. I'm just sick of everything. i'm scared to die. things are just getting worse... =[ and it makes me even more upset because obviously im not a doctor but they arent helping me at all. my bladder is ruining my life... im so dehydrated yet i cant drink because i dont have time to pee 30+ times a day. how is one suppost to work, play sports, maintain amazing grades, worry about college and be sick all the time. im tired of taking medication and just being sick in general. i'm always tired. something is always wrong.



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