hi hi hi hi xanga. long time no update!
life has been pretty great. for the past few weeks my life has consisted of school, and school, and musical practices (i am now prop mistress, and i'm terrified, because i am nowhere near as great as alex was). i wasted my whole day watching movies on channel 59. great. i want to go to new orleans with a group from my synagogue this summer. i want to help people. it's not hitting me how terrible it still is there. i need to see and experience what life is like for these people right now. i'm sick of just watching this disaster on tv and feeling pity. it's not enough. i want to help so badly. the only thing that is holding me back is the fact that my parents don't want me to go, because they are afraid of the safety issue. i'm pretty sure that one of the worst feelings in the world is wanting to do something good, and not be able to. i'm so excited for BATB. all of the cast members, once again, have blown me away. it's going to be great. the middle school play is coming up too. hopefully kirsten and i will be AASM's again. i have exciting news, but i'm not sure if i can/should tell people yet. oh yeah! i am going to be sixteen innnnn uhhhh.. 14 days. how cool is that?! not very, hah. i think this basically sums up my life at the moment. expect an update [hopefully] soon. | 
