go to hell xanga.

my site didnt die.

its just queer.

come kiddies....myspace.com/groomsbrideisawhore

-ps- boggs it was sweet as fuck seeing you at the underoath show monday. wish i coulda hung with you more. dont worry, we still got warped though.

start being more european.

MUSIC: Bloc Party - "Blue Light"

im sooooo sorry i got you grounded for a couple minutes♥
lets pull a trig on your mom. ♥
which means lets fuckin kill that bitch ♥
cept not really but id like too cause she be haytin and you know how i deal with♥ haters♥♥
i stayed home from godamn school today :) and im borreedd shitless♥
well iv pooped twice today ♥
but you know what i mean ♥
ooo im excited about the show on friday!!♥
itll be dang good fun♥
i dont have any plans for saturday so make me some♥
im also extatic!!! about tuesday thad be some pimpin shiz if you could go with us♥
but no, kristens gota be a douchewad and not go. im sorry your such a douchewad =(.
woaa the tbs cd has basically changed my life forever. ♥
but not as much as you have. ♥
im thinkin about goin fishin im my pond cause i was out on my balcony and i was looking, and oh yes, theres some kickass fish in that mofo
ill take a picture when i catch the biggest one in there. like big as a VW
itll show your little fish in your pic up bigger than HELL♥♥
maannn i can fish so good♥
say what?♥
FUCK YOU i can outfish you ANYDAY !!!!
oh i c how its gon' be bring it on ho!!!
ITS A FISH-OFF! ♥♥
may the best slut win.♥
one time i caught a wully mamoth at the lake. just keep that in mind when im wuppin tha shit outta you with my pole♥
yea thats right MY POLE♥
im gona kill you. ♥
i love you but ill catch a fish bigger than your face biaaaaa. UHH!!!♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

what a creep. thats why i love james.

what liars we can be.

MUSIC: UnderOath - "A Boy Brushed Red Living in Black and White"

I think i am invisible.. At least thats the way it seems. To chase the dream is far more exciting than the dream itself. The Idea of a friend is much better than those I keep close to me out of hassle and Signatures on dotted lines that thrive on our imperfections and life learned lessons. Hurt me, i want to look like how i feel. You can break my bones just to show exactly how i feel every morning these past few months. Am i talking too much? It's about time i've finally said it. Almost had enough.?.?..Remember the Get up kids? Am i dropping hints because Matthew Pryor changed my life and i feel like i have that in me if someone would just listen to what i really have to say, Here comes the name drop of the day (archie star)
The same idea keeps running circles in my head. I'm tired of running. If this is all a dream then i want to wake up and start living my life the way i see it, not the way it's given to me in a manilla envelope or white box. This is about heart now. They can all talk behind my back or say it to my face. I'm done thinking smart and with my head, It's now about using whats ticks inside my chest as i paint the world a new color, that will make your dress shine brighter and everyones smile a little bigger. If you're not a Believer yet, You'll soon have the tattoo across your chest. Live for Love and Love to Live

Peter Pan, (I know you dont listen much) i'm not afraid of growing up anymore because once you find the right people to love and grow older with all the problems get melted by the sun because everyday's a good day when we're with the stars

Play Cold Phone Calls
I'm a dreamer
A summer Dreamer
You Play the Sun
I'll catch a fever

First Kisses. New Stitches.

MUSIC: Brand New - "Sic Transit Gloria"

guess im too cool to update? nah. i just dont get comments.

it sucks not having a best friend.

emo? nah. i just dont get people sometimes.

it used the be the reason i breathe but now its choking me up.

you're not ready. stop acting like you are.

MUSIC: Bayside - "Devotion and Desire"

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN:

i'm glad you like my friends. you can have them all as far as im concerned. i hope they know that they mean nothing to you. and if they don't, i'd be more than happy to tell them so. i wonder if they've noticed how you always fish for compliments. i have. but like you honestly need anything else feeding your ego right now. you think you are on top of the world, don't you? well you're not even close. you're just standing on all the people you've fucked over up until this point. we've all got scars, but you have the deepest. you've got a shitty way of hiding them all.

i hate this. honestly i do.