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Monday, January 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 04:28:36 GMT

couldn't have said it better myself

Monday, January 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 20:41:24 GMT

he caught my ear, he caught my eye

bring him back to me

FUCK BRONCO THE FULL FLAVA!!! BOYCOTT TO BRING BACK GIANCARLO SANTINELLI JR.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 04:22:24 GMT

your own disaster

Just think of this and me
as just a few of many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

I dare you to forget
those marks you left
across my neck
from those nights when we were both
found at our best
I could make this obvious,
and you, you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

I don't think that you know
I said I don't think that you know
I said I don't think that you know what you've been missing

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

Just forget me
it's that simple
Just forget me
it's that simple

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 03:03:00 GMT

fake a smile.

another girl, another night

play your heartbreak games

rest against her side

take your eyes to the back of your mind

fake a smile

oh come on, lush

you lie so well

why is this time any different?

take your mind to another place

try to vision her face

the girl you thought you couldn't miss

now you're longing for just one kiss

fake a smile

oh come on, lush

you lie so well

why is this time any different?

so play your heartbreak games...

fake a smile oh come on, lush

you lie so well

this time isn't any different

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 00:22:29 GMT

so i had orentation for my new job today... that was fantastic... coach greene died last night and im really sad... my ex-boyfriend was in town this weekend and he called me- weird.... and it just so happens that i still hate my life... im pretty sure my life is a joke, im just waiting for the fucking punchline...FAKE A SMILE- COME ON, LUSH- YOU LIE SO WELL- WHY IS THIS TIME ANY DIFFERENT?

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 03:49:45 GMT

oh, i got a job yesterday... and lost my best friend today... nice.... reason number 486 to hate my life

Monday, November 28, 2005

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 03:24:55 GMT

I WANT MY LIFE BACK!!!!!! sometimes i feel so good but lately, i feel like an asshole.... i can't do anything right, and urrgh whatever!! i can't even think straight right now!!! i hate my life

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 09:45:09 GMT

i love how everything i ever say is fabricated... its makes alot of sense, because im an easy target... alot of the things i say/ write are all in fun, but whatever.... im not allowed to tell my friends how much i appreciate everything that they do for me because that makes me a slut and im supposedly screwing around... so i have officially ruined my relationship with John and that makes me really sad because he doesnt know tha half of things.... there are two sides to every story, and mine is a lie (apparently)

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 00:54:25 GMT

enough said

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 02:23:34 GMT

so i wrecke dmy car yesterday... fun... i was doing so well... john got off of work and hasn't called me... shady... i love him though... so i can't drive cuz im not 18 and i can't just get a rental car...shit... and now my neck and back are sore from the accident, but whatever... so me and ryan ruined a life today, not so sad... so i feel better about my whole day... blah... won't go into details though... my friends are at ABC and mine and john's anniversary is tomorrow... i wonder if he remembered... we'll see

love always............