OK well me and Autumn apparently arent friends anymore. I told her that I didnt want her caring about me smoking pot but I wanted her to still care about me. She wrote back saying "well I dont care about either right now". Today at school, she didnt talk to me or look at me... I was in an okay mood tho. I guess it hasnt hit me yet. I dunno. I'm trying to make her feel guilty. Making her see that it doesnt bother me. Yet everytime I look at my wrist I think of her. Yeah yeah. I know.. sorry.. but w/e ...