We've made the jump.  It was time.  You can find better info on me and Aaron at:

http://aapitman.blogspot.com/

Currently Listening Comfort Eagle By Cake that stupid spinning round song. I can't get it out of my head see related

So...sleepless night.  I've already been to bed and tried to go to sleep.  After 45 minutes of "trying to sleep" I kinda gave up.  I'm really tired, but more anxious I guess. 

There are So many uncertainties right now.  The job thing, the house thing, the friend thing....

I've applied to so many jobs at this point I couldn't even tell you.  It's so frustrating...but everyone keeps telling me..oh, but enjoy the time you have, you're not desperate, it's not like you're not working.  To everyone, thanks...but that's easy for you to say when you have a job.  You have some stability.  You don't have to go on those damn interviews and answers 5 million mind-numbing questions about how awesome you are and why you would make the perfect employee.  I really am enjoying working the hours I do now.  It's nice not having to wake up every morning at 6 to go to work.  Trust me, I'm ok with that.  But, I want a house.  We want to move, we want to travel.  I know we don't have to now...but the near future would be nice. 

Sorry, I just need to vent.  *sigh.  It's not that I'm unhappy, I'm more just frustrated.  Every job I've interviewed for, I've been offered.  Why can't it just work out?! I know they all can't be the job...but one has to, right?

Maybe God's trying to teach me persistence. Or patience.  Or contentment.  Whatever it may be...may I say, lessoned learned...time to move on!

I'm tired.  In alot of ways. 

Currently Reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Book 7) By J. K. Rowling see related

Life Lesson # 872:  Nothing is as bad as it seems. 

*sigh

I really wish God would give me just a glimpse at the big picture here. I'm not great with the patience...but I have a feeling it doesn't really matter. So, the job I Really wanted....the job that was Perfect and would have been the perfect starting point...was Exactly what I wanted to do....is not the job for me.  Obviously, hospitals don't make enough money to pay their employees Anything. 

It's funny how God opens the door only to have you walk right into a wall. 

I got the job!

they might be dreams still

Well...Aaron and I have been looking at houses the past 2 days simply to get a "lay of the land" if you will.  We started out by the University of Memphis, slowly making our way to 240 then over to 240 and Mount Moriah where we ended up in East Memphis (which is where I orignially wanted to start looking) and lo and behold we found a house!

Now, I know what you're thinking...I don't even know if I have a job yet.  I know. We were just looking to get a feel for pricing and location.  This one happened to have an open house today so we took a looksie! The kitchen is really cute too.  It has a little breakfast bar that overlooks the first picture you see. 

*sighs

I keep asking Aaron why we can't just buy it. haha.  Oh well. Just thought I'd share.