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Posted by: youngnwilling Original: 1/19/2006 10:16 PM Views: 1 Comments: 6 eProps: 8 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

	GOD i hate myself now!!!! I knew that my ex-uncle was dying..and i had oppurtunities to go see him..BUT i didnt... AND NOW ITS TOO LATE!!!!! I swear...I feel like an awful person....I cant stop crying.. I jus keep thinking about it, I had like a month to go see him, and i blew each time off, thinking he would get better...OMG..I AM AN AWFUL PERSON!!! jessica
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HEY JESS. U R NOT AN AWFUL PERSON. U WERE PROLL JUST AVOIDING IT CUZ U DIDNT WANNA ACCEPT THE FACT THAT HE WAS DYING. I DID THE EXACT SAME THING WITH MY GREAT GMA A FEW MONTHS AGO. UR GONNA BE OK AND U REALLY ARENT A BAD PERSON. WELL I LOVE UR PIC AND I HOPE U HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND. LOVE YA GIRLIE! BYE!

<33_ASHLEY

Posted 1/20/2006 8:09 PM by sweet_heart0502 - reply

Dont feel bad... You shouldnt at all... Im sorry for u feel like that and I made you feel horrible... and that u think im cold hearted.. Im not... its just I dunno... I wasnt connected to much with him... im sorry so i dunno what... Im scared for the funeral... I hate being with all those saddened people... I dont like so many tears falling almost enough to drown us all.... lol goodness... then with me hacking up a lung score.. ITS A REEFER DAY!!!

Posted 1/21/2006 3:04 AM by coldfireandflamez - reply