ok so shits going really really bad for me lately. i cant explain the whole situation but its really fucked.

i cant worry about the shit going on with jim no more, i dont even know where im going to be in 2 to 4 months let alone 9. thats all i can really say about that

last night i got home from shannons as soon as i walk in the door..my dad tells me he found a house in pittsburge and the house is going to be for sale in two months. he doesnt care about anyone but him self and his fucking girlfriend, i knew he was going to eventually move there but i didnt think this soon :0(    where the fuck im going to go????? he did say i could come with him if i want...problem i dont want to go to pittsburge, it is a good deal though..i get my own apartment free rent thanks to the house my dad found, just pay car shit, phone shit, and shit i need..but i really dont need anymore stress in the next couple months though, as soon as i found out i called shannon and talked to her and her mom for awhile, and her mom said i was welcome to stay with them as long as i got my shit together with a job..which i think would be the best situaion right now..because out of everything thats happening to me shannon and her mom are the most supportive, and me and shannon can work on getting our own place together hopefully soon...or theres my moms house in chalfont. couldnt tell you if that would be a good thingor a bad thing

its definitly time for shit to start going good. i got alot of shit to think about

anyway i got some stuff to do..got to take maryjane up to plumbsteadville and go to shannons later

ok so i deleted my whole old xanga that i didnt even write in for about 2 years

theres alot to catch up on with all the shit thats happened to me since then

WHAT UP JUGGALOS AND JUGGALETTES