About this Entry
Posted by: youngvan

Visit youngvan's Xanga Site

Original: 6/23/2008 3:53 AM
Views: 108
Comments: 14
eProps: 26

Read Comments
Post a Comment
Back to Your Xanga Site


Monday, June 23, 2008

 Random thoughts at 3 in the morning because I can't sleep.

- I love eyebrows. They totally pull the personality together. Lately, I've been really into thick dark eyebrows. So I draw mine in super dark and thick. It's addicting, I can't stop. I go out for a few hours, catch myself in a mirror and yikes!!! What was I thinking?!?!

- Tomorrow is day 1 of summer school. I'm excited. I wonder how long that feeling is going to last.

- I told a guy that I didn't want to date him anymore and that he wasn't allowed to call me anymore because I don't want to be friends with him. My reason? "Dating you is no fun for me." His sarcastic ass response? "Sorry I'm not fun enough for you. I don't want to make you suffer another minute." "Good. Thanks." I giggled back. What I REALLY wanted to say was that I did like him but at the moment I just don't like myself too much. And that's the deal breaker. Besides, nothing is fun when you don't like yourself.

- I can't afford to pay rent myself anymore since I don't work a steady job anymore plus I have credit cards among other things to pay off. So my brother came up with an arrangement. I pay no rent but I have to make him 3 square meals a day and buy all the groceries (with his money) and do all the dishes. Fine. But doesn't he know I couldn't cook a decent dish if my life depended on it, which it kinda does right now.

- I offered to do laundry if he throws in a bonus shopping item (clothes) every 2 weeks. But he refused. Hater. Now I have to take my mom shopping if I want anything.Where the hell is a rich boyfriend when you need one?!

- My family vacation to Hawaii is in 3 months. My goal is lose 15 pounds. Feed me and die. Actually, I'm going to get my lip re-pierced tomorrow. I hope this helps my eat-less plan.

- Sometimes I hate being "well endowed." Like when I find the cutest shirts EVER but can't for the life of me squeeze into the top half of it even though the bottom half of it fits perfectly.

- Does going to see a therapist regularly make you crazy? My best friend suggested I go do it. I don't know. I don't think I would be able to talk to someone unless I knew they really cared about me, you know? And not because I was paying them.

- My other best friend said that I'm needy. I think everyone is. I just have no problem demanding it from others.
 Posted 6/23/2008 3:53 AM - 108 views - 14 comments

Give eProps or Post a Comment

14 Comments

Visit Yosho's Xanga Site!
wow, you have an awesome brother, and stop complaining about your boobies! big boobs rule, more Asians should have big boobies.

and going to a therapist doesn't make you crazy, but really, it's a waste of time, just get a best friend who doesn't mind listening to you bitch about shit =]
Posted 6/23/2008 4:02 AM by Yosho Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

Visit lala_land86's Xanga Site!

@Yosho - for once u actually make sense =P im growing fond of you and your 'nice' side. even tho is not directed to me, perhaps that is why. =]

Oh gosh, your brother is awesome. haha...a bonus item every 2 weeks is kinda stretching it. perhaps you should have said once a month. lol. and well endowed? ahaha everytime i lose weight, my boobs also shrink. like im thinking how to get it biggerr. then all my friends will roll their eyes. because they think im well endowed enough. haha. but im complaining. about my ass. i seem to have it rather flat =[

Posted 6/23/2008 4:18 AM by lala_land86 Xanga Premium Member - reply

Visit whatyourBFreallythinks's Xanga Site!

A few things...When you were talking about eyebrows, I honestly thought you were talking about guys eyebrows and started seriously laughing out loud...

Not dating a guy because you don't like yourself...If I had a dollar for everytime I'd heard that come out of one of my friend's mouths...

Complaining about being well endowed?  You know how many women risk death through surgery to get "endowed"?  (I'm gonna have to assume you mean breasts on this one...)

You aren't needy...You just have princess syndrome...

And I'd thank my lucky stars for a brother like yours...You got off easy with the 3 square meals...It could have been so much worse...

Get a job "hippy"...hahahahahaha...

Posted 6/23/2008 5:55 AM by online now whatyourBFreallythinks - reply

Visit tim00's Xanga Site!
indentured servitude! lol. jk, it's not a bad deal!
Posted 6/23/2008 7:11 AM by tim00 - reply

Visit vi3TbOiNoYou's Xanga Site!
why does your brother look so good doing what he do?

when i do it, I look like a bad guy.

For example
I paid my little cousin $2 to do laundry. When I come home from work, I see that my clothes shrink, so i took the 2 dollar back. =D
Posted 6/23/2008 8:44 AM by vi3TbOiNoYou - reply

Visit AsnCabbit's Xanga Site!
Hawaii!! you're so lucky
Posted 6/23/2008 10:09 AM by AsnCabbit - reply

Visit PFYang's Xanga Site!
Find something about yourself that you are good at, i'm sure that will help you like yourself more..hmm like makeup..your a good makeup artist, and you make people and yourself look fabulous...but screw the guy do it for yourself
Posted 6/23/2008 10:14 AM by PFYang - reply

Visit missasiangirl18's Xanga Site!
You're funny. =] Brothers...gotta love them. When I was younger, my brother would pay me 20 bucks to take out the trash and he would tip me.
Posted 6/23/2008 10:31 AM by missasiangirl18 - reply

Visit JL789's Xanga Site!
I started summer school today, too. It was hell.
Your brother is awesome! How does he feel after he got a taste of your cooking? :P
Have fun in Hawaii! :)
Posted 6/23/2008 3:36 PM by JL789 - reply

Visit jay23ls's Xanga Site!

hmm the top fits better than the bottom.. thats odd cuz thats usually not the case lol

15lbs is A LOT.  I say aim for about 6-8 then go from there, you'll be fine :]

Posted 6/24/2008 9:25 AM by jay23ls - reply

Visit tyra_lee's Xanga Site!
i have a big booty so you can imagine it's even harder for me to find jeans... :(  that's why i only regularly switch between 3-4 of 'em.
Posted 6/24/2008 9:52 AM by tyra_lee - reply

Visit tyra_lee's Xanga Site!
oh, and you're hot.
Posted 6/24/2008 9:52 AM by tyra_lee - reply

Visit rkwong's Xanga Site!
ahhh van you remind me of myself sometimes. haha
Posted 6/26/2008 5:26 PM by rkwong - reply

Visit bebeprojekt's Xanga Site!
jealous of your bro and that you're going to hawaii -_-;;
Posted 6/27/2008 11:28 AM by bebeprojekt - reply


Choose Identity
(?)
 
Give eProps (?)
Post a Comment
Add Link | Preview HTML comment help 
  • Say it with Minis! (?)

Profile Pic:
Default  |  Choose »  (?)



Back to youngvan's Xanga Site!
Note: your comment will appear in youngvan's local time zone:
GMT -08:00 (Pacific Standard - US, Canada)
Got'em Xanga TrackerSend Free Text MessagesFree Arcades GamesSend Free SMSXanga Tracker