your_Everlasting_gaze's Xanga

Friday, July 30, 2004

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 20:11:03 GMT

Hey guess what... you suck and that is bad.

Monday, June 21, 2004

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 14:30:13 GMT

HOLY FUCKING SHIT. I FIXED IT!! *GASP* I didn't know how, but, with just a click of the mouse... I DID IT! Fuck yeah. I rock who's socks now? Huh bitch?! MINE!

Saturday, May 22, 2004

Sat, 22 May 2004 17:15:49 GMT

Okay... I have NO idea on how to fix my xanga. Stupid background thing... It messed my xanga up. I can't like remove it or anything. SO! I have to now make a new Xanga. damnit.. Oh well. Welp, here is the last of this xanga--yo.

NEW XANGA!!!:

http://www.xanga.com/aloneinmy_eyes

[go there from now on!!!! Biyotch...]

Saturday, May 22, 2004

Sat, 22 May 2004 15:10:00 GMT

I am so incredibly bored. I want to make a new xanga. I just might... *thinks* Anyways, yesterday was a horrible day. I coulnd't stop crying, and it was just... horrible. I went to Battle of the Bands with Lynn. It was fun. I stayed after school, and then Jerry and I drove around some, and then went back to the school, and then him and Benjamin walked somewhere... And then Lynn left.... Then I was talking to Brian [whom is the greatest person... <3 He is my "big brother". Hehe]. After that, Lynn came back, and had food for her and I, and I ended up splitting it with Brian and Erika. It was pretty cool. Battle was awesome... YAY FOR PRETZEL STICK, AND GRATIS DESCEND [whom was the greatest band there]! *dances* WooO! I had fun. I think I saw someone there that I know... his name is Sean... [no, not Sean Dickerson--a different Sean]. I should have said hi, but, I didn't know if it was him... *sighs* Oh well.

I am so fucking bored. Nothing to do. >.< rawr. I have no one to hang out with either, because Lynn is at Regionals for Track, Brian is getting his hair cut--but stopping by for a while before he goes to work to see me , Ben and Jerry don't want to hang out with me... umm... and Caitlin is going to her grandparents. Wow... I really have no friends. I do, but I don't. Like, I talk to people in school and all, but, I don't concider them as friends unless I hang out with them... outside of school. So, pretty much, they are just "school friends". Other then that, I have no one. *sighs* Oh well. I don't care anymore. Whatever.

Anyways, I am going to go, so that I can go get some lunch, and then I am going to just sit here... and do absolutely nothing. I will update later... byebye.

-zer0-

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Thu, 20 May 2004 00:41:24 GMT

It has been a couple of days since I have updated...well, nothing really happened over the past few days... Stuff has happened, but, I don't want to get into detail. I promiced I wouldn't, and I just don't want to. Anyways, I am bored out of my mind, and pissed off. Don't know why. Heh... weird. I am really tired too. I am not in a very... talkative mood. *sighs* I am kindof in the, "I don't feel like doing anything right now, because I am too damn lazy" mood. Yeah...

Well, I like Jason DeHoff. A lot too. *sighs* Nothing would probably ever happen anyways, because we are like... two totally different people. Oh well. I guess it is better for me to stay single.

This morning, I got a ride to school...And this afternoon, I got a ride to my house. From the lovely Steven. He is cool. My brothers friend. Yeah... Him and Steven's band are playing in the Battle Of The Bands tomorrow night at 7.... up at the high school. It shall be awesome. I am going to be there, with Lynn... and there are going to be like... 8543895472 people that I have known since 3rd grade there. So, it will be like a reunion type thingy. Heh... Sounds fun, huh?

Well, I am massively tired... So, I am just going to go and go to bed. I will update like tomorrow or something. Byebye...

-zer0-

Monday, May 17, 2004

Mon, 17 May 2004 09:47:58 GMT

*yawns* I am tired. I got up an hour ago. >.< Rawr. Last night was really really fun. All because I hung out with Lynn!!! (Whom is my bestest friend in the wole wide globe!) We were having like slap wars, and stuff like that. Wow... I love hanging out with her. She is the greatest, yo. =^.^= Hehe.

Last night, when I got home from having WAY TOO MUCH fun with el LynnBo, I watched Bram Stokers: Dracula. I LOVE that movie. It is so great. Hehe. Woot. My hair smells UBERLY good. I have it curly today. So, it is still like... not exactly dripping wet, but... It is really wet. I decided to have it curly, because when I did yesterday, I looked so god damn cute. Haha. I am so silly.

I am hungry as a mofo. Oh well. My tomach (I did that on purpose) hurts. Youchy. BAha... Haha. I think today is going to be a LONG, but GREAT day! Don't ya think? Huh? Huh? Do ya? Huh?

Anyways... I was mad last night. There were these black guys staring at me when I was with Lynn. She was like, "what is up with all of these black guys staring at you all of the frikken >.< time!?" Haha, or something to the extent of that. It was scary. I HATE it when people that I HATE stare at me. Rawr.

Hmm... I am starting to think before hand... what I am going to do el-nexto weekend. *thinks* Ouch. It hurts. Ha...

Yesterday, I was looking at blonde/knock knock/random jokes. Haha. Jarid told me that they were really old ones, but, I didn't know the difference, because I never heard them before! So, I thought they were really uberly funny. I am silly. Haha.

Oh...my...brown...

LYNN!!! You're frikken >.< awesome, yo.

Haha, just thought I would say that.

I am trying to waste time, because I still have 12 minutes to...waste... before I have to leave. Or... until I have to leave. o.O I am confused now. Hehe. =^.^=

A b c d e f g h i j k l m n q r s t u v w x y z...
Now I know my ABC's, next time won't you sing with me?... please? :-X

haha, that was fun. Wo0t. *bobs head to JET* "I said are you gonna be my girl". Do doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo....

You're such a frik. Stop that... RIGHT NOW! And I mean it. People are staring. STOP IT! Gawd.Ugh. >.<

Growl. I am having WAY too much el funo. Especially at this time in the morning. It is now 6:42 A.M., and I still have 8 minutes left. Sheesh. OH! Now 7!! Haha. Wo0t. I can count, yo. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10... Hehe. That is as far as I can go... *blushes* Oh yeah, I'm cool now. Haha. That dude is awesome looking.

Holy shit, now only 6 minutes.

Last night, I was so bored... I was listening to good charolette. Haha. I am such a little frik. RIGHT LYNN!? Haha. Shyeah...

................... << and that was completely pointless.

OH OHH OHH OHH!!! 5... Haha

Well, since there are only 5 more minutes left in this happy fun land time... I am going to say goodbye. Because I still have to get a dollar from mi padre. Haha. I want a coke damnit.

I will update this...this thing... (4 MINUTES) when I get el homo. haha... Homo....

3 MINUTES! Haha... Well.... here it goes... BYEBYE!! Baha...

-zer0-

Your mom!

Sunday, May 16, 2004

Sun, 16 May 2004 16:34:20 GMT

Hello everyone. I am UBERLY happy. Haha. Don't know why, but... I am happy! Which is always a good thing. Wow. I am bored too. *dances* I am listening to music. And I feel like crap. Then again, I am.. happy. Haha. Weird. I was on the phone with Lynn like for an hour and a half last night! *gasp* =-O It was F-U-N! I might be going somewhere with her and her madre and hermana tonight. But, I dunno. *dances some more* I hung out with Benjamin and Jerry again last night. They are so funny. They were like outside acting like monkeys on the trees. And they kept on like... taking the branches of the trees, and whipping them to where all the water would go onto me. It was really funny. They are awesome to hang out with. Uber fun! *yawns* I am tired too. Haha.

I got like, no sleep last night. I kept on waking up an stuff. And I got up at like 10 this morning. WooT. Toooooo early. Not really... Haha. I am in a silly mood. I am watching a video that my brother taped... A house burning for the fire departments practice. It is cool. It is my dads old house. He lived there when he was in kindergarten and first grade. It is awesome. And then yesterday, my mom shoved a jar in my face while sleeping... which woke me up... and it had a cicada in it. *cringes* EEEEWWWYYY!!! haha. I was scurred, yo. afnlasdjasdhfljkaasdj Yick. *makes the Mr.Yuk face* Haha. That green guy is awesome. Anywhoos...

I am going to get going, so that I can finish listening to some el-musico. And I have to call LyNn soon... (aka FRED!) haha. Byebye everyone, and I will try and update el-latero.

-zer0-

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Sat, 15 May 2004 14:50:11 GMT

Hey everyone... *waves* Last night was fun. I sat outside with Caitlin, and we sat with our neighbors, and was gossiping about the new people who live here, and how much we hate them. Haha. It was so great.

Anyways, today, I am going to the mall today with my parents, so that I can go to American Eagle, and get my new shoes!! And, I am probably going to get my nails done today too. Hehe. I am so cited!! Haha. Shyeah...

I have my period... Ick. >.< I hate it. I am all bloated, I can't fit into my jeans... And my fingers and legs are swollen. I hate it. I got it yesterday in school. *sighs* AH My foot ithces...

Also, yesterday was the 2 year anniversary of my grandfather's death. It was a sad day for my grandmother and mom. It was sad for me too, but, I went out with Benjamin and Jerry to get my mindoff of everything. I had fun with them. Hehe. Benjamin and I talked somewhat. Not a lot.But, at least we got along when we did talk. Jerry and I talked somewhat too. We saw Mr.Rudd at the mall yesterday! =-O *gasp* He is the guidence councelor at the middle school. It was really weird. Haha... yeah... He told Benjamin and Jerry to keep me out of trouble. They all looked at me, and smiled at the same time. That was weird too. Oh well...

Haha. Anyways, I am going to go, because my parents should be home any minutes. I will update probably later as always. Byebye..

-zer0-

Friday, May 14, 2004

Fri, 14 May 2004 23:46:57 GMT

Today was.... great. Only one person knows what I am talking about. Hehe. Anyways, yeah. I hung out with Ben and Jerry... haha, yes, just like the ice cream people. Nothing happened with Benjamin and I. So, it's okay... I guess. That time I spent with him though made me realize how much I really do miss him. *sighs* I know this was short and all, but, I have to go. I will update later. Byebye...

-zer0-

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Wed, 12 May 2004 23:45:25 GMT

Hello everyone... I am on my brother's lap top, because the one in the living room that I have been using is unhooked so that he can fix this woman's computer. Anyways... Today was... *sigh* Okay I guess. It was like any normal day. Boring as hell. I think I have allergies. Because this morning in homeroom, my eyes were all itchy, watery, and my nose wa all stuffy. And still kinda is. Yo. I have a HUGE lump behind me ear. It is my gland thingy. And it hurts like hell. Blah. I have to pee... Haha. Oh well. I shall hold it in my body until I am done updating... Anyways...

I am really tired, and really really cold. Blah. I hate fighting. I really do. It sucks massively. I just hope everyone will be happy soon. Or else I am going to have to kill someone. (not literally)

I know this wasn't very long, but, I am going to go. I will update probably tomorrow. Byebye...

-zer0-

*Lynn, I LOVE YOU!! Everything is going to be okay. I am always here for you, no matter what. You're the greatest. Mucho love!! *hugs 5438937987369875786 times.* I LOVE YOU!!*