i dont really enjoy doing this anymore.

from now on, any quotes and any pictures are gonna be

for my own amusement;

i think im just gonna store things every once in a while

that way they wont take up space on my laptop.

peace out guys.

The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
It seems farther than ever before
I need you so much closer

Cause you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
No you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.

I'm a war, of head versus heart,
And it's always this way.
My head is weak, my heart always speaks,
Before I know what it will say.

and you're running away
and what's your name
like i'm in the way
and wasting too much time
don't i
don't i hold you like you want

The lights will flash and fade away
The days will pass you by
dont wait

And catch the last weekend
Of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season fades away

The world lives for the weekends
Well, I'll watch as my weeks bleed right into them
Without a rhyme to divide what is theirs And what is mine

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers

I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.

I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

Just one touch and I'll be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said.

I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of that from you.
I guess I should have heard of that from you.

When every move
And each impulse
Brings clarity
To stay like this
Is everything
You’ll ever need

pictures laterrr

i was leaving but im coming back
since your hearts in beat with mine

Last night I saw a photograph
From the party where we chilled
It was showing the two of us
And the Colt 45 weekend
Here I'm just writing you a letter
From the distant past
Enclosed is a photograph
To remind you of the times we had

For all of this
I'm better off without you
Do you regret all
Your loneliness?

I'm starting to panic
remember she asked you
remember to breathe
and everything will be okay

I need you to ruin me
For this, finally,
'Cause it's burying me

With each new embrace,
I have tied myself up.

More tightly,
Into you

I am ready
I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine

well i talk
Too much
To myself
And i turn my back on my faith
It's like glass
When we Break
I wish no one in my place

and i've seen
you don't need their seeds
when the cut goes in deep
and i'm lost in sleep

i can't stay
in this place
i can't stand
when the room turns round
on my fate
you give no guarantees
there's no promise
i can keep

i can't stand
i can't see my way
i feel blind
on my feet
i can't stay too long
am i wrong?

goodbye, lay the blame on luck