i guess i gotta start off by saying i dont hate you...sorry doenst even begin to fix what you did to me...but i do appreciate your apology...it shows me u arent completely the cold hearted bitch i thought you have been for months...not that you can blame me, i loved you and i needed you and not a day goes by where i dont think about you. i still cant believe after everything you promised me you could do that...but i guess i prolly diserved it.
but think of it this way, if i died tommorow, id happily have all the memories we shared together, and the hopes we had together...you gave me happiness in a horrible time in my life, and for that, i really thank you.
and i hope you do have an amazing life, because you diserve it, weither its with me or not...i dont diserve that happyness, but you really do. your an amazing girl...im sorry i never diserved you...
you gave me something ill never forget, and ill always love you and idk...ill really really miss you. im just so sorry i was never good enough for you...
but yeah, live life like theres no tommorow...thats my motto i guess.
words of wisdom? nah, i never was very smart. jus a motto for me.
oh and i made a movie...jus a short 4 min movie named Destiny bout my life sorta...got second place at a film festival in Princeton..cant complain...
maybe some day ill make you proud....
well take care...u know u always got a person to come to if u need...and i do mean that...if u ever need help with anything, im here for you.
im sorry i was so bad to you...but know from the very first moment i met you, i had always loved you, and still do....i really do love you, and always will, even after all that.
say hi every now and then, ill check back every few weeks...jus wanna see how u are, ok? dunt gotta give details, jus would really be nice to know your happy...plus this time around i dont want to lose base with you, ya no?
till then, bye......
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