BLAH BLAH BLAH!! wow, i havent done this in quite a while, well since the last update we have had 4 people pass away: my "big sis"-Ashley Tosh, Megan Hall, Ken Thornton, and Mr. Kohler (i odnt know his first name, always called him Mr. Kohler). So yeah, life right now kinna sucks! So yeah, no one like ever does these things anymore but i just need a place where i can get all of this out! Cause man i really miss my "big sis"! She was one of the most beatiful people i have ever seen and she had a boyfriend who absolutely adored her! It's not even funny how much he loved her! Both Megan and Ashley were taken away by car wrecks. Ashley's funeral was like a week ago and it was prolly one of the hardest things i will ever have to do in my life!  I cant hardly even do anything or go anywhere without a memory of her coming into my head, espically the ball fields and volleyball practice!  This town is never gonna be the same.  I didnt know Megan really well but all i keep remembering is that i saw the wreck happen and everyone trapped in the car. And it was because of me that we werent a part of the wreck it self. This year has just been one of the hardest years that we will ever have to go through. I have to stop now because im bout to be a blubberin mess...so i will leave you with this prayer:

Dear God, I just think you soo much for letting us all be here on Earth right now and i just pray for Bailey, God, she is haveing a rough time with Ashley being gone. Also Ashley's family, God, please just give them the comfort adn peace they need right now in this time that they are goin through, and God, I pray for Anthony God, he is also having the worst time ever! God and just please be with all of her friends. God I also pray for Megan's family God, they are still suffering with the loss of their only child. And God just be with us all as we go on through the days of our lives. I thank you to be here and healthy.  I love you! In Jesus Holy and most gracious name, Amen.

Mandy