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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 14:56:03 GMT

Ok, today, i went jogging. My first time after such a long time.
My stamina was really bad. 800m and i'm alrdy tired. Hahaha.

Then, i had buffet at Kuishin-Bo at Suntec with my relatives. It's a Japanese cuisine buffet.
Not bad i suppose. But i got tired of Japanese food.

Now i'm like friggin tired and bloated, what a nice weather to sleep too...

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 02:52:10 GMT

4D Class Chalet First Day (Yesterday)

Ok, this chalet must have been the best in my life so far!
I gotta meet everyone again, like, Jialin, Ryan, Luq, Zat, Nevin and fking lot more. It's like i'd never seen everyone in ages...

And other than just chatting around, we got ourselves some Chivas Regal 12. We were drinking from 2am to 5am thereabout.

Plus, i got exposed to some retarded shit stuff called 'Spirit', or so what Luq called it. It's like you finish drinking that bottle, then shake it, making sure the left over liquid covers the whole bottle. Then light it up and quickly sniff that fking scent into your nose.
Because of that, i fking got high. My head was dizzy. Couldnt stand still and i have a little problem with speech. Hahaha.

Ah fuck, that's just some highlights, lazy to continue. Takling!!!

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 14:30:01 GMT

Tiring! I'd been working the whole day. And there's school tomorrow. Ah crappo.

Well, after today's earnings, I've saved up 250bucks. Yea... Still considering on what to spend on. Maybe Attack Attack! album. Or... Just continue saving.

Alrite i'm beat, sticking to normal msn chatting. Lol.

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Sat, 08 Nov 2008 12:03:42 GMT

Freaking awesome day. My family and I went on a shopping spree like wtf. Lol.

We went to IMM, my first time there too.
But anyway, i got myself a new pair of shoes, and a new pair of short-jeans, and a shampoo.
Hahahah.
My mom got herself 2 Osim shit. One massage chair and a head massage thingy. A total of fking 5k. imba crap.
My dad just a hair cut.
My brother just a belt.

I really want to show you guys my shoe, from Everlast, but i'm just fking lazy now. Hahaha. Ciao!

Friday, November 07, 2008

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 13:10:54 GMT

Well today...
A friend of mine, Yang, invited me to have lunch at Swensen's. Since my birthday is coming, he decided to give me a treat. Thanks man! The Levi's shirt too, i love it man. Hahaha.

I'm starting to miss her again!

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 11:23:43 GMT

Quote from some anonymous guy-
"you think ur hair damn nice.. u look like a fucktard man!!! dun act emo la... i dunno why but u seem to like dat loser ryan.. however dat loser dun even giv a shit abt u.. what happen to the good old clement man... "

Alright look. I dont know who the fuck you are. Have some balls and leave your name here will you. I dont care if you comment me about my appearance, but wtf, you have no rights to judge my friends. especially Ryan and Charlie. You dont know us well and what kind of shit each and everyone of us went through. Leave them out of the picture, just comment about me.

Seriously, fucktard? You're acting like one. Emo? Look who's talking, going so emotional about my hair.

And talking about that good old clement, well, he's back alrite. No more that hardcore slacker and late nighter and stuff. I've only changed JUST recently. A week ago perhaps.

And just a note for everyone of you out there. We all have changed, Ryan, Charlie and Me. If you dont know us as well as we know each other, dont go around being a retard and commenting as if you're one of us.

And grow some balls if you're leaving a comment, not hiding behind a computer with some fake names.

Sunday, November 02, 2008

Sun, 02 Nov 2008 06:49:37 GMT

Yea well... I dont think there's much today. Just revising and stuff.

But, i did make my first home-made banana split, with chocolate chips ice cream and corn flakes for toppings!

Bye!

Saturday, November 01, 2008

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 16:56:06 GMT

First time doing household chores today. Not much though. Just hanging and iron clothes.
Surprisingly, i find it quite relaxing to do. As if i could do it all day, which i did.

Suppose to wait for someone to come online. Oh well, probably slept alrdy.

Cya.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 12:25:29 GMT

Wooo! Test tmr! I'm so looking forward to it! Yea!

Stupid iPod musicplayer. Died on me.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 15:22:30 GMT

All in a day.......

(After reading this, please keep comments to yourself. I will ignore any comments regarding this post, even real-life.)

A wonderful day, a peaceful night.
A quiet guy who looks fine, but has many thoughts flowing in his mind.

Then, he realized...
He needs to be alone, away from the world, for at least once, since a really long time now.
To think about everything carefully.

He need to tell himself, to take things slowly...
He always thinks for people who makes him happy, instead of those who are really concerned for him.
After much thought, he also realized this...
The ones closest to him are the only ones making him happy, both blood-related and not.
The only ones who understands this guy, are those who have been through every shit with him.

Reflecting on the past, this guy has changed so much.
He's arrogant, defiant, selfish and many other shit that he has become.

The old, kind, nice guy that he used to be, says this to him,
"Think about everything, and repay them back, for when they are gone, nothing can be done. Many of them wants to see the real you. Not someone who you are trying to be, some attention-seeking fag.".

This conscience made an impact on him. He thought to himself, "I've also been missing the old me. But I've never took the effort to bring him back."
On the surface, he looks calm, cause he has no more tears to shed anymore for this guy.
Deep inside, his heart hurts, shedding it's own tears.

To continue be the person, who 2 of the most important people in his life, have been trying so hard to bring him to be.

I'd stained my impression to them for 5 solid years. It's going to be hard trying to be the person that they want me to be. But without trying, i'll always be this fag that i've been for 5 years.

I loved them.
Still love them.
And will always love them.

On this quiet night, on this quiet night...