well my other xanga is still locked down... grr that pisses me off.. so fucken bad.... *sigh*

work sucked really fucken bad... i have worked doubles for the past two dayz. i have closed for the past 4 dayz.. and i open tommrow.. wow great times.. uhhh.. but my schedule for this week

monday 10-4
tuesday off
wendsday 5-close
thursday 5-close
friday 5-9 ( i was suppost to be off but hell no... that never works out now does it)
saturday 6-close
sunday 6-close

hmm now you see my week.. now you can see how my attitudes gonna be all week.. so if you dont want to be bitched at dont piss me off.... sorry for being a bitch right now but at least im warning you.. maybe....

"Let Me Go"

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

wow ok so its been a while but umm to let everyone know i am going to southeast this year.. i think i got to my mom when i said why are you going to pull me out my senior year.

but i am determined to have a drama free year.. unlike last year.. but nothin else going on.

i feel like shit.. idk anymore..

umm have the day off. yay...

im so tired i was up all night because i couldnt stop coughing.. and sneezing.

god since caity has gotten home things have been so freaken different... its like i have to walk on egg shells around then because you never know when they are gonna get mad at you.. idk...

my fucken dad has blocked me from my yahoo.. damn it.. i hate this... see what i mean. things have changed..

im sorry i will be going to east or andover next year.