| Hola Hola Hola. I know that I've been avoiding yall. But I really don't care. I hate Xanga. I'm obsessed with Myspace. All the cool kids are doing it...Come on...You know you want to. My Myspace in www.myspace.com/kylarae Maybe you should be neat and look at it. 
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| New update. Wow. Its been a real long time. I love you all and I'm sorry for neglecting you. Please forgive me. We played DC tonite. The JV boys won, and I think JV girls won too. Varsity girls won but Varsity boys lost by 6 points I think. It was a real good game though. I LOVE CHAPEL HILL. Good night.
Love,
Kyla |
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| Yes...I sent this same letter to people on Myspace, but I mean every word of it to every person that reads it.
What do you do when someone you don't even know commited suicide? But you're so devastated over it...its like he was one of your own. Thats how I feel. If I could have only known him. It's so unreal to me that he's gone. I went to the viewing earlier. He seemed so peaceful. I know that he was depressed and upset, but why Drake? Why anyone? He was such an all around good guy. He was always laughing and making people laugh. I just don't understand. But I guess we can't understand everything huh? When I walked into the Funeral Home tonight, I was overwhelmed with fear, sadness, mourning, devestation, and hope. I feared that it might be true. I was saddened because of all of the people it affected-even people he didn't know him. I was mourning because an AWESOME guy died...and nobody knows why but God. I was devestated because I've never been in any situation that dealt with death. I was full of hope....hoping that this was all just one big nightmare. A nightmare that I would soon wake up from. A nightmare where hundreds of people were heart broken and saddened. A nightmare where people were crying tears of sadness, but it reality-when awoken from my dream, they were tears of joy that he was still with us. I was full of hope hoping that it could have been at the least someone I didn't know- I would hope it wouldn't happen to anyone...but the reality is that it does- someone that wasn't such a great kid. Someone who didn't have tons of things going for him. I don't understand. It comes down to that. I just DO NOT understand. I keeping hoping and praying that its all just one big dream. But it's not. I don't know how many tears I've cried for someone I don't know. I write all of this just to say that I love you. No matter how down in the dumps you may get, just know that I am always here. I know that you have tons of other people you can run to, but if they won't listen, or they're too busy, I won't be. I'm here to listen to every problem that you have, as long as its going to prevent something like this from happening. If I lost someone I actually knew- I would literally go insane. I don't know what I would do. I love you. And I'm always here for you.
Love,
Kyla.
RIP Cameron Drake Davis.
12-20-1988 - 1-4-2006. <3
RIP CAMERON DRAKE DAVIS. |
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| Welp....I GOT MY LiCENSE! Yay for me! Lol! I've been going going going for like 3 days now. And I'm sort of getting tired of driving already!!!!! Lol....No not really. But...Yea....Um. Christmas is tomorrow. But my sisters are coming today. So we're doing Christmas tonight. Tomorrow we're going to church. And then...Life gets back to normal from there. My sister, Holly, is leaving for Florida to visit some old friends from when we lived down there. She's coming back I think like Thursday or something. I don't know. I just can't wait to get my new cell phone. I'll update after Christmas.
The definition of Christmas:
Christ- Our Savior, Lord, Father in Heaven.
Mas- Worship
MERRY CHRIST-WORSHIP!
Love,
Kyla |
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| Long time...No update. Sorry! I'm been all into Myspace. I think thats the new thing now! Sorry all my fellow Xangans! I still love you all. I just think Xanga is boring now. :-\ Oh well. I'm off to school for Finals! Yay! I get my license in 6 days! Hallelujah!
Love,
Kyla |
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