Prom was amazing... I think I probably danced with the most random people ever.. if I was all up on you at prom, I apologize, wait. No I don't, you liked it!

Senior skip day is amazing, nothing like staying in bed until noon! Too bad I have to work today, that sucks.

So I went to work yesterday with "leftover" prom hair, it was hot, I must say. I can't believe we only have 2 days left.. what are we going to do with ourselves? It's going to be strange....

I'm loving life right now, I'm happy, probably happier than I've been in a long freakin' time. I hope it never stops.

Love you all!!!!!!!

12 days until I'm done with high school forever!!!!!!!!!!

8 days until my 18th birthday!!!!!!

11 days until prom....

24 days until graduation....

Everything major in my life is happening in the next few weeks! I don't know what to do with myself.. I'm so FREAKIN' EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sam quit the Waffle again.. big shocker there... ha ha. What a slut.

Not much going on with me... staying busy.

Love you all!!!

Everything happens for a reason, even if the reason doesn't reveal itself for a long, long time.

They finally put me on hormones for my endometriosis... I am now experiencing hot flashes and night-sweats~ yay for early "menopause" ha ha...

I'm actually off work today, not sure what I should do with myself. Me and Matt are gonna do something, I think.

Got a prom date, since Matthew doesn't wanna go.. me and Zack are going now.. can't go wrong with the gay guy! At least he's fun and he knows how to dance!

I love you all!

You know that old saying "to take one step forward and two steps back"? It seems like I do that all the time. I give and give and give of myself and I feel like I am never given the gratitude I receive. I'm not conceited, that's for sure, but I bust my ass to make him happy and I guarantee that I treat him better than anyone ever has, and I get nothing.

I know he loves me, he says he does, at least. What would it hurt him to show it once in a while? I don't want him to act like a woman, and get all emotional and shit, but I have to wonder sometimes what the hell is wrong with me. Am I incapable of being loved as much as I love someone?

Going back to work today.. I don't know if I remember how to do my job.. ha ha. It's been a whole week! I love vacations...

I'm tired of drama... I just want to go back to leading a peaceful laidback life.

But, on the upside, Jesse is my best friend in the entire world, and I don't know what I would do without her!!!