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| i think love is a rare thing in the world. if you think you can have it with this guy, then fuck whoever tries to stop you, and fuck all the rules. take the risk. and try not to get caught. and if you do get caught, you do it again.
you're not ever on my mind.
i don't need you in my life.
i don't need you like you think i do.
but truth be told:
i'm just lying to you.
if it didn't matter,
you wouldn't be thinking about it.
if i could dream it all,
it would be about you.
and i'm not ashamed of it.
it's what he does. it's who he is.
and as much as she shouldn't,
she likes it.
you're in my head. you're under my skin.
you're everything but here with me.
and if you leave, you're leaving the best
so you would have to settle for less.
truth is still absolute. believe that.
even when that truth is hard and cold,
and more painful than you've ever imagined.
and even when truth is crueler than any lie.
i've seen you do great things.
i've seen you do some of the greatest things.
now you need to look in your heart and
ask yourself what you truly want.
and if he's the answer, then just go get him.
he doesn't stand a chance.
be with someone who knows
what they have when they have you.
i don't think it's that you can't forget.
i think it's that you won't forget.
if i'm not on the edge of failure,
i'm not being sufficiently challenged.
just because he doesn't love you now
doesn't mean he never loved you at all.
if you really want something,
you can figure out how
to make it happen.
i'm caught between the actual you
and the 'you' i wish you were.
i wanna hate you,
but i can't bring myself to.
you're right. I’ve never had a bad break up. I’ve never had my heart broken into a million pieces. i have no right to put up these walls, right? but i have seen my friends cry for months over boys who they gave their hearts to. I’ve seen boys promise 'forever' only to watch forever end a few months later, when they find someone better to sleep with. I’ve stayed up countless nights, not by choice, but because my parents were fighting so loud
that i couldn't fall asleep. I’ve been the shoulder to cry on. I’ve seen the strongest people in the world become weak for love. and i refuse to be that girl. i will never fall in love.
play your games, put up your walls.
i don't care right now. I’m tired of it.
so when you decide that you're ready to come
to terms with how you feel, you let me know.
sometimes, you have to do the wrong thing.
sometimes, you have to make big mistakes
in order to make everything right.
I can't keep doing this.
i can't keep building walls
only to have them knocked down
by the sound of your voice.
your silence is louder than words.
are you here because you need someone,
or are you here because you need me?
when I’m good, I’m very good.
when I’m bad, I’m better.
too much of you is never enough.
don't be a fool girl.
tell him that you love him.
if it makes you happy,
then why the hell are you so sad?
one day, you're gonna want that girl:
the girl who knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be for you.
the girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it,
because something was better than nothing at all.
the girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you,
and loving you was the only way she could be.
the girl who sees your flaws but
values them as much as your strengths.
the girl who can't bring herself to hate you,
although sometimes, you definitely deserve it.
that girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you
that no one else even bothered to see.
the girl who realizes that she may never have your heart,
but she'll hold you in hers for the rest of her life.
the girl that realizes this, but still loves you.
the girl who should have you...
but doesn't,
even though she deserves it.
i think i'm afraid to be happy,
because whenever i get too happy,
something bad always happens.
sometimes, i feel like the heart and mind
play tricks on each other. it's like, just when
you've got your head convinced that you
really want something, the heart steps in
and makes you doubt yourself completely.
All I want to tell you is that i'm in love
with you. I've been in love with you
forever. Now you have a choice to make.
I want you to take all the time you need.
I don't want to rush you, but I love you.
Just take your time because when
I had to make a choice, I chose wrong.
In the end you're just a typical guy.
Dragging a girl along because you're
not really sure what you want.
It's like a thousand paper cuts soaked in vinegar.
That's the way it feels when I see him touching her. It's like falling face first into a bed of broken glass.
Even my friends want to smack me
because I say your name too much.
In case you haven't noticed, I die inside
everytime you walk by me in the hall
and you look at me and never say a word.
In a world of pollution, profanity,
adolescence, zits, abuse, broccoli,
ozone pollution, sexism, prejudice,
stupid guys and pms. Why are you
telling me to have a good day?
"Being a teenage girl is harder than walking
through a balloon shop with a porcupine purse."
Sometimes it seems like you'd rather watch
me drown than to see your hands get wet.
And you ask why I haven't talked to you.
Well maybe it's because you're slowly pushing
me out of your life. At least I can say that
i'm glad you're finally noticing.
To the nice girls who are overlooked. Who
become friends and nothing more, who spend
hours fixating upon their looks, their personalities,
and their actions because it must be that
they're doing something wrong.
Maybe one day, along the way you'll
think of me and you'll be smiling.
Maybe one day you will remember.
Sometimes I ask myself, "Does he really care or
does he just pretend like he does so he always
has someone to fall back on when one
of those other girls isn't around?"
It's too much. I'm numb and i'm tired. Too much
has happened today. I feel as if i've been out in
pounding rain for forty eight hours without an
umbrella or coat. I'm soaked in emotion.
I swear I’d rip my heart out
if you said you'd be impressed.
Please, don't act like you care. You know
you don't care, even I know that you don't.
You've watched me destroy myself for too
long now. If you really cared, you would
have tried to stop it a long time ago.
I need to realize that he's just a guy.
A special one, but he's not mine.
I don't need to make him love me.
If he wanted to, he would.
a person doesn't have to be perfect to be exactly what you need.
-scrubs
we talk like we know what's going on, but we don't. we don't know anything. we're young and we're gonna screw up a lot. we're gonna keep changing our minds, and sometimes our hearts. and through all that, the only real thing we can offer each other is forgiveness.
-Dawson’s creek
the greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're alive.
-Orlando a. Battista
love me when i least deserve it, because that's when i really need it.
-Swedish proverb
we are all born with these funny notions inside of us, and one of those notions tells us that we are supposed to hide the way we feel about each other. everyone wants to know if they are loved, cared for, or needed, and anyone who doesn't has something wrong with them.
-little house on the prairie
you do what you love, and fuck the rest.
-little miss sunshine
there is not a thin line between love and hate. there is, in fact, a great wall of china with armed sentries posted every 20 feet between love and hate.
-house
sometimes you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and where you want to be.
-gossip girl
i have all these feelings, these weird feelings, and i've had this burning desire to express them. but i can't. i just can't. and these feelings - they're trapped. they're like stuck in my heart and i just feel so lonely.
-Dawson’s creek
whatever happens is going to happen. ultimately, its all out of our control anyway.
-house
because even if it breaks your heart to be just friends, if you really care about someone, you'll take the hit.
-scrubs
you never asked me to wait for you, and i don't even know if you want me to. heck, i don't even know if i want to. but something is telling me that when you come back i'm going to be exactly what you want, and you will realize i have been here all this time, and you will wonder why you didn't want me all along. and somehow, that will bring us to our happily ever after.
-felicity
there are three sides to every story.
one person's side,
the other person's side...
and the truth.
All I want to do is forget him. All I want to do is escape him and, you know, I can't.
-Grey's Anatomy
If you stretch the truth too much, it will break.
-C.S.I. Miami
Because you're hoping you're wrong. And every time he does something that tells you he's no good, you ignore it. And every time he comes through and surprises you, he wins you over, and you lose that argument with yourself, that he's not for you.
-The Holiday
Maybe she fell in love with him or maybe she just wanted someone to pay attention to her.
-Dawson's Creek
Well, your eyes are puffy, which, from experience, screams textbook crying eyes. You have your hair up, so you're probably not planning on impressing any boys today. I'd say you're nursing a hell of a broken heart and not the schoolgirl crush kind. You're dealing with the real thing.
One Tree Hill
Just once, I'd like to find a boy.
And I like him and he likes me.
And we have laughs and kisses.
Is that too much to ask for?
-Diary of a Crush.
True friends are the ones who are pulling tissues out of their bags when you’re crying your eyes out; the ones making you laugh so hard that you could pee; they’re not the ones that are teaching you how to dance; but they’re the ones shoving you onto the table, screaming “let’s go girl!”
We live in a world where it’s easier to fake a smile & act like everything’s fine than to fall apart & cry & to have people ask you why. It’s just easier to explain why your happy than trying to sort through all the complicated reasons why your not, especially when you don’t know why the smile that you wear is fake.
That’s the only reason people get angry. Because they’re hurt. They get angry to cover up the hurt.
[ Ruthie ; Real World Hawaii ]
in life, we do things. some we wish we had never done & some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. nevertheless, they make us who we are & in the end, they shape every detail about us. if we were to reverse any of them, we wouldn’t be at the exact place that we are today. so just live, make mistakes & learn from them, & never second guess who you are, where you have been, & where you are going.
Stay mad as long as you can. Because once you’re not mad anymore, it hurts. It hurts like hell & once it hurts that bad, you can’t make yourself mad anymore.
one finger up & I’m out cause you ain`t even worth two!
it’s almost like I’m afraid to admit to being happy. i don’t know why that is. maybe it’s because i'm learning i can be happy without him. or maybe it’s cause i don’t want to be.
We binge, purge, sleep around. We drink too much & get too high, anything to blot out the past.
If things work out right, he’ll come to you in the end, but if he happens to slip & fall away, don’t catch him, then he’ll realize he made the mistake & it was truly his loss.
I always thought if he could just get it together, grow up ; maybe we could do it. Maybe we could really be a family, in the stupid, traditional 'Dan Quayle, golden retriever, grow old together, wear matching jogging suits' kind of way. & then he did get it together ; he became that guy.. & he gets to be that guy, with her.
The most memorable people in your life will be the people who loved you when you weren’t very lovable.
See that girl? She used to laugh non-stop, all the time. Her smile was contagious & she had a sparkle in her eye that could light a city. But you ask, why’d that go away? Well honey, cause you went away.
People think that if you love somebody hard enough, then everything is going to work out. People are wrong.
its funny how you can always tell when a boy
likes someone else; but you never tell if he likes you.
i hate those situations
where your screwed
no matter what side
you choose
ive given my whole heart to him
im ready to move on
but i dont have anything left
for someone else
i knew this would happen
but i took a chance
and i fell hard
i am trying to move on
trying to let go
cause i know
that you already have
have fun with her
cause i am not going to be there
anymore when its over
dont make someone your priority
when you are only their option
it hurts to know....
he'll never remember
the things ill never forget
you just have to go
after what you want
and if it doesnt want
you back then so be it
it doesnt deserve
you anyways
"it is better to fail
in originality than to
succeed in imitation."
-Herman Melville-
I bet you didn’t know that I’m terrified of the dark, & everytime I think of you, I smile. I bet you don’t know that I hate thunderstorms, but love dancing in the rain. or how much I laugh with my friends & how much I truly enjoy being happy. I bet you don’t know how many tears I’ve cried just for you, or how much I doubt myself every day. I bet you don’t know how ticklish I am or how I can’t make decisions & how it drives me crazy when you look at me..
as i watched you put your arm around her,
i felt something inside me hurt physically.
an aching in my heart like it was breaking into pieces.
isn’t it ironic though, as much as it tore my heart up to see
you hold her, i couldn’t get myself to stop watching both of
you. because all i wanted to do was imagine that i was in
her place, && i was the one who actually had you
really cant deny it . i am who i am
im pretty normal im not that smooth
type of girl i run into things ; i tend
to trip ; i spill food, and i say stupid
things i dont have it all together but
i like it that way x3 `*
We dance on beds like idiots
and sing loudly into hair brushes.
We yell a lot, we fight a lot, we
trip each other, we sing when we
shouldn't, we knock stuff over,
we make total fools out of ourselves
when we go in public, we make fun
of each other, we eat a lot, we basically
live at each other's houses, we laugh at
the dumbest jokes, but doing this together
is what makes us best friends
don't change yourself for anyone
because that thing that you changed
may be the one thing that someone
else fell in love with
I hate it when
a guy knows
you like him,
and he abuses
the privilege
Lets face it :: we've all changed. we all change. Somewhere between the
summer reading and school starting, we've all gone our own directions.
Hearts were broken, friendships diminished, new love started, and new people
came into our lives. We no longer spend all of our time in our circle of friends.
We no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. we've changed. some for the
better, some for the worse. Some of us are finding love and others are trying to
let go. We all know that even though we're all finding our place in the world that
when we find our love, we let go of a love, when the tears fall or happy smiles
spread across our faces, we'll come to each
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| one
The finest kind of friendship is between people who expect a great deal of each other, but never ask.
-Sylvia Bremer
 
two
There are those people you
encounter in life who you never
really get over. No matter how
many other better people you
meet, people who treat you better
and love you better, in the back
of your mind, there's always
that person who you can't
quite completely forget.
 
three
A constant reminder of death
reminds you how to live.
 
four
whatever you choose
to be, be the best at it
 
five
we deny that we're tired. we deny
that we're scared. we deny how badly
we want to succeed. & most importantly,
we deny that we're in denial. we only
see what we want to see & believe what
we want to believe, & it works. we lie to
ourselves so much that after a while, the
lies start to seem like the truth. we deny
so much that we can't recognize
the truth right in front of our faces.
++Greys Anatomy
six
We dance on beds like idiots
and sing loudly into hair brushes.
We yell a lot, we fight a lot, we
trip each other, we sing when we
shouldn't, we knock stuff over,
we make total fools out of ourselves
when we go in public, we make fun
of each other, we eat a lot, we basically
live at each other's houses, we laugh at
the dumbest jokes, but doing this together
is what makes us best friends seven
i am a procrastonator
screw up a lot
call me an overanalyzer
i believe i just think of the consequences
people are usually always mad at me for something
and i am starting not to care
relationships arent my strong point
so i guess high school isnt either
i will absolutely not admit it
but i can put on an act
i hate it when things dont go
quite as they were planned
it takes me a while
to accept reality
& yet i still have hope that somone...
someday.. will find my flaws
part of what makes me
BEAUTIFUL<3 
eight don't believe that old cliche, that good things come to those who wait.
I think good things come to those who want something so bad, they can't sit still.
-ashton kutcher
nine
ten years from now I may not remember
what we did those nights
or what made us laugh so hard
but I will remember you guys were the ones who were there
ten
I totally love everything I've ever done -- not in an egotistical way, but
that was me at that moment, and that's what I believed in. So I definitely
don't regret the things I did in the past.
-britney spears
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| one
Best friends are the reason we have empty fridges,
dirty rooms, inside jokes, extreme makeovers,
true personalities & friendship.
 
two
Sometimes there is no next time,
no time-outs, no second chances.
Sometimes, it's now or never.
 
three
Only when time is running out are we brave
-Chloe Higashida
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four
I like not being a double zero in jeans unnaturally; skeletons just aren't my thing. So what if I jiggle a bit, confidence will give me all the happiness I need. It's okay if I'm not the hottest girl around, as long as I have a decent personality, I'll be fine. I've lived, I've laughed, I've loved. Maybe not in the ways people would appreciate, but it's been more than enough for me. -Chloe Higashida
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five
I've gone through 8 boxes of tissues,
7 hours of music, 6 pints of ice-cream,
5 seconds of a slight smile, 4 minutes of reading,
3 full movies, 2 best friends staying by my side,
& it's only been 1 day </3
six
What's teenage love? It's staying up late for each other &
barely staying awake in class the next day. It's passing each other
between classes & stopping to say Hi, but ending up running to your
next class right before the bell rings. It's going to the mall,
wandering around hand in hand, with a silence that's comfortable. It's
watching a movie in the theaters with his arm slowly creeping onto your
shoulders, & you resting your head in his arms. It's walking around
at night, for no reason at all; his chest, her head, looking at the
stars. It's uncertainty of how long it will last, a risk you're both
willing to take, even if it means you'll have a broken heart. It's not
yet true love, not like, nor lust, nor infatuation. It's teenage love,
here to stay, here to play with our hearts & never to go away.
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seven
i'm not that good of a person.
i make mistakes, i have regrets,
and i act like i'm alot smarter than i actually am
i cry, i laugh way too loud, and things just seem to get to me
basically, i'm saying i'm not perfect
but when i'm with you, i forget that,
and it just doesn't matter anymore.
 
eight
Everything will be okay in the end
If it's not okay, it's not the end.
nine
the real lover is the man who can thrill you by touching yourhead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space. -marilyn monroe
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ten
it ain't what they call you, it's what you answer to.
-w.c. fields
eleven
At some point, you have to make a decision.
Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in.
Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your
lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them.
But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to
cross. -grey's anatomy
 
twelve
At the end of the day faith is a funny thing.
It turns up when you don't really expect it. Its like one
day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different
than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle.
And its not so important happy ever after, just that its happy
right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people
will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take
your breath away. -grey's anatomy
thirteen
i always fall for that one guy who is so out of reach, but still close enough to make it hurt.
 
fourteen
there are not many people in this world with the ability to give you butterflies, and if you don't tell those people how you feel, it'll be like spending the rest of your life in your own personal prison.
-dawson's creek
fifteen
The ones you call when you`re depressed. The ones you talk to when you want a laugh. The ones who gives you a shoulder to lean on. The ones who know exactly how you feel. The ones that don`t pretend. The ones that`ll run a thousand miles just to let you know you`re loved, are the ones you know will be your friends forever.
 
sixteen
One of the hardest moments in life is deciding whether you should give up, or try harder.
seventeen
I`ve learned that you shouldn`t compare yourself to others. they`re more screwed up than you think. i`ve learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon, & all the less important ones just never go away.
 
eighteen
Sometimes even though you`re having a good time, you can`t help but stop & think about the good old days
nineteen
i don`t want to see you anymore, i`m just not that strong. i love it when you`re here, but i'm better when you`re gone.
[ Rascal Flatts ; Pieces ]
 
twenty
I can`t help but wonder, do you choose your friends because of who you are, or are you who you are because of the friends that you choose?
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