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Faded pictures on the wall, its like theyre talking to me
Disconnecting phone call, the phone doesn't even ring
I gotta get out, or figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort
11-20th Nov, Cambodia
28-6th Dec, Taiwan
how awfully thrilled I am! shall finish typing everything before I leave for the airport at three thrity am. crazy right! and once we touch down, its activities straight away! gosh Im so afraid, so so afraid but so excited at the same time! oh oh there's a joke under the cut! just in case you miss me! hehehe Ill miss everything here... but Im pretty sure when I leave cambodia, I wont wanna come back HAHAHAHA kunwei and I were planning which house we should buy there, etc etc. gosh so mean! but it is with a heart of service Im bringing there, and I hope Ill return home with more knowledge to share and more experiences to tell! *grins. about 12 hours to go! do not worry but but but, please remember to keep me and my whole team in your prayers alright :D youll be in mine, too (: love all around!
Pre-Departure Notes for the people whom I think read my entries!
diny & yanfen, please remember to do my tutorials ha ha ha thanks and perfect Im sure tt guy will receive his *ahem retribution soon so dont be angry okay :D luvluv and in the meanwhile please do not do anything but study :P and jess stop calling me just because I blocked you on msn, you loser! I still havent found stuff on supre yet maybe l8r I guess Ily and rystine dont do stupid things like blog bitch about people okay and dont download too many alvinlimidkwhat songs and karen dont eat dimsum without me leh :( I rlly wanna go out with you too Im so sorry and if I see any nice flats Ill get it back for you!
same goes to mandy and eileen who are in shandong today :D bet yall wish yall have a blog right! then while you guys have the IT classroom you can blog! nyahaha miss you both already! berlin & sherman press on with your physics/math/whatevershitpapers yall have and we'll all go have pastamania soon okay and sherman I received your text thanks for taking 10mins out to type it and berlin I know I still owe you a post but when I get back okay :P aaysha gaya atiqah and azian we'll meet right after i get back okay Imysm and in the meanwhile azian, avoid all __ guys okay wait till I get back! valerie loser seow we shall play guitar hero world tour when I get back too! see lah, you and your skewed planning tskk zhongrong we still havent had our starbucks yet and you must rmb not to send us off because its very late and youve econs the next day and its your sleeveless siren so please take care of yourself will miss you and peiqi please wake up early and go for lectures you missed vectors tday!! I know youre leaving for japan woohoo but rmb not to eat too much raw fish and all tt okay its not very good for health okay actually it is but then again you never know which pond the fish swam in.. and lizziebird please dont even think of ___ okay! jiayou and you arent selfish la compared to me youre rlly an angel alr :) jiexi I like your photos and your boyf looks good in the one with you innit. and dont watch gossip girl wo me sharon, I want to know e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g when I get back okay you can have Queen status now btw and selestine and joyce work harder!! earn more money ok, you both should skip lectures to work okay since anyway lectures also not good enough for yall so work harderrrr then we can go over to 2 countries next year and joyce can hook up with her future boss! kenneth please do not indulge in mindless activities with chanel and elly stay strong & we'll meet up when I get back too okay Ily ethanol be happy mark be happy too!! shuning pls stay tuned for more gossip but pls dont go telling your boyf all about mine you annoying girl! irish idk what to say but I know you read this hihihi oh hello neptina also, take care! and lynnnnn dont emo okay Ily loadssssssss more than anybody else okay! study hard and who cares abt physics la, physics suck nobody passes it and you wont take physics nxt time nway rmb to eat well and dont worry abt your hair Ily w or wo it nway luvvvvvv!
take care everybody!!! <33333
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speeches after speeches, followed by his book this morning. so inspirational and so admirable.... there are so many books on him stocked in Times now (:
- "i'm looking at your small lil note now! an upside down smiley! bet you dont remb lah! but its nice! omg i love all the stuff you gave me" my best senior never fails to make my day
"George Bush and his accomplice Dick Cheney were riding on an elephant. A group of bystanders were watching intently. All of a sudden someone in the croud shouted, "Hey look that elephant has two assholes on it!"
Bush and Cheney looked down at the elephants' ass, confused."
horrible jokes in the school forum that made me laugh tonight :D Im sorry Jess, for leaving the conversation halfway! my dad wanted to read the jokes and I graciously allowed him to :P
my slim friend whose going to shandong saw gong li and couldnt help being over-excited. YES ITS GONG LI the photo's bad because it was a phone camera taking a camera's image. hahahah :D
- walking to eileen's bus stop with my sister with a cup of mcflurry in our hands, laughing and laughing away. jumping up and down just to reach the pole at the playground, singing the only song she likes in hsm3 (can I have this dance) in the Highest key, video-calling each other although we're 50cm away
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERLIN WALL
Im waiting for you to finish your A's with aces so that we can finally have pasta mania together :D why do you sleep so early, anyway?
two fortyfive am. 1008 visitors read this on a daily basis? remind myself to collect the cd and buy a roll of film tomorrow. I guess its time for me to sleep. I feel like doing vectors. I just took out everything from my luggage and Ive no intention of repacking it. wait- if I dont, Ill have tons of clothes sprawled all over my bed. *shakes head. shall pack my stuff before I fall asleep.. waiting for a text that never came.
4 7 2 3 9 8 5 - I gotta breathe to stay alive,
and 1 4 2 9 7 8 - feels like I'm gonna suffocate.
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This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me, you see all the beauty
Repent all your sin
I don't like the fact that when I finally have some time to myself, my brain decides to go into critic mode and goes on blabbering non stop about.. everything.
how my fringe is so awfully short and ugly.
how I really should sleep more.
how I really shouldnt be so idealistic.
how I really dont deserve anything.
how I really should think more.
how I really should start doing this, that, everything.
allow me?
fuck it.
texts keep coming in. people calling up 'just to talk'. there are assignments, tutorials diagnostic tests that demands my attention immed. and its not like I really care. not till dec rolls around, anyway. there are unread books. there are unread magazines, newspapers, blogs, threads, mails, texts.
I need this break. so why cant my brain - and the rest of the world, just shut up and let me off for once? I just want to stop and .. stop. just stop.
I dont want to do anything right now.
I dont even want any music.
I want the world to move on without me,
I want the clock to tick away,
I want to be frustrated with the world when it moves too fast
I want to be sad because Im afraid
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| PrescientI cant say Im not afraid
with my bestfriends in the entire world, pre-haircut at jean yip
we fit together, like little pieces of jigsaw, 4 years 11 months ago
have a safe trip to shandong 2 of you! and you- japan! and you- newyork! and you- taiwan! (:
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