she came and went, I gnawed through my lip, makeup smeared in her eyeseach sob's a reason to say goodbye. sometimes when you're holding on you'll never see the light.
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Name: jerin
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Friday, November 11, 2005

new site BITCHES.........
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Friday, October 07, 2005

hey bitches,
what's up, nmh just chillin.  hangin out w/ da boys. SEAN'S BIRTHDAY, RIGHT NOW,  hangin out w/ him. Been skatin' round town.hella cold out. but That's about it. sooooooooooooo i'll update again in like 2 years.aight
later
jerin


Saturday, September 24, 2005

                              " starving searching this barren wasteland
                                     trying to grasp being this alone
              pleading for a breath of fresh air, someone's standing on my chest
                                      dying i'm asphyxiating myself
                    break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words
                                       oh i'm dying and i fell so alone
                                the lights are on and i wish i was home
                                my lips are screaming pretty nothings
            my ears are bleeding for want of words, fuck words i need actions
                                hope has left me fucking shattered
                                 someones's standing on my chest
                       alone would be a pleasant change from here
              how do you gauge loneliness? Have you ever felt so alon
                      It feels like the light will never reach me here,
                     I am choking  back my longing for shed tears
            so strangulated by my lonesome fears please don't worry too much,
                                        it only hrts when i breathe"
     -a little song from atreyu.


hey,
haven't updated in a while, so i thought i should. nothin much has been goin on, went to the story of the year concert, other than that just been goin to school and workin.
 

 I really hate when someone lies to you and tells you bullshit and fills your head with false hope,
and tell you they love you, when inside they really don't. I hate the situation i'm in right now , having no control over things. when your best isn't good enough what's left to do? I don't understand how someone could care so much about someone that cares so little about them.Not knowing what to believe (and what not to) coming from that persons mouth. the way i feel right now is terrible. I'm just waiting for this to pass by, but yet I've  been waiting for quite some time.
  she says "YOU'LL GET OVER ME"
she doesn't understand how much she means to me, It hurts to think about her yet i can't get her out of my head.
I spill my heart to her and yet she doubts my feelings for her, I don't understand. I don't think i'll ever recover.
 
well i gotta get off here so.......
later
-jerin


Friday, September 09, 2005

hey
haven't updated in forever, don't have much to say. Confused about some things, don't know what to do or what i'm doin anymore. well i just updated cause i haven't in a while.
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jerin


Thursday, August 25, 2005

Hey
well school has began and i'm already ready for summer.But some of my classes are pretty cool, I guess. I think it will be funner when we go to full days, cause we will have more time to just hang out.But enough of school. I started work at livingston's diner last weekend, I work part time there. But I turned in an aplication to the pusher in towne east, hopefully i'll get that cause i'd much rather work there. As for this weekend i'll probably be skatin' and i'm gonna try to hit up a local show or somethin.
well that's it later
jerin



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