Greetings world...

Have you ever had something so pressing on your heart and mind that you so want to do something about it, but you just don't know what should be done... or if you are the one that should be doing anything anyways... it is just so hard that i feel like what i want to see happen will never happen... why? maybe cause we human beings are such interesting creatures and act in such confusing and weird ways that it is so hard to figure out what is going on and what actions we should be taking next... boo hiss... what should i do next?? if only i knew...

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Hello... it's been a long time... last time I wrote I was in Norway... carazy to think that.  So much has been going on lately in my head that I feel so disconnected from people... sad day... why am I having such a hard time readjustung to busy life back here in Tucson?  Is something wrong with me?  Is there something in th back of my mind, you know that whole unconcious part that is bugging me and I have yet to discover it?  If only I knew... if only...

Wish I felt more connected... I kinda feel forgotten about a lot of the time... hmmm... yeah.... hmmmm... it's like I am back, but still not a part of things unless I try to be there... hmmm... what to do, what to do... work on LSAT stuff I supposes... what a poopy time this is these days.  I wonder who will read this since it has been so long... maybe someone will pass out when they see I actually updated... or just think that eh, who cares that that girl updated.  Oh, well... enough of my random thoughts...

Hope whoever does take the time to read this has a totally wicked awesome day/night... and that you are blessed in more ways than you could ever imagine becasue all of the people I consider my friends and consider me a friend deserve more than this world has to offer!! 

Good-byes... they down right suck.  This time it is different.  When I left home to come to Norway, I knew that I would be back in six months and see my oh so loved family and friends again when I get back home in June.  But now, everything is different... I have to say good-bye to some of the dearest friends that I have made in this beautiful country called Norway.  And this time, when I say good-bye, I do not know for how long that will be or even if I will ever see these amazing people again.  I hope and pray that someday, somewhere, sometime our paths will cross again, but only God knows if they will.

Yes... many good-byes come and go... some will change your life forever, some are easy and some are the hardest thing ever.  Fortunately... good-byes are not always permanent... and in some cases we need to take action for them not to be. 

To my cherished friends in Norway, I will miss you all (and will enjoy the time I have left with those of you still here), and to those beloved family and friends back home.... I look forward to seeing you again and seeing all your bright smiling faces again because I have missed you all dearly.

How many languages now could I hear good-bye in???

(on a good note... Oslo is beautiful and amazing still... the weather is great and classes are finally done(as of Friday)... oh the lovely insanity that is this beautifully strange land that I have called home these past 5 months... a land in which the true darkness of the dead of night no longer exists)

So, I have a story to share... so me and few girls went shopping a few days ago and we decided to walk downtown since it was a gorgeous day out, 63 degrees and sunny, just awesome!!  So, we strolled along through the park next to the palace and strewn about here and there are blinding white objects... then with a closer look I find out it is guys laying about lacking their much needed shirts.  They are sunbathing... I suppose it is a good thing to try to get some color on their blinding white skin, but I think it would be more red than brown... I have never seen so many people that white before in one place.  Granted, then I laughed at myself because I lack my normal Arizona tan as well after my body has been completely covered or months... but I am still darker now than the majority of Scandinavians... with a tan... so I guess that is kinda funny. 

Anyways... I spent my afternoon here sitting by the harbour, basking in the sun... with my shirt on of course;)... watching the sun dance on the water.  It is amazing how that looks and just brings a smile to your face.  I went out today, for the first time in Oslo, in a tank top, capris, and sandals... I loved it!!!!  I have missed feeling the wind on my skin and freedom for my feet.  Well, enough boring you all with my random thoughts... hope all is well in the desert!!