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Name: michelle
State: Michigan
Metro: Grand Rapids
Birthday: 10/11/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: rowing. church. laughing. singing. red wings. pistons. the oc. music. being with my friends. the beach. singing.
Expertise: having fun, and being myself.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical


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Member Since: 6/8/2005

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

 I just want to know. I need answers. You can never prepare yourself that phone call...saying someone you know is gone, and they don't know why, they don't know what happened...you never think it will happen to you. Laura was one of my teammates, and I'll never forget how happy she was, she always had a smile on her face and went out of her way to say hi. She will be missed, no words can describe this.

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We love you Laura, always and forver. We will never forget...

This is the article from the GR press--

HASTINGS -- It was in Ypsilanti on the campus of Eastern Michigan University that the body of Laura Dickinson was discovered Friday afternoon in a dorm room on the fifth floor of Hill Hall.

In Laura's home town of Hastings, flowers and a condolence card were placed in front of the State Grounds Coffee House. Laura's family owns and runs the business which cancelled its holiday schedule of events and temporarily shut down to mourn the loss.

"It's been really hard on everybody," says Dray Huis. Huis works at a bookstore, just doors down from the coffee shop. Huis says he knew Laura, 22, from their days at Hastings High School, where she was active in music and drama. Huis says it was Laura who convinced him to perform in the school play.

"In the musicals, she was one of the first ones there and one of the last ones to leave," Huis said.

Many familiar with this family run coffee house say it's more than just a business, it's a gathering place, one of the few places in town that young people can call their own.

"They always catered to the teens of the town and you don't find that very often. A lot of businesses would shun children away for hanging around, but Bob just opened his doors and took everybody in," says Huis.

As the holidays approach, it's the family that will now draw on the support of the community, as everyone awaits official word on exactly what happened to their beloved Laura.

Police say the medical examiner's results could be available as early as Monday.

Visitation is scheduled for Wednesday at Girrbach Funeral Home in Hastings from 2 to 4 p.m. and 6 to 8 p.m. The funeral is scheduled for Thursday at 11 a.m. at Thornapple Valley Church in Hastings.

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RIP LAURA. always and forver.


Friday, October 20, 2006

ok, its been about 2 months since i've used this at all...a lot has happened.

i'm back at school and in full force. rowing is great? haha. we're finally racing this weekend and i can't wait :)

but on a more serious note, i've really noticed how lucky i am to have certain things lately. today, alyssa and i went into detroit. like not nice downtown, comerica park detroit, but ghetto trashy, falling apart building's detroit. it was dark and i was scared to death. BUT i realize just how good i have it. getting off the highway, on a stretch of road about a mile to two miles there were probably only 3 houses that didnt have bars, boards or fire damage. it's a total wakeup call. i was terrified to be in a locked car in that area, let alone actually being out there.

also, on the way into detroit, we saw and AWFUL accident. i have never seen anything so awful in my life. there was only one car...that i could see. it was completely smashed in, no front in left at all and a sheet was covering the side of the car. and it was about 100 feet off the highway in some trees. obviously someone had died. the scariest thing, alyssa and i hadnt missed this accident by much. the cops had arrived not much earlier and traffic was barely backed up. thank God right before we left campus we had to turn around and go back to our place and get her license that she forgot otherwise we probably would have been there right around the time it happened. that is so scary, i cannot imagine having to see something like that. it seems that they spun out of control and hit a cement pole along the highway. it was horrible.

i just need to remember how lucky i am, even to just be alive.


Friday, August 25, 2006

ok, well its been a while since i've updated...so i'll give it a shot.

i move in a week from sunday. i can't wait, i miss everyone sooo much:(

i leave for canada on thursday morning and come back friday morning then work friday night and saturday morning...so basically if you want to hang out before i leave, we need to do so before thursday! lol.

ok, so i've been getting really bad headaches lately and i'm not sure whats wrong with me, maybe its stress, who knows...but i'm sick of it. i absolutely hate headaches.

OH! annnd i tried to dye my hair last weekend, it turned pink. hahaha, oh it was awful! i wanted brown, but NO i got pink, so its almost all washed out, but its still got a tint of nasty pink to it....oooops ha.

love you all....calllll meee and we'll hangout before i leave!


Friday, July 28, 2006

Currently Listening
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By Rascal Flatts
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i love my life. as crazy as it has been these past 2 weeks or so, i absolutely would not take any of it back. i've found things out and learned things about myself. as much as somethings have sucked, i'm glad it happened. its opened my eyes to many new things. "life is crazy, lifes a mess, sometimes a curse sometimes a blessing. don't worry 'bout a thing" its so true. dont worry. let things work themsleves out. things happen for a reason, we may not know the reason at first, but we will eventually know. if God brings us to it, He'll bring us through it. Its so true, but SO hard to believe. i need to rely more on God, and less on myself and those around me. He is the one thing that is forever. I have had problems remembering that. GOD IS LOVE. hes is ever-lasting, unconditional love. this is an unconditional love that can be found from no one else. He is everything i've ever needed. I'm glad i'm finally back on track. This year has been a roller coaster of emotions. I'm finally finding myself again, and i'm finally happy again. I can tell i'm changing, and its for the best. I've done things that i regret, but still even though i regret them i wouldn't really take it back. I've learned, and moved on. i love my life, and i love my God so much.

 

yes i do dream of all we've had together
yes its true we've lost it all forever
do i pray anyway? yes i do.
i dont live in the past,
wanting love that wouldn't last.
yes i do.

--rascal flatts.


Thursday, July 20, 2006

seriously sleep deprived. its making me sick. i cannot wait to sleep tonight. its definately going to be the highlight of my week.

ugh. i feel like i'm gonna puke :(



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