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| Don't Know Anymore.mp3*You need headphones or surround sound to hear my voice clearly.
"Don't Know Anymore"
Written, Composed, Arranged, and Performed by Jonathan Sun
Copyright 2008
May 18, 2008 - July 10, 2008
Verse 1
Looking at this old mirror, who's face is this, why is that me?
Empty containers, no more alcohol, to help drain my thoughts (put me to sleep)
I feel like a stranger, wearing a disguise, 'cause no one can see (what goes on inside)
Not sure where I belong anymore, whether it's with 'you', or whether it's by myself
Chorus
(Going crazy) The cancer's taken over my heart, and now it's going beyond, the tears aren't helping me at all
Am I supposed to bare it all?
(Going insane) Tearing up the skin on my eyes, 'cause I'm wiping every tear that I cry, no one will realize
'Cause no one wants to waste their time (on me...)
Verse 2
My love is floating somewhere else, I'm confessing to somebody else, and sleeping with an 'inner child'
The list goes on, was never written down anywhere, and though none of the truths are said to be wrong,
It says that I've failed
(And I...) don't know what to do anymore, where the hell am I supposed to go, when I can't even make a move?
(And I...) was screened from the inside out, provided for and diagnosed, ..the doctors would tell me (that you're...) | | |
| Love Song.mp3"Love Song"
Written by: Jonathan Sun, Yonesaki Yui, and Tanaka Aki (and several other unknown people)
Composed, Arranged, and Performed by Jonathan Sun
Copyright 2008
May 11-27, 2008
Verse 1
By the ocean, looking at this endless sea, I'd be whispering, 'can you hear me?'
Watching the sunset, can you see a sunrise? It makes it seem...like you're here...
Verse 2
ね、どうしたらこの想いをあなたに届けられる
こんな気持ちは大きすぎてかかえきれない
Chorus
Even though (夢の中で) you're on the other side of the world (誰の恋の歌が)
Though I should be letting you go (流れているの) I ended up with this tune
(そのせいで) This "Love Song" (どうしようもない胸) with messages in every sound
(の痛みと喜びが) Can you hear them? (目覚める時には) can you hear me...? (涙にな)
Probably not... (ってしまう)
Verse 3
考えるなと思えば思うほど想いは
募るから、どうしても前に行けないの
Verse 4
In the moonlight, I would sometimes, see more than one, grey shadow
I would turn around, my tears would come out, but you're not there, no one there | | |
| "Lock"
Written, Composed,
Arranged, and Performed by Jonathan Sun
Copyright 2008
March 29-31, 2008
Dedicated to Yia Moua
Empty, nothing was left inside,
You could almost say that I,...was finally set free
But why? It didn’t feel quite right...
Did I leave something behind? I could no longer tell
Coming here, chasing after fancy dreams,
I noticed how empty I really was
’Cause I, couldn’t tell if I was swayed,
By anybody I had known, until I met you...
(But it’s too late) We parted ways and said goodbye
(So now I’m back) To the world that I labeled ’life’
(Now with tears) running down from my saddened eyes
(I’d ask why) ...why am I crying tonight
(Looking back) I wish I had only realized
(That my heart) was still locked away inside
(Just so I) could have opened up and told you
That I...wanted you by my side
So scared, probably the reason why,
My mind was thinking ’it’s a lie!’, ’you weren’t the one’
But now my heart is telling me ’no’
That everything I thought was wrong
I should’ve made a move
Did you ever think you could’ve been waiting for me?
Since that day, the second night...
Our history, our beautiful memories, you and I...
you and I...we were always...
(You’re already gone)
The pain is keeping me awake every single night
(I regret) having lost you without putting up a single fight
(Why did I) have to fall behind | | |
| "Freestyle 2/25/08"
Jonathan Sun
SME 2008
I finally made my 'last' mistake...ended up going the wrong way...
So now there's no more meaning, ...lost my purpose for living...
Everyone can see me now, and how this body's slowly blurring out
And soon all of my memories, will wither and become empty...
A little longer to live, and all I see is the waterfall...
I am looking for myself, and there's 'no one else'
Not even a reflection, I am tilting my fingertips
Towards that ocean, 'cause I think I can reach it...but I can't...
And I'd scream in the valley, and there's no answer, not even an echo, not even an echo
I must be lost in the land of nowhere, ..
Where could that be...where could I be...
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"Lock" Jonathan Sun SME 2007 Currently, a WIP/Preview of something I made up just now. The first melody in a long time for those who are still interested. Other songs will be coming up within the next few months if time allows, so please look forward to it! | | |
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