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Thursday, July 29, 2004

	Crack is wack but weed is a need thats how yu shud start....so the summer has been summer like and i havent written in like a million and a half years.itz hot theres the sun out.. and me and teresa are eatin as usual.. cuz we are fat ass'.. neways uhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm uhm yea bye i juss remembered y i dont like writing in this..
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Wednesday, April 07, 2004

i havent written in a long mahfuckin time..
too lazy i guess..
but alot has gone on since the last time i wrote or anything..
and too lazy to get into but..

me tara and jenna are really close again..

umm me nd cat are inseperable..

me nd nick are over

i almost got my permit ripped up..

im doing shitty in all my classes..

i just want it to be summer..

i just want it to be beach weather..

im gettin to fat..

umm and that's about it.....................

besides the fact that its spring break and its like 40 degrees out..damn weather..
i hate jersey..

anyway ,

love ya lotz

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Monday, February 16, 2004

yo so tonite. was RIDICULOUS!!

startin the weekend off..friday i chilled wit my girlz, cat nd perv..we drove around
chilled at strath..we went to 711 and danced to sweet dreamz then perv dropped me off and i got her early bday present. she waited out in the car wit c-juice(cat) and perv says lindsay's dad doesnt look like a crack head ..lol. even tho he is

saturday..
had dance at 845 then went to work then met up with c-juice and got some pizzzzzaaa and went tanning..cancer in a box..well it was a stand up shit and it was weird but thats ok.
then later we visited some kid . then bizounced. and went to my casa..we ate and ate and ummm watched bruce almighty ..do you like jazz? agljliuoljglkgj blaaaaa..i can hold this note alllllll day.. um then we danced and listened to the same 3 songs over and over cus were just that cool..then we ordered from our fave pizza place angelos..(im convinced the guy wants to either be our best friend or torch my house)..anyway we ate and got tired and watched cheech nd chong "up in smoke" too bad we werent..and fell asleep to tthat.

sunday..holllllllaaaa!!
woke up early in the AM for church..then the basketball game..
yea my lil bro is black..wait i think he's black but im white?hmmm seems a lil weird..
me nd cat renamed him..jamal or trarone..lol..well being my name is LZ honeytoast
it fits..then got some breakfast..coffee bagels..soda and swedish fish..umm got into a huge fight and felt like shit..but then found out some stuff. and im good now..then lata..we went to cjuices casa and looked for sumone i mean sumthing to do..umm perv came over and did the proj thing..then we got t unit(teresa) and hit up strathmore..we bowled..hottest kids ever..damnmnnnnn..then ate some fries nd stickz..got one of the hottest waitors.. who happened to be 20 and gave me his number..illegal? yes and he gave us flowersssssss..
then we went back to the bowling alley and everyone was COSMIC bowling..were so doing it like everyweekend..good times..so again its me cat nd t..bff once again..well at least me nd cat are insepereable judging from the crazy mahfuckin weekend we had..AND YES
im offically black..and ghetto!.watch the fuk out nigzz..talked to nickie..for a lil..

alrie niggggaaaazzzzz.
..."rough sex make it hurt in the garden or in the dirt..."

payce
LZ

o yea for all that dont knoe..dancing in the middle of the bowling alley is very very cool..and so is having friends that have a 1030 curfew..love you girlz..fun asss mahfuckin timesss!!

<3 much love <3

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Thursday, February 05, 2004

hello everyone

i havent updated this shizzel in a while.. and 1/2..

today was fun..me, tara, danae, allie, and matt..all went to la rosa's and we ate some damn chicken..the guy knew what i wanted cus me nd the taranator go there so much..thats actually really sick if you think about it..lol..he's like the usual..and im like hahah your awesome..i cant believe you knew that..i was shocked..they are my fave mexicanos..THEY ARE SO HAPPY!!.

other than that..i mean me nd armen got into a fight..well i mean i exploded on him..like literally.big outbursts.. should be my middle name..i have so much anger..im workin on it tho..some people just don't understand that i have anger problems that are slowly being addressed and im workin my ass off and not gettin anything in return but thats how life is..i learned that.from the good ppl i know..

im starting to appreciate alot more stuff that i've been taking for granted my whole life..i mean my friends i appreciate everything they do for me..like its just i never realized how much we all go thru..this is dedicated to my closest and best listening friends..

tara.matt.allie.danae.cat.pervin.jamie.mich.ter.allie.krys.jtrain.john..and all the people that i didnt mention i love you too..i appreciate every minute that you offer for me..you all mean so much to me..<33

o yea and i think im def going to have skin poisoning again((tara)) lol..i mean cancer in a box..why would you pay for cancer?lol. jamie <3\

xox my heart goes out to you xox

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Tuesday, January 27, 2004

today was kind of depressing..

i found out that one of my favorite teachers from st thomas..passed away..today.its the most horrible thing i've heard in so long..its like you didnt see this coming at all.its too sad to talk about...i was crying for a while.i didnt know what to do with myself..but im stable now..and i feel a lil bit better. i can only hope that everyone else close to her is okay..she was seriously awesome..i know she had cancer but she had some kind of blood clot and she went to get it removed but..didnt make it.. she touched my life and im sure she touched others..she was like an aunt.. i love her and will miss her definately..

midterms ended today thank god..i couldnt handle that shit..

its snowing/hailing..i dont know what its doing..and dont care i dont want school..snow day snow day snw day!!..

xox..too sad to talk xox

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