| life is okay sometimesLately I've been reflecting on my life n it never fails that I wish things could change... I miss what I used to have... I used to have a great relationship that I thought would never end... good things don't last... I learn that some choices people and myself make can chnage everything you have in your future... tho I try n dwell on the past n try to hold onto it but I belive I should move on realize that things are never going to work out again as bad as it hurts to say that...
I miss having that relationship n bein able to talk to that person.... but I belive we both have changed for good and are going our separate ways for goood..... even tho we still try our conversations still turn into arguements and jealousy gets in the way.... so I belive I have made up my mind that for the best for both of us is to just move on no matter how bad it hurts and how horrible it will be for me to see him with someone else but me...... but I have to learn that life cannot be how I want it n mistakes cannot be takne back and apologies are not necessary anymore.....
I will be on my own for good and only count on myself for what my future is going to be..... this is best for me..... that year and a half was the best I have ever spent with someone.... but its over n more is to come... some day I will spend the rest of my life with someone I love but I have yet to find him.
-<3-katie |
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I GOT THE COOLEST PINK JACKET EVRRRRRR
FOR LIKE FOUR BUCKS!!!!!!!
this hottness was cheeeeeeeeap haha
ok well so i think think is oretty much in touble cause of me
i feel bad
if he gets grounded im gunna fuckin kill something
i makes me very ultra sad to know that im not gunna be able to spend every second of my life with my nicky baby
im thinkin about applying to some places and see if i get a job but im not sure if i want one right now haha cause im lazyyyyyyy
but its ok
well leave me some comments cause im trien to get used to this whole xanga thing again
cause myspace is sooooooooo OVERRRATED
yessssssssssssssss |
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| ok sooooooooo
im having problems coping with things
me and nick are doing better i have to explode sometimes to get my feelings out and into his life but yea
we are as happy as ever and i promised not to get jealous anymore
wich will be hard cause im an ass to girls
except one
yea you
we are cool
i jus get irritated cause about things that sound like attracting conversation if you know what i mean but yea haha
im going to bed
i wont sleep through my first hour this time
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| hmm dee dooook so im having the most horrible cramps everrrrrrrrr
god its gay
well i had a good day i spent it with the person i love mostly |
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