| back.....boot camp its homosexual but totally worth it join the navy lol |
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| your lipstick his collar don't bother angel i know excatly what goes ondoes anybody else secretly love taking back sunday i've been an emo kid lately and i found all there cd's in my room they speak to me so body fat down neck -13 waist-28 hips-41 woooo its like 33 percent slightly sickening tho 4 days till boot camp im not ready im really no |
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| hate yourself much???my life is a neverending fuck fest i hate myself down 3 percent body fat im not even happy about it i made scott dinner tonight i've been cooking for three hours he sent a text 5 minutes ago saying he's not coming i threw a pot i hate myself he'd love me if i was thinner he'd love me if i wasn't so horrible i just hate myself |
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| keep the cars the clothes the money and the hoe's just gimme a couple O's and I'm straight yeah shawscott broke up with me last night i've lost my voice from crying so much intake last night- --i ate 2 oreos outake last night --30 minutes treadmill run --30 minutes eliptical --sauna 20 minutes intake today --2 spoonfuls of lowfat yogurt --vitamin water outake today --30 minutes eliptical --15 minutes intense bike lol --30 minutes treadmill --sauna 20 minutes i hate myself |
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| don't get married don't get married don't get married don't get marriedi feel so defeated scott proposed i said yes his family said yes my family said no i haven't stopped crying since my aunt called me and idiot and told me i was throwing my life away my oh my ray i just want to be with the person i love and they just don't get it and then i found out that my contact for the navy could get cancelled if i got married without telling my recruiter oh my oh my oh my god oh and i am stuck at 166 can't fucking make it go down it sure as hell will go up but not down and i feel like absolute shit right now intake chips some mushrooms 6 glasses of merlot 2 reeses cups outake barf 123456 die? yes please  
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