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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Currently Watching
The Nightmare Before Christmas
By Danny Elfman
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my dearest friend if you dont mind id like to join you by your side where we can gase into the stars and sit together now and forever for it is plain as anyone can see were simply meant to be.

jack and sally<33

if your not upsessed with that movie, then your 1. no longer cool by my standers 2. a serious freak of nature 3. screwing your mother/father/both.

thehe. well i stayed hoem sick agian today. ehhh! i wanna go to school tomarrow. but yeah i dont know if ill be allowed to walk home. i have a sines infection or somthing. yeah my moms taking me to the doctor soon. but tis okay cause im getting my WARPED TOUR pics devolped today!!

::sneeeze!:: ::wips off key board:: haha. okay im out. <33 bree


Tuesday, December 14, 2004

[[When was the last time you..]]
Smiled:: haha. sure..
Laughed:: last night i think
Cried:: yesterday liek all day
Bought something:: maybe today
Danced:: last friday
Were sarcastic:: offten
Kissed someone:: last time i was in green bay
Talked to an ex:: im avoiding david, i talked to ben a couple days ago??
Watched your favorite movie:: too long ago, i wanna watch it today
Had a nightmare:: last night
Were lulled to sleep by the thought of someone:: every night.

[[A Last time for everything..]]
Last book you read:: im not as crazy as i seem//
Last movie you saw::saved i think?? or raising helen..
Last song you heard::uhhh ive been listen to butch walker non stop, its best thing that you never had<33 amazing song.
Last thing you had to drink:: water and hot coco
Last time you showered:: last night.
Last thing you ate:: pretzels

[[Body]]
What do you most like about your body:: my eyes are occationally pretty wen they get attacked by too much liner.
And least::my legss. ewww!
How many fillings do you have:: some.
Do you think you're good looking::eh, depending on what im wearing, but ive been told im purrrdy.
Do other people often tell you that you're good looking:: yeah. my family and modeling agencies and leik boyfriends..
Do you look like any celebrities:: uh, not rele. im kinda a weird original, but if melissa is none as a celebrity in brazil then i guess i look liek melissa falbo to what every one says.

[[Fashion]]
Do you wear a watch:: never
How many coats and jackets do you own:: a couple
Most expensive item of clothing:: my roxy coat probley or my etnies...
What kind of shoes do you wear:: i got combat booties and etnies. but im getting adios soon. hip hip horray
Describe your style in one word:: uh.. kinda emo or somthing i guess. im original time bomb.

[[Friends]]
Do your friends 'know' you:: depending on the friend :: sign:: not a wonderfull friend time at the moment..
What do they tend to be like:: well pa friends are sweet and make me laugh, and mn friends try to hard.
How many people do you tell everything to:: only two.

[[Other]]
Favorite band ever:: uh,, my chemical romance, takign back sunday, butchie.. recently pink flyod, im in my childhood memory stadge!
Most listened to bands:: mcr or butchie
Do you find any musicians good-looking:: that hot guy in mcr and adam in tbs and butchie..
Can you play an instrument:: yes, kinda...guitar
Type of music listened to::emo or punkish
Type never listened to:: uh... liek opra or whatere.

[[General Questions]]
Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment:: men are stupid.well, most of them.
What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day:: both..
Do you consider yourself lucky:: no. haha.  but i try
Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide::i dont beleive in pitty, they dont want pitty, they want freedom or relief.
Choose one word to describe how you feel most often:: lost and alone


[[Stuff]]
Do you own any plaid clothing:: yeha. jammies i made and a plaid skirt
Do you own Converse shoes:: almost!!! christmas beotch/
Do you own Saucony shoes:: no
Do you own old school Nikes:: nah.
Do you wear tight pants:: sometimes.
Is there more than one zipper in your pants::depending on the pants, if ur talkign about my black punkable pants then hells yeah!
Do you know what a squatter flap is::yeah
Do you own a messenger bag:: yea but im getting a new rxy one for xmas
Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest:: eh.
Do you own braces:: soon.
Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth:: not any more
Do you have short, shaggy hair:: short kinda.. but girl kinda.
Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches:: yea
Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon:: to myself. ahh my eyes!!
Do you think mohawks are "neat":: not like arnt u specail i think there kick ass.
Is your hair black or red::iwish, im going red soon i think//
Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye:: yeah, wat eery they use at martins. haha/
Do you own a bandana:: yeah but idont wear it
Do you wear plugs in your ears:: no.
Are you amused by safety pins:: yesss
Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute:: if duct tape cant fix it nothing can
Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them:: yea
Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London:: no
Do you enjoy leopard print::ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

[[Habits//Beliefs]]
Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything):: yes, preps. haha/
Are you an anarchist:: nope
Does the American flag anger you:: no never.
Are you "working class":: yes
Do you dislike "preps":: yea.
Do you dislike Hot Topic:: no
Do you smoke cigarettes:: no
Do you smoke cloves:: no.
Are you a thin waif:: wtf?
Are you a vegetarian?:: i wish/
Do you think meat is murder:: yea
Do your nighttime activities usually involve drunken underage vomiting:: no
Have you ever slept in an alley or park:: eah
Do you wash your hair less than once a week:: no
Have you ever gone a week without a shower:: no
Have you ever been avoided due to your odor:: no
Do you know who Jack Kerouac is:: nope
Do you like Mr. Kerouac:: eh
Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison:: whos he?
Are you a member of the Makeout Club:: haha
Do you say "rad":: yeah

 

anyoner test...

WHAT YOU WEAR?

1. Do you wear spike bracelets? yah
2. Do you wear jelly bracelets? yes
3. Do you wear converse? soon
4. Do you wear black nailpolish? not allowd/
5. Do you wear band t-shirts? yepp.all the time
6. Do you wear skateboard companies? yep.
7. Do you wear surfing companies? yes.
8. Do you wear dirtbike companies? occationally//
9. Do you wear striped shirts? yeah.
10. Do you wear solid polo shirts? no.
11. Do you wear chokers? nope.
12. Do you wear lock necklaces? sometimes.
13. Does it take you five minutes or less to do your hair? sometimes.
14. Do you wear lots of eyeliner? kind of.
15. Do you use a backpack or messenger bag? depending on my mood, i mgonna a new messagenger for xams..
16. Do you wear darker colors? yeah.
17. Do you wear neon colors? nah.
18. Do you wear 'whats in' or stick with your old jeans? i wear what i want to wear.
19. Do you wear sweatshirts and jeans? yes.
20. Do you wear knee socks? nope. 

WHAT YOU HAVE?

21. Do you have character shoe laces? yeah.
22. Do you have drumstixx but dont play? yea
23. Do you have guitar pics but dont play? yea and i play.
24. Do you have the Nightmare Before Christmas on tape or DVD? tape.. i want the dvd tho
25. Do you have the Breakfast Club on tape or DVD? nope.
26. Do you have 16 Candles or Pretty in Pink on tape or DVD? no.
27. How many CD's do you own? a lot. maybe too many
28. How many DVD's do you own? some.
29. How many tapes do you own? a lot.
30. How many piercings do you have? uh ears, i want my lip and belly agin
31. How many tattoos do you have? none yet.

HABITS

32. Do you write your name a million different ways on 1 blank sheet of paper? somtimes
33. Do you draw a lot of pictures of hearts? yes & stars.
34. Is the volume on anything that plays music in your house really loud? no.
35. Do you stay up late to watch Invader Zim? no, but that show kicks.
36. Do you sing out of key purposly when your hyper? yes.
37. When a song comes on you like do you rock out? yea
38. Do you push buttons multiple times? sometimes.
39. Do you draw with white out on a lot of stuff? nope.
40. Do you color your nails with sharpies? sometimes
41. Do you sit there listening to songs and relate the lyrics to your life? all the time..
42. Do you pick one song and learn all the lyrics? i just kind of... learn them.
43. Do you daydream a lot? too much.
44. Do you share lockers with your friends? jenna uses mine and jake wen hes too lazy to get his open..
45. Are you distracted by shiny objects? yeh. ha.
46. Do you know where every sharp object is in your house? pretty much.
47. Do you play DDR constantly?ohhhh yeha!
48. Do you write on your skin with pen? yes.
49. Do you bite your nails? yes.
50. Do you update your xanga daily? kind of.
51. Do you have more guy than girl friends? no.
52. Watch FUSE 24/7? use to.
53. Do you have a favorite pillow? ya.
54. Do you have oversized stuffed animals? hot rele.
55. Are you secretly in love with your friends older brother? no...haha.
56. Do you play with lighters? haha yeah/ jake tryed to light me on fire by tmy hoodie and then falisha was liek her hair will light faster! hah and then laura was leik yeah i kno. haha.

DO YOU WANT TO...?

57. Be in a mosh pit? yesss. oh man.
58. Go to a party your parents would never approve of? somtimes. haha.
59. Go to Warped Tour? last year rocked...
60. Runaway from home? yes, actually.
61. Tell everyone off? when i'm pissed.
62. Go to California with someone you love? does melissa count? i wanna go to cali with her wen we grow up//.
63. Have a practical president for once? eh dependi nteh issue/
64. Make peace with an enemy? yea.
65. Make out with someone from a band? not really. 
66. Buy out Pac Sun or Hot Topic? hell yeha/ 
67. Get a piece of candy by now? nah.
68. End this survey? yeah pretty mcuh/

 

.i'LL BE JUST FiNE. <3

^i <3 the things she outs at the end


Monday, December 13, 2004

im gonna trade schools i think. im not sure. it'd be okay i guess. i just cant feel anythign from anything. i gotta do this alone. i jsut didnt think i d loose people on the wya

me and david broke up today
iguess me and melissa arnt friends anymore
sara's mad at me too.
im sure julia is gonna have somthing agisnt me.
im still an outcast..
i quite but i might start agian..
i have alergys or somthing like htat.
excuse me why i throw up.


Sunday, December 12, 2004

im tlakign to gavin on telephone. hi gaVin!!<3u

 

happy?! god. haha

 


150 things u probley didnt kno about me.

 

1. i hate my middle name

2. my middle name is linnea

3. iots a swedish flower.

4. im so very swedish.

5. today was st. sankta lucia day and i celebrated it well.

6. i wanna be a jouralist.

7. i dont beleive in love.

8. im inlove..

9. i hate school dances

10. i like the song "milkshake"

11. i wont wear the color pink.

12. im lsiten to butch walker and i think hes hot.

13. i wanna go to his consert on wensday more then anything.

14. im wearing happy bunny pants that are bright pink ( see number 11 )

15. gavin teached me how to ollie.

16. i bouht my first skate board at surfin board.

17. i love brandon cole margera and his mother signed my arm and i almost pissed myself.

18. i didint kno zumiez was till i moved to mn

19. i hate mn.

20. my mom wont let me were anything with a scull on it.

21. i love volcom anything. and roxt.. but volcom more..

22. im gonna meet ashlee simpson in march wiht julia and sara

23. melissa is my best firend.

24. we werent best friends till after i moved.

25. i wont go in abercrombie cause its nasty and loud.

26. i think hollister is a drug that should be poutered.

27. i wanna write poetry and books.

28. i can cook.

29. i kno people that cut themselves, et me too..

30. i love christmas because jesus was born and then latered died for me to save me.

31. im religous and i praticapate in crown him.

32. i was on teh woodbury swim team this year.

33. i hate french.

34. i like algebra class because i like math and because i have it with phil jake and sarah

35. my boyfriends name is david...

36. i kinda liek sombody eles....and i think hes reading this..

37. gavin signed off and now i talk to kno one and its only 1134

38. i just made one of those day trackers and im gonna put it on my xanga.

39. my favorite animal is a fish and a duck

40. i took this idea from lauren troxel, she was my best friend wen we were little. yes she is popular now, yes i am emo now. haha.

41. im not oh fucking kay...

42. david called me, and i canot go bowlign with him..

43. a slipknot song is on and im abot to flip it, but i like the video.

44. im wearing a plasic vikings helmet and it makes me look hot.

45. im getting contacts and braces

46. my neck hurts rele bad..

47. i want a lip ring.

48. i lvoet he live verson of bring me to life.

49. amy lee is my favorite singer because i can relate.

50. its raymonds birthday today and i sent him a card.

51. there were happy smile face stickers on my computer mouse wen i got back to teh comptuer after siting on the couch with my vikings helmet for liek 20 minutes starting into the darkness.

52. im cold but i dont care..

53. wouldnt it be ironic if i froze to death??

54. i dont think i would mind much...

55.im eating prezels

56. i live in woodbury

57. i still consider glenside my home

58. both of my houses have peopel livign in them now

59. preppy people frighten me.

60. i like to wear all black or dark colors to scool everyday.

61. i own two white shirts, and 7 black, 2 green, 1 blue. 1 striped.

62. let me out let me out im singing....

63. i wanna dye my hair black or blood red

64. i woke up the song that reminds me of gavin today

65. a green day song is on

66. i never liked greenday till two years ago.

67. i went out with andrew shire. ew. haha.

68. he liked greenday. haha.

69. wen i say lol i never laugh.

70. i don laugh very well

71. im i nteh process of trainign myself not to smile.

72. its getting pretty easy.

73. i was tlaign to gavin, but i guess hes done tlakign to me..

74.melissa send me a letter i nthe mail.

75. she has a rele good school picture...

76. her and lindsey were mega close to avril and butchie at the consert.

77. yesterday was st. sankta lucia day

78. also the day we caught sadam

79. im sure i already stated those two facts.

80. there are 30 essages ion my machine..

81. gavin IMed me.

82. i responded.

83.the uded-takeit away is on.

84. i liek that band..

85. i love the video and the song. its so fucking amazing.

86. i wanna be a quiter person..

87. i think paige g. is pretty and i wish i was as skinny as her.

88. i just callled gavins cell phone so i could hear his voice on his answering machine

89. ive neer heard him before but i talk to him,

90. teach NYC. sorry..

91. i use to get mariah cerry and jlo mixed up

92. i lvoe the song sugarcult- shes the blade.

93. it was i nmy profile before... and gav thought i wrote it

94. i wrote wats in my profile now..

95.  im cold and lonly

96.my swimming banquet is tonight at 530

97. i think the guy named david from sp, if so happenes david is my boyfriends name. i need to call him back but i dont feel like it right now.

98. i cant do anything because im not allowed to go out with jsut him today, moms rule.

99. my mo mand melissas mom are rle alike.

100. everybody thinkd melissa and me look alike and talk alike and stuff.

101. apparntly were twins.

102. nirvna are the gods of rock.

103. kurt cublin is mad cool

104. it downt smell like teen spirt. but its in bloom.

105. im sure this song has been over covered.

106. 15 and 3 are my favorite nubmers.

107. the butch waler concert is o the 15th and i would liek to go.

108. i liek the song minxed tape.

109. i,m sick of my layout.

110. i mgonnsa go find another.

112. i wanna take a shower..

150. couldnt make it to 150 to im jsut skipign a couple number.s ill probley edit thing AGIAN an add more.

 

 

 

 

 



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