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Saturday, November 12, 2005

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 01:09:46 GMT

new site BITCHES.........
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Saturday, October 08, 2005

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 01:20:21 GMT

hey bitches,
what's up, nmh just chillin. hangin out w/ da boys. SEAN'S BIRTHDAY, RIGHT NOW, hangin out w/ him. Been skatin' round town.hella cold out. but That's about it. sooooooooooooo i'll update again in like 2 years.aight
later
jerin

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 21:42:06 GMT

" starving searching this barren wasteland
                                     trying to grasp being this alone
              pleading for a breath of fresh air, someone's standing on my chest
                                      dying i'm asphyxiating myself
                    break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words
                                       oh i'm dying and i fell so alone
                                the lights are on and i wish i was home
                                my lips are screaming pretty nothings
            my ears are bleeding for want of words, fuck words i need actions
                                hope has left me fucking shattered
                                 someones's standing on my chest
                       alone would be a pleasant change from here
              how do you gauge loneliness? Have you ever felt so alon
                      It feels like the light will never reach me here,
                     I am choking back my longing for shed tears
            so strangulated by my lonesome fears please don't worry too much,
                                        it only hrts when i breathe"
     -a little song from atreyu.

hey,
haven't updated in a while, so i thought i should. nothin much has been goin on, went to the story of the year concert, other than that just been goin to school and workin.

I really hate when someone lies to you and tells you bullshit and fills your head with false hope,
and tell you they love you, when inside they really don't. I hate the situation i'm in right now , having no control over things. when your best isn't good enough what's left to do? I don't understand how someone could care so much about someone that cares so little about them.Not knowing what to believe (and what not to) coming from that persons mouth. the way i feel right now is terrible. I'm just waiting for this to pass by, but yet I've been waiting for quite some time.
she says "YOU'LL GET OVER ME"
she doesn't understand how much she means to me, It hurts to think about her yet i can't get her out of my head. I spill my heart to her and yet she doubts my feelings for her, I don't understand. I don't think i'll ever recover.

well i gotta get off here so.......
later
-jerin

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 00:49:46 GMT

hey
haven't updated in forever, don't have much to say. Confused about some things, don't know what to do or what i'm doin anymore. well i just updated cause i haven't in a while.
leave comments
jerin

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 17:25:27 GMT

Hey
well school has began and i'm already ready for summer.But some of my classes are pretty cool, I guess. I think it will be funner when we go to full days, cause we will have more time to just hang out.But enough of school. I started work at livingston's diner last weekend, I work part time there. But I turned in an aplication to the pusher in towne east, hopefully i'll get that cause i'd much rather work there. As for this weekend i'll probably be skatin' and i'm gonna try to hit up a local show or somethin.
well that's it later
jerin

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 23:43:51 GMT

hey
it's been a LONG time since i updated. Pretty much cause nothing has been going on. Well I went to tennessee for like a week but i've been back for like 6 days.Just been skatin like I always do hangin out w/ the homies. I'm ready for school to start so I can see all the cool kids and then laugh at them for being gay.lol sorry.But anyways just updating cause it's been forever, I think i've ran out of things to tell you so i'll talk to you bitches later.
jerin

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 03:04:20 GMT

HEYYYYYYY what's happnin'!!
i've just been kickin it as usual ya meeeeeeeeeeeean? been skatin almost erv day, hangin out. the summer is coming closer and closer to the end and I can say that my summer was pretty FUCKIN cool. i mean i wake up at like 1:00 pm every day, that alone is what makes summer soooo cool. And I' ve hung out w/ the most awesome girl in the world alot this summer and i'm sooooooo glad i got to do that.I don't know how my life would be without her .
This june I went to the warped tour and saw all those awesome bands and i went to the haste the day show on june 2nd which was the best show i've ever been to. so i'd say this summer was pretty cool.
well that's it.
later
jerin

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 03:58:01 GMT

Hey
went to the movies tonight with the coolest girl in the world ( Felicia aka butthead)
but it was fun, saw charlie and the chocolate factory which ruined the first one but felicia's presence made up for it. I LOVE HER SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH>
well leave me a comment or else.
jerin

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 20:33:34 GMT

yo wazuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup.

nothin much here. just chillin. skatin n shit. you know how i do bitches. well I need to do somethin cool this summer so if you wanna hang call nigga.

well later

jerin

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 21:13:05 GMT

hey

just chillin' so I thought i'd update. just been skatin' and hangin out. I need some people to start callin' me to hang. cause my nights are pretty boring,

so if you wanna hang, you know what to do

oh and felicia I love you soooooooooo much.

later

jerin