| ahhh.
i hate my dreams about boys.
they always turn out bad.: (
kaythnxbyee!
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ahhh. changed a few color things. : )
eh i dunno. lol
elizabeths brother knows chase!! AHHH
this is gonna be FUN! lol
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this xanga is overr
www.xanga.com/oh___tragedy
suscribe<33
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| ah.
something is up with ellis
we cant seem to figure it out tho.
its weird.. : /
uh i saw weston alot. lol
fall dance on the tweniee seventh<33
stan got jumped or something
i mean he starts alot of shit with people
but still. i felt bad..
homecoming is next friday<33
bring it on like donkey kong bitches!!
i lied last night! jakob does have asss! lol
weston&jakob.together.thismorning. on each side of me.
TOO CUTE. lol. oh&then thanh screaming&pulling me back.
even funnier. lol.
kaythnxbye
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+ I want a boy.
+ A nice boy.
+ A boy who has shaggy hair and lets me play with it.
+ Someone who would move the hair away from my eyes and than kiss me.
+ Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.
+ A pretty boy. But not so pretty I feel awkward.
+ Someone who wears the same size as me in girls pants.
+ Someone who would think I was beautiful if I dressed so trashy it was classy.
+ Someone who would sing to me at random moments.
+ Who would let me sleep on their chest.
+ Someone who's hip bones made me want to have sex with them.
+ Loves Benji Madden just as much as I do, but likes it when I put N Sync on.
+ A boy who would beat the shit out of someone if they called me fat.
+ I want someone who wouldnt mind buying me bouncy balls whenever given the chance.
+ And I would love it that whenever we went to shows, He'd let me drool over the lead singer for the night.
+ And of course he'd be in a band, and he'd be so emo he'd cry sometimes.
+ This boy would wear his trucker hats side ways and let me wear them too.
+ We wouldnt have any rules about who's clothes are who's.
+ When he goes away, he would call me 3 times a day.
+ He would apologize for calling too much and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he still does it--And I dont get sick of it.
+ He wouldnt mind me re-siting the lines to all my favorite movies.
+ We could take showers together and not think about sex.
+ He would get along with my parents and they'd buy him little random things.
+ He would surprise me with 25 cent rings.
+ And on his birthday, I'd treat him to his favorite resteraunt.
+ We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing.
+ He would take me to the park.
+ We'd make fun of people at the mall together.
+ I'd let him drive my car. He would grab my waste and kiss my neck.
+ Sometimes at night we would put on music and dance in our pajamas.
+ It'd be cute if he fell asleep early and I snuck into bed with him.
+ Oh and I'd love his bed head.
+ I could suck on his lip ring too.
+ And we'd always take pictures in photo boothes.
+ He'd never turn down a trip to the boardwalk.
+ We would play tag on the beach.
+ We'd go to pet shops just to look around, But when we finally get a cat, he will let me name it and he'll let it sleep with us.
+ He'd tell all his friends about me and smile at me when he did.
+ This boy would dedicate songs to me at his shows.
+ He'd even call up radio stations to do it.
+ We'd sit on the kitchen floor and eat PB&J sandwhiches.
+ We'd makeout in the rain.
+ He would write me notes to tell me where he was if he left when i wasnt around.
+ He'd kiss me every morning when he woke up.
+ On sundays we would have a big breakfast. And whenever I saw a funky purse, he'd encourage me to buy it.
+ He'd always tell me when something didnt look good, and I didnt mind.
+ His nails will be painted black, and we will sit and paint each others nails.
+ He'd play monopoly with me until the "wee hours" of the morning.
+ We would play Playstation.
+ Sometimes he would teach me how to play guitar, but we would always end up laughing at each other.
+ He'd make cute noises in his sleep, like when he'd roll over.
+ He'd run his fingers through my hair, even if I havent washed it in a week.
+ We'll sing songs before we go to bed, He would always let me pick the song.
+ He'll always make out with me when I want him too and never pull away.
+ Someone to share lollie pops with.
+ He will get along with all my friends, and vice versa.
+ We'll go to the diner real late and make friends with everyone there.
+ He would quit smoking for me.
+ He would buy me TBS shirts, and even take me to a Jessica Simpson concert, Even if he her + them the first time around.
+ When I wash dishes, he would give me a hug from behind and put his head on my shoulder.
+ He would never be embarressed to say "I Love You" In front of his friends.
+ He never censors himself if he wants to say 'cute' or 'aww'.
+ We'd take midnight car rides down to the beach.
+ And of course, he'd be great in bed.
+ And i would like it if whenever I complimented him, he would get shy and turn red.
+ We'd have pillow fights and throw sheets when we changed them.
+ I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me, and then go totally soft when I got sad and apologized.
+ I want someone who will stay up late watching Comedy Central and Adult Swim on sundays.
+ I want a boy who would take me to a place like Target just to make fun of certain things.
+ He'd love music just as much as I do, but still have that punk rock side to him.
+ We'd dye each others hair and stain towels.
+ We'd have a candle lit dinner with take out.
+ He would pretend box with me and buy me swords at toy stores.
+ We'll kiss at midnight on new years in Times Square.
+ He would come to all my performances, big or small, good or bad.
+ We would make funny faces at each other when im on the phone.
+ I want a boy who can mosh like a mother fucker then come home and sing to me acoustic.
+ I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.
+ I want a boy I can rap with.
+ I want a boy who appreciates the trashy side of a girl.
+ Someone who would take me to the city just to walk around.
+ Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house.
+ I would like to write my name in a heart on his hip bone, and him to write his on mine.
+ Someone who would tell me i was beautiful, but not too often.
+ Talk to on aim about stupid things.
+ Someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something very, very serious, yet silly and tell me not to laugh.
+ A boy who wouldnt mine me putting mayo on everything, he'd never say "ew thats gross".
+ Someone who doesnt mind me drooling over all the hott boys.
+ Someone who would make me laugh like no one else could.
+ He'd pick up a flower for me while walking.
+ He would Scream every word to every song we play in the car.
+ He'd surprise me all the time.
+ He'd like to watch me sleep.
+ He'd like to chew ice just as much as I did.
+ He wouldn't break my heart or lie to me.
+ A boy who would watch me put makeup on and let me put a little glitter on his cheek.
+ A boy who likes stars also like i do.
+ We'd quote lines from movies or songs to describe the moment.
+ He'd hold me closer than normal if i was sick.
+ His feet wouldnt bother me as much as everyone's elses do.
+ He would draw me pictures.
+ We'd go out alot too, but also stay home some weekends like hermits and keep to ourselves.
+ He'd let me pick out a few cute shirts for him, and we'd play dress up.
+ When we kissed our hips will be pressed together.
+ He'd play with my hair.
+ We'd go to different phone booths and call eachother.
+ We'd buy disposable camera's in bulk and take tons of pictures.
+ We'd fight sometimes. But he never settles on what i think, it would have to be mutual.
+ I want a boy who would mind to change his ways and open up to me.
+ I want so much more, but im afraid ill die with nothing.
ah.would so love it..: )
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| ahhh lol
picture day tmorrw. oh joy
ester &her mom drove me&ellis home .mad props
and uh ellis was over here&then my grandma came out
& he started running. he ran away twice.lol
kourtknee said i shouldnt ask him out
she said its not worth it.
i dunno. ah. this frustrates me
oh&everyone thinks me&ellis are supposedly going out
wat fucking bullshit. people need to get over themselves
&that stupid blonde bitch stared at me again. im like WTF. quit. wata losers. i swear imma jump her. if she does it again.
<33 kaythnxbyee
edit;;859PM
uh. i just hung up with thanh
haha. weston said im too shy.
lol. he so dont know me lol.
&he says this only because i didnt say hi
to him.. not like he said hi to me either!
lol.but uh. thanh told him i only wanted
to help her jump him so i could touch him.
he didnt belive her. she was like. she would
literally grab you.&he said i was too shy to do that.
im sure im shy. lol. i am very sure i am. i dont talk at all
lol. WHAT LIESSS lol
okay goodnight<33
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| so fall concert was hella nicee<33
GO BEL CANTO;;CONCERT;;&uh NAME OF THE BOYSS CHOIR!!!
lo.kourtknee&jewel got in trouble for screaming " GO RUBY"
ahh. what friends<33333
so anyways.homecoming is coming up
& uh. yeah we all know that problem
so ive been thinking
asking him out first?
yeah i know.youre like
whoa.ruby would never ever do that.
but i dunno.hes just diffrent i guess
makes me wanna forget my whole
no asking boys out first thing. cause idunno
im not the girl that would do that
but now. i dunno. my opinion has changed?
wow. maybee its not just a crush..
ellis&stan&zack are nastaay
cause at lunch
stan was like.
" you&zack would make a really good couple"
& i was like. "ew uh no. i dont like him,.
he dont like me probelm solved"& he said something.
but i didnt hear. &he wouldnt repeat it.loser.then
after school i was like " ellis i know you
&ur brother&zack talk about me!"&hes like
" we jsut talk about how hott you are.."
& im like. grinning "ew ellis ur nastaaay "
lol. hes nastaaay . & if that is true. zack
is never coming over here again! lol
weston is going to our next concert.
fuck yeah he is.cause he missed this one
whata frikin loserrrrrrrrrrrrr.<33
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| um.
school was a bore
saw weston a FEW times
what a nice time i had staring.. lol
aLOT of people
seem to thinkme&ellis are
going out. but we're not! freakss
maybee i should get over it.
cause its not what you want...
kaythnxbyee
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shopping was nicee
xOxOxThaNhxOxOx: ok loverr of we-stone
x__aww ! this is what i am known as! COOL! lol
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