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Deja Entendu
By Brand New
Good to know if I want your attention all I have to do is die.
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Yeah, I still check into this one.
Yeah, I still go back through it,every once in awhile.
Yeah, I still wonder "what if." But, I'll never act on it.
You'll never get that to see that side of me again.
STOP DOING DRUGS.
STOP DOING IT WITH RANDOM GIRLS.
AND STOP SCREWING UP YOUR LIFE. You know who you are. You know whats best for you.
And how I still worry about you..
is beyond me. But, I do. | | |
| Hi your_lips_are_murderous! It's been 555 (wow, that's a big number)
days since you joined Xanga... won't you support us by going Premium? |
Dang, it's weird having a new Xanga!
www.xanga.com/ShreddedSteph bahahah. "I would like to thank you, for showing me
A part of myself that I have never seen
Yeah, we were young and dumb, but it still was fun
And I guess these things just tend to fall apart
I would like to thank you, for showing me
A part of the world that I have never seen
Yeah, I was young and dumb, but it still was fun
I'm forever indebted to you
I hope you feel the same
You seem like such a big part
Of my life and my heart
But the truth is I've found something new
And she he easily towers over you
You seem like such a big part
Of my life and my heart
But the truth is I've found something new
And she he easily towers over you"
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| I'm not going to be his first his last or his only ...
He's loved before, he will again. But if he loves me now, what else natters?
He's not perfect .. but niether am I. And you and I will never be perfect together.
But you can make me laugh like no one ever has, you can make me think twice, and
admit to being a human and making mistakes ..
I'm going to hold on to you for as long as I can and give you the most I can.
I know you're not going to quote poetry, and you're not going to be
thinking of me every moment of the day .. but you have given me a part of you,
and you know I could break it..
But I won't hurt you, I won't change you, I won't expect more than you can give, I'll try not to over analyze, I'll smile when you make me happy, and as you know well enough .. I will yell when you make me mad, but more importantly ..I'll miss you when you're not here and I'll love you unconditionally. I'll finish this once I get some more pictures. | | |
| Isn't it funny how things just turn out?
How the slightest alteration could have messed everything up?
But when you look at the big picture, you are so happy you went through all the tears, all the heartache, all the days of not wanting to get out of bed.
They are all worth it when I look at what I have now.
When I look at/up at JeradDanielMarkham and I see those sky fucking blue eyes,
thats it for me. My heart melts. When I hear his "annoyingly deep voice" (INSIDER ROBIN LOLOL) my heart starts beating faster, and my eyes start scanning the room for him. For once people are actually jealous,because I'm actually happy.
When I think about how I met RobinNicoleDunlap.
The movies 7th grade, orange finding nemo shirt.
What if I hadnt gone to the movies that night?
I wouldn't have such an amazing person to call my best friend.
I love you.
JessieReneeCarrick.
Holy Fuck. What if she had never responded to that depressing post I made?
I was ready to end everything, and then she messaged me and told me she had been praying for me. Seriously, who prays for a complete stranger? An amazing person does. An amazing non self centered person. I love you girl. Good luck tomorrow at school.
We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down
Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same
We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Hey, look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down
Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same
You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love
Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same(Ever the same)
There. That is it. | | |
| She's in love,again. But this time so much more.Remember the night we found "the man on the moon" together?
You're amazing,Jerad.
Every time I look at the moon,I think about you.
When I thought I would never love again,
You saved me.
literally.
When we first got together,
everyone said it was "too soon"
But it wasn't.
It was perfect timing.
You have me wrapped around your finger,
And I would walk to the end of the world,
and back for you.
I love you,babe.
In ways I never thought I could again.
Thank you for never giving up.
Even when I hurt you.
Look at those hannnnds! <33 ;]
I love you babe, whole heartily.
Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy. Being sad with them when they are sad. being together in good times and in bad times. Love is the source of strength. Love is being honest with yourself at all times, and being honest with the other person,too. It's telling, listening, and respecting the truth, and never pretending. Love is the source of reality. Love is an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you're apart of the other person .. accepting each other just the way you are, and not trying to change them to be something else. Love is the source of unity. Love is the excitement of seeing each other at every day's beginning. Love is the source of the future. Love is the fury of the storm and the calm of the rainbow.Love knows that the other person will always be with you .. regardless of what happens. It's missing the other person when they are away, but remaining near in the heart at all times. Love is the source of security. Love is the source of life.
Every new beginning is
another new beginnings end. | | |
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