so i had orentation for my new job today... that was fantastic... coach greene died last night and im really sad... my ex-boyfriend was in town this weekend and he called me- weird.... and it just so happens that i still hate my life... im pretty sure my life is a joke, im just waiting for the fucking punchline...FAKE A SMILE- COME ON, LUSH- YOU LIE SO WELL- WHY IS THIS TIME ANY DIFFERENT?