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" starving searching this barren
wasteland
trying to grasp being this alone
pleading for a breath of fresh air, someone's standing on my chest
dying i'm asphyxiating myself
break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words
oh i'm dying and i fell so alone
the lights are on and i wish i was home
my lips are screaming pretty nothings
my
ears are bleeding for want of words, fuck words i need actions
hope has left me fucking shattered
someones's standing on my chest
alone would be a pleasant change from here
how do you gauge loneliness? Have you ever felt so alon
It feels like the light will never reach me here,
I am choking back my longing for shed tears
so
strangulated by my lonesome fears please don't worry too much,
it only hrts when i breathe"
-a little song from atreyu.
hey,
haven't updated in a while, so i thought i should. nothin much has been
goin on, went to the story of the year concert, other than that just
been goin to school and workin.
I really hate when someone lies to you and tells you bullshit and fills your head with false hope,
and tell you they love you, when inside they really don't. I hate the
situation i'm in right now , having no control over things. when your best isn't
good enough what's left to do? I don't understand how someone could
care so much about someone that cares so little about them.Not knowing
what to believe (and what not to) coming from that persons mouth. the way
i feel right now is terrible. I'm just waiting for this to pass by, but
yet I've been waiting for quite some time.
she says "YOU'LL GET OVER ME"
she doesn't understand how much she means to me, It hurts to think about her yet i can't get her out of my head. I spill my heart to her and yet she doubts my feelings for her, I don't understand. I don't think i'll ever recover.
well i gotta get off here so.......
later
-jerin
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| | Posted 9/24/2005 6:42 PM - 5 views - 3 comments
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