hey you guys HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!! i hope that you had a good one and you had a good christmas!!!  well i haven't really wrote in here in a while i'm not sure why maybe b/c i have been just haven way to much fun hanging out w/ talia and us doing are thing! i love her to death.. she is my gurl lol....

so like last night her and i went up to mellow mushroom and guess who i saw..Dylan yea i hadn't seen him in like FOR EVER...lol and ya see me and talia made up a lie so that i didn't have to be on a date w/ this guy named pergy b/c well he though that we were and i thought it was sooo just a friends thing and well i thought wrong! so we told him that i was grounded and the only person that i could hang out with was talia. soo we alll went to the mall and and we goofffeeedddd off at the mall then we went to starbucks and well chilled out there and talked to ppl. it was kool..and then we did some other stuff.. and it was all good.

boys boys boys...ya can't live w/ em and you can't live w/out em!!!!! ok soooo i like someone woooo lol i do i do i doooo!!!! and i'm mad at one of my best guy friends ever(((JAMESSSS))) grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr why in the world are you the way you are i hate it...well not all the time but right now i doooo..........

well i love everyone sooo much well the most of you but school starts back soon blahhhh and nobody wants that!!!well lata!

                                                          katelyn faith delee

Currently Playing Are You Gonna Be My Girl? By Jet see related

ok well i think that i'm in a better mood so i will write haha..ok we are brotha and sista again i just don't want to see him hurt thats all...i still think that he can do better tho but i will shut up about that.. about today well lets just say...it was very educational *sarcasim* lol i woke up at 11 and then i got dressed loaded a bunch of junk(mainly mattresses) into the back of the truck and was on the road ..well i was headin to the dump hehe man does that place smell ..wooooweeeee....so i tossed allllll of the "junk" into this HUUUUUGGGGGEEEEE dumpster...well that was my favorite part. well then on the way home i was like man i am hungary so i went to mcdonalds and got me a crispy chicken sandwitch and some sweet tea! YUMYUM... thennnn on the way home i pulled up behind somone in a red jimmy and i was like hmm do i know her... and oh boy oh boy i did it was this girl that i just cant stand so i road her ass..hehe....no i am not a mean person! ... man i have to get up and go to work in the morning stinkyyyyyyyyyy......

....well newho i talked to matt jones last night till like 4 in the mornin..ya know i think that i might well nvm i wont say that.... but i do miss the guy i want to start talkin to him more! oh and by the way he is lookin hellllllllllllla good these days!haha...well yea i like talkin to him and it seems crazy that he hasn't really been talking to neone b/c he is a very sweet guy! and i am very interestead!lol ok well thats it for now i'm gonna go write lata....

                                                     †Katelyn.Faith.DeLee†

Currently Playing Part II [CD & DVD Video] By Lil Jon & Eastside Boyz see related

why why why.... i mean really does he understand how much i like him NO prolly not! i keep tellin myself to let it go and go on ...on my way but its not that easy i have tired and tired but i jsut can't...god i hate this soooo much! why is it when ever i like someone like a loootttt they don't liek me back or they turn out to be a freak.....why can't i ever end up happy??? ahhhhhhhhhhh .... i give up! i don't want to even try nemore.. i can't wait till i move! why ppl are so blind to bitches i have no idea it is beyond me! ugh ugh ugh!  god i like him so much and its like he dont care ..we are just to good of friends and he don't want to lose that ..yea well how many times do i hear that...so many times that i jsut don't know what to do nemore.. i wish that people would jsut be honest and not fuck around w/ there reasons of not liking someone...yea he is still head over heals w/ a girl that treats him like shit.....why i care sooooo much i dont know, why i let it get to me sooo much i don't know.. i wish i would control how my emotions were but i don't think thats posible.. b/c if it was a lot of people wouldn't do some of the things they do.  i don't know its just i think that he could do better and no not meaning me..yes i like him a lot but i know he could do better than me too. its just why can't i find someone why .... why is it sooo damn hard? i know that i am a picky girl but that really shouldn't have tooo much to do w/ it. i jsut wish things could go back to how it was during the summer.... i miss it so much.. you have no idea.. i just wish things could of gone somewhere...but i guess wishing isn't going to do much for me.. i have wished for a lot of thing and things never come true..i guess she is wishing on the same star and gettin everything that i wish for. i'll just keep wishing tho ..and maybe i will get somewhere someday...yea he asked me if i wanted to go hang out at the movies today..just the two of us.. i guess just as friends tho after reading his journal i don't think i would want to..well not htat i wouldn't want to just that i couldn't handle it..gosh i am crying i hate crying..i have been doing a lot of it lately tho..ok well i think i'm gonna stop depressing ppl w/ my problems and stop writing.... i will write when i am in a better mood ........     

                                                        †katelyn.faith.delee†

Currently Playing Box Car Racer By Box Car Racer there is see related

well i am over at sarahs house and it is like my other home! i love her soooo much! hehe!!well tonight i had an anxiety attack that is some scaryyy crap right there! i never ever want to have another one like it again or another one period! it has been forever since i have had one and i forgot how bad they SUCK! well yea so that was that...man i have been thinkin about the whole me likin jarrod thing and i think that i should just back off! i like him a lot but i know htat he is still head oer heels for htat stupid bitch of a girl torri and i know i can't even compare to her and all he thinks of me as is just a friend a good friend at that!.....*should i be happy because we are just friends or cry bc i knwothats all we will ever be* that fits the moment haha! well i got another situation on my hands! i'm not gonna talk about it on here tho bc its something that is gonna stay in myhead for now....haha maybe in another thing i will write about it..but that comes in time.. well thats really all other than we had finals agaiiiin today but its allll good bc now we are out for a while! haha YAYYYYYY...lol or as my friend travis would say yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa(you gotta hear it in person...he also does a noooooooooooooooooeeeeeeewww)LMAO..well thats it for tooodayyy....

                          >>KK<<