| I'm not sure anymore...I really don't know what to be thinking as of this very second...I feel REALLY confused...I feel as though I have been dropped...as an infant by his mother...I feel alone...God is there...I know that...I don't know what to do...I feel trapped...I just don't know...I wish that I could just speak with her...that she would speak with me...I don't want it to be like this anymore...I just want to be able to speak...I just want to be able to love...I want to be able to hold in my arms that which I have been longing for for over two months...God pulled me through...and He will continue to pull me through...until I finally get what He has promised me with her...I understand that all of this is just preparation, and that all things work together for the good...but I want it now...I want to be loved...I long to be loved...I guess all that I can do as of right now is go to God...He will help me...I've been missing you...and I, honestly, with all of my heart, Love You so deeply!!! I cannot wait to see you again...
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| My life thus far...hello to all...I do not even know how to begin this blog...I think it's
gripe time...okay, okay...maybe not. Anyway...I do know that My
Lord and Savior Jesus Christ loves me enough to die for me...He is an
amazing God...I have been getting so close to God this past week...I'm
closer than I've ever been...I'm glad that I have finally given Him
what's his...my life. I love Him so much for what He is doing in
my heart and life...I LOVE HIM! thank you all for being so
supportive during these trying times...they have proven to be a great
thing for me and my walk...thank God!
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| Yeah..so...about my phone...It was on top of my microwave the entire
time I was looking for it...oh well...my life is boring...it needed a
little excitement! just kidding! I love my life... my
day today consisted of this...
I went to classes... then I had practice for a recital that I am
in at my school... then we decided to go to an ash wednesday
service...it was quite interesting...I saw a guy who gave me the
heebeejeebees...oh well...a lot of people do...anyway...my time today
was GREAT!!! I enjoyed my time with my friends...
yeah... that's about it... but yeah... I love every
single one of you!!!
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| welcome to my life...Well...
This is my first ever Xanga post... and My day today was a good
one... in fact... it was great! I had a nice
day...other than losing my phone...oh well... but yeah...
that's about all I have to say for now...
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